~Y/N POV~

(TWENTY-ONE YEARS OLD)

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y/N!!" Nathan

"DONT FORGET HER NEW JOB!!" Kai

"OH YEAH THAT TOO!!" Nathan

I laughed at them both raising a glass of beer in their hands over their heads. I copied them, rising my own since I too am a beer drinker. I like all alcohol to be honest. It gives you that buzz that I feel missing inside and for a short while fills that gap.

"NOW LET'S DRINK BITCHES!!" Haewon

"DRINK UP!!" Nari

My friends are crazy I swear but I drank either way. Downing my beer as much as I could, gulping away to make sure I get drunk. My birthdays are bittersweet like my life. I can't help but think about everyone else. But my tight group of friends since high school and Nathan of course are here to help my thoughts and distract me from all that even if they don't know it.

"Now lets get better shots. We need to get so drunk that we cant see two feet in front of us." Haewon

She whisper yelled in my face before grabbing Kai by his leather jacket he loves so much and dragging him through the crowd towards the bar.

"Where are all the hot guys?!" Nari

She shouted over the music, standing up and trying to look for a decent guy. But Nathan scoffed, slamming his pint glass to the table.

"Pft, I'm right here, so no need to look further, my dear." Nathan

I laughed at the way he slid across the bench booth towards her and swung his arm around her shoulder just to make kissy lips at her. But Nari just checked him up and down, burst out laughing and patted his head like a dog.

"Thanks but been there done, that wore the t-shirt. I want a hot steaming two hour session, not a ten second wonder." Nari

I choked on my beer that I was mid way drinking and started another fit of giggles. Nathan she gaped at her, leaning back and removing his arm from her shoulder.

"Hey, it was not ten second!! I rocked your world." Nathan

"Ever heard of women faking it?" Nari

Nathan gasped, an even more offended look spread across his face as he held both his hands to his chest.

"You didn't, you lair!" Nathan

Nari just wiggled her brows at him but then took my hand and pulled our locked fingers out from under the table to show him.

"I'm with your cousin now so deal with it. Besides you wouldn't want to join in a threesome with your cousin now would you?" Nari

Nathan opened his mouth to speak, rising his finger and then looking over to me from around Nari, checking me up and down which made me slam my fist on the table forcing him to snap out of it and shake his head in disgust.

"Ew, fuck no." Nathan

That's what I thought. I nodded at him, satisfied with his answer and sat back waiting for more drinks to arrive with Haewon and Kai. I need to get more drunk than this.

(HOURS LATER)

Thank god, Kai kept supplying the drinks tonight. You can always rely on him for the booze. Nathan ran out of money for his own which isn't surprising because he always does and then relies on others for cash. Mainly it's me but tonight it's my birthday and Kai always never fails to help out. He's a true party friend.

Us girls made it to the dance floor, just going with the flow while Nathan and Kai picked up some girls that would actually give them attention for tonight.

We were together to begin with but some how we've separated and now I'm by myself in a mass of strangers on the dance floor. Swaying with the sound of the booming music, falling into my own world and allowing the buzz in my head to spin me into another dimension that isn't my reality that I lost people that were my everything in life and still are even if they're not here.

But something close by almost feels like one of them is close by. It's probably my mind playing tricks on me.

Keeping to myself I kept dancing, a world of my own.

That was until a pair of arms folded around me. Usually I would push someone away if they did this, especially a stranger but no. These arms made me melt into them, my whole body relaxed in their touch and securely tucked into their body as my back was pressed against their chest.

I didn't say anything to this person but I knew it was a man, a tall one. He moved along with me, every now and then lightly brushing his finger tips along my bare arm, going up and down softly. Then across my stomach to press me more into him before he would bend down to my level, almost resting his chin on my shoulder to plant tender kisses to the nape of my neck.

Now that got me the most.

Just when I didn't think I would fall anymore under this strangers touch, I did.

Turning around in his arms, my blurred vision made it hard to see his face properly but I didn't care. His touch got me and what can I say, I'm vulnerable right now, so perfect timing for him huh?

Reaching around to the back of his neck, I grabbed a hand full of his thick hair, it was black by the looks of things from the flashing lights. Then I pulled him back down to my level just to kiss him hard and desperately but he didn't protest. He kissed me right back, even so much as to let out a low groan between our locked lips that only I could hear. That only I was making him do. I just need that right now and this guy was perfect.

Aggressively pushing his head back I gripped onto collar, keeping up against me but he just let out a deep chuckle giving me butterflies in my stomach.

"You're a feisty one aren't you?" ?

"Oh you have no idea. Now come with me."

Grabbing his hand I began to drag him across the crowd of people, pushing through like it was an urgent matter that needed seeing too. I even caught a glimpse of Nathan by the side of the bar. He winked at me and threw up his thumbs before I made it to the bathroom.

Storming inside the single room with one toilet I locked it behind this guy and then pushed him against the wall just to attack his lips once more. He didn't complain and in fact he was the first one to snake his tongue into my mouth which made me hum and melt into his touch.

Removing his buckle around black jeans that appeared to be ripped across the thighs, I urgently removed my underwear and tossed them to the floor somewhere. I don't care, I'll bin them if I have to.

I just wanted this guy, I craved his touch, even his voice from what I've heard so far was alluring.

"Jump up." ?

I nodded and yet jumped up, wrapping my legs around his waist as he pressed me against the wall after turning our bodies around.

(SMUT WARNING)

Our foreheads connected as well as our noses and just inches away from our lips that were so tempting to catch now. My arms around his shoulders for more support as I felt him position himself between my folds.

He let out a loud sigh, closing his eyes for a second just before I noticed something in them. I swear for just a second, they were a pair of eyes that belonged to someone I care about a lot. Some one I lost.

But that thought went flying out the window we he pushed himself inside me. Bottoming out, his whole length inside earning a moan from the both of us. My whole body was on fire, vibrating with energy and sparks all over. I've never felt anything like it.

He didn't move, he just stayed there. Breathing heavily and just enjoying the sensation of my walls around him, holding him tight.

"Oh Y/n." ?

I heard him say my name that was more like an whisper but it came out full of emotions. Did I tell him my name?

I don't know but I just cupped his cheeks, willing him to look at me in the eyes. They opened slowly but he just looked at me sadly before he dropped his head to my shoulder, pulling out and then pushing back in hard.

Gasping in pleasure, I again moved my arms around his shoulders as he grabbed hold of my thighs and began to thrusting into me at an steady pace. My head was up against the wall, my body slamming into the wall with so much force it felt like it was shaking. The world disappeared around us to the point only the two of us were in it.

Taking in every part of him like my body was built for him and every inch of him. His low grunts in my ear were enough to send me other the edge but not quite yet. Purposely I held on, clenching around him and digging my nails into the back of his neck as I held him tightly against me.

"Oh fuck. I've missed you, so......much." ?

He moaned with each thrust against my ear before nipping at my lobe between his teeth.

I didn't take in what he said but instead exploded into sweet euphoric pleasure. Hugging him tightly to my body as I came around him. He moaned loudly, fucking me through my high that was continuous until he could no longer go on and he too came deep and hard inside. Pushing his hips up against me, making sure to milk himself of every drop before coming to a stop.

The both of us were breathing heavily from that intense session. Neither one of us spoke, just stayed in the moment of silence. Until he chuckled and brought his head up to kiss my lips once more.

"I'm still hard as a rock." ?

I stifle a laugh, biting my lower lip before removing some of his hair from his forehead that was sticking to him because of his sweat. It's just too bad my vision is that bad I cant see his face clearly.

"I'm game if you are."

He hummed at me before smashing his lips to mine, push deep inside me and ready for round two. I never want this night with this man to end. He makes me feel something I have been missing for years. I don't want to let him go.