Siddharth : okay didi whenever I get confirmed about her feeling I will think about it after that?

Vaishnavi : okay.

Siddharth : may I sleep now?

Vaishnavi : yeah sure. Good night.

Vaishnavi left

Siddharth POV

Performing any function on computer is really easy, but my life is becoming a person which is not easier for me to solve out.

Everyday I am getting into something making me feel more complicated about my feelings.

And all the questions are raising in my heart is about Avneet only, I don't know how can I be this idiot that I start feeling for a girl, I hated the most in my life.

And practically how it is possible, what is wrong with my heart, this is something unbelievable, I told didi that I did this for humanity.

But how can I explain anyone that how much I feel hurt when ever I saw tears in those eyes, in last two days.

After making her cry and beg front of me just to take my revenge from her, I was not able to come out from my guilt.

I am not a person can be happy with someone's pain, I bring her to my bedroom when I was thinking that I have no feeling for her and even I can't believe her.

But still I bring her here in my room, nobody knows that she was in my room for one night.

But it's a fact I know.

And now Vaishnavi didi make it more complicated giving me hint that Jannat have feeling for me.

Because one thing is very clear chat in this life even if Jannat ask for my life I will not to sacrifice myself for her.

So there is no question in this matter about it that if she loves me, I can't break her heart.

Because she is always there for me, whenever I want.

Oh no God, don't make it like this, first of all I have to be sure about her feeling for me.

Stay tuned.