Each passing day solidified San's theory about his own feelings.

No matter how much he tried to deny it, a voice inside him told him to stop fighting and accept his own emotions. San hadn't ever had to deal with something like this before.

Most of his past crushes had lasted a few weeks at most, and many died out immediately after San gathered the courage to talk to them, thus realizing they were not all he'd dreamed of them being.

Naturally, he tried to suppress any feelings he might gain towards another male, especially as he got older. The countless insults and anti-gay comments scared him, even if they were directed at others, and not the average, 'straight,' San. He knew it wasn't healthy to deny every feeling you had, but he saw it as a way of survival.

Yet, whenever San thought of him, it was like he stopped caring about any fears he might have. This boldness in and of itself scared him, coming from a place unknown to himself.

San found himself laying awake later and later into the night, recently.

He didn't know what time it even was at the present, yet the darkness of his room suggested the sun had disappeared ages ago. He turned on his phone, wincing at the bright light of his screen as he checked his notifications.

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San almost dropped his phone as he hurried to click the message notification.
He almost let out a sad laugh at himself. If his eternity spent thinking hadn't confirmed his feelings, his actions definitely did.

He liked Jung Wooyoung. That was obvious.
The constant urges to hold his hand, or pet his hair, all made sense to San upon coming to terms with that fact.

He didn't even know why he let himself fall for him. There was just something about the other that made San feel like taking the risk.

The message loaded, San immediately dedicating his attention to the screen.

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Wooyoung❤️:
Fmlll
I'm gonna be so dead tomorrow

San🐶:
Why??
You okay?

Wooyoung❤️:
Parents kicked me out for the night🤡
My dad's friend had to stay over at our house and they decided the appropriate course of action was to just
Kick out their own son
"You can find somewhere to be"
Bitch where ?

San🐶:
Oh god
Ahem
You can come here if you like??

Wooyoung❤️:
ugh a sweetie
I appreciate the offer but it's okay I'm at seonghwa's

San🐶:
oh alright

Wooyoung❤️:
I'll come to your place next time don't worry xoxo

San🐶:
I-
iTS OKAY SHSHH

Wooyoung❤️:
lord, he thinks I'm kidding...
I can and will show up at your place at 5am demanding coffee

San🐶:
holy shit 5am
don't even bother waking me up at that point
just get in bed and wait

Wooyoung❤️:
get in your bed ?
[crawls into bed like a demon]
SanNie darliNg it'S tiMe to waKe uP~

San🐶:
you have never said anything more terrifying to me
i am currently shaking thinking about that

Wooyoung❤️:
Good. Tremble in fear.
Wait I just realized
Why are you awake??

San🐶:
idk honestly
just can't seem to fall asleep
This is kinda embarrassing but I can't find my favorite stuffed animal to sleep with and it's stressing me out too

Wooyoung❤️:
that's not embarrassing it's precious
Stuffies are cute

San🐶:
Brb gonna cry
Yunho and Mingi always make fun of me for it :((

Wooyoung❤️:
Yunho and Mingi are wrong.
Btw do you want me to bring some hot tea to school tomorrow morning?
You brought coffee last time, I think it may be my turn

San🐶:
I would actually die for you

Wooyoung❤️:
I would actually die for you too
Is that a yes to the tea?

San🐶:
aAAAA
yep that was a yes

Wooyoung❤️:
It better be
I'm about to boil some mf water and make the most bombass tea you've ever tasted

San🐶:
you could probably just give me the boiled water and I'd be like
Mmm yes exquisite

Wooyoung❤️:
aHahaa
I mean would you prefer I do this or just send you cursed images at 4:30am

San🐶:
Please send me cursed images at 4:30am
The future is now

Wooyoung❤️:
This could be us... but you playin

San🐶:
oh my god
fish boyfriends are the new agenda

Wooyoung❤️:
Ahaha fish boyf...
Wait
Actually nvm
Is there a certain kinda tea you prefer?

San🐶:
Surprise me

Wooyoung❤️:
Ahaha that's what I said at the coffee shop
Hey that reminds me
That drink you bought me...

San🐶:
Oh god
What about it...?

Wooyoung❤️:
Am I wrong or was that the really expensive ass $15+ dollar one ??
SAN???
Did you really get that fancy rich people order???

San🐶:
Ahaha.,,, oops?

Wooyoung❤️:
Gonna scream
Why
I mean it slappeD but
Why waste ur money on that for me 😭

San🐶:
If I spend it on you it's not wasting it :)

Wooyoung❤️:
I am fully sobbing pleasee
you're too good for this world

San🐶:
what if,,, u are my world🙊
hAha jkjk
....unless?😳
,,,bro

Wooyoung❤️:
ur so precious but all I can think about is that fucking meme I-

San🐶:
aKsj nONONO

Wooyoung❤️:
YESs
Mmm this is gonna be some good tea
Where do you want me to meet you tomorrow

San🐶:
I'll probably just meet you at your locker

Wooyoung❤️:
When he knows which locker is yours 😌

San🐶:
When he doesn't know which locker is yours 😔

Wooyoung❤️:
hEYYYjjs
I do!! I swear I do

San🐶:
Okay then new plan
You come to MY locker

Wooyoung❤️:
...What do I get if I get it right

San🐶:
Idk
A hug or something lmao

Wooyoung❤️:
Deal!!!
Can't take back ur words on god I'm coming for that prize

San🐶:
Omg🙈
Okay bet,,
Somehow I'm tired now
should I take a nap before school starts??

Wooyoung❤️:
Yes !! Sleep
You only have like 2hrs anyway
I will still be here when u wake up

San🐶:
Hnngn
You make a convincing argument
Okay then gn 💕

Wooyoung❤️:
Night !!
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