~??? POV~

I staggered back home, through the double doors and through the bare yet quiet corridors. I just have to try and be as quiet as I can so no one knows I was out at this time out night, or should I say morning. Its morning now but I'm back and that's what matters.

I'm only tipsy, not drunk off my face smashed hammered to the point I don't know my own name.

I'm surprisingly okay so I'm confidant if someone caught me in these corridors I can pull off the sober me no problem.

Eventually I made it to my room, sliding the door open as quiet as I could and closed it carefully after. I threw off my shoes, kicking off my jeans and then to my bathroom. I should shower after the night I just had with Y/n but I can do that in the morning. Let's not risk what might happen if I loose my balance in there.

I did wash my face though, drink at least two glasses of water and take some pain medication i know will come in the morning with a hang over or not but I rather be safe than sorry. Then brushed my teeth, threw off my clothes only leaving my boxer shorts on and dragged my feet towards my bed that was calling my name.

Falling straight on it without even opening up the covers, I was ready to take on sleep right here, right now. But my door slid open and that made me whip open my eyes and sit up lazily to welcome the new comer into my room.

"So did you find her?"

I nodded, scratching the back of my head but that only reminded me when Y/n pulled on my hair so hard she made me cum for a third time. That woman is something, she really is.

"I did Dr Choi."

I noticed the way he eyed me up and down, hands on his hips and glasses hanging off the tip of his nose.

"You drunk too much didn't you?" Dr Choi

I nodded again, growing a grin on my face.

"Yeah. I mean why not?"

He hummed at me and half turned his body away from me.

"You did do what I told you to do right?"

Again I nodded for the third time, feeling my head becoming more heavier by the second and eyes drooping.

"WAKE UP!" Dr Choi

I felt a hard slap to the side of my face. I jolted up straight and shook my head confusingly.

"Huh?"

"Stay awake boy, I'm talking to you." Dr Choi

Oh.

I did rub my sore cheek that was throbbing now.

"As I was saying, from now on it's your mission to watch her closely from afar. Don't loose sight of her, got it?" Dr Choi

I groaned but nodded. Not because I don't want to see her, I do, I want to be near her all the time, talk to her, touch her. I didn't realise just how much I missed her until tonight. I'm just not happy about having to watch her from now on because I know what's in store.

"Sir yes, sir."

I saluted him and he scoffed at me, then stormed out the room, now leaving me alone in my room. I sighed and laid back down on my back, closing my eyes. I need sleep, it's been an emotional night for me. Looking into her eyes again, up close was something I can never put into words.

Y/n is special and I don't think she knows it.

But when I heard my door open again I groaned loudly, throwing my fists in the air and sitting back up to see my brother standing in the doorway, leaning against the frame, arms crossed and an angry glare thrown my way.

"Oh what do you want now? I'm tired and I need my sleep."

"What did Dr Choi come and speak to you about?" ?

Rolling my eyes at him, I just shrugged at him.

"Drugs, I don't know."

I laughed at him but he just rushed to me, pushing me back on my bed aggressively and kicked my foot.

"OW!"

Holding my now sore ankle I glared up at him but he just returned it.

"I know he was talking to you about Y/n. Why?" ?

"Why do you want to know?"

Squinting my eyes up at him, i pushed myself up on my elbows.

"Because what concerns Y/n, concerns me." ?

"It concerns me too."

He scoffed at me, stepping back and putting his hands to his hips.

"That's rich. Taehyung you never cared about her before so why now?"

"That's bullshit Jungkook and you know it! If I didn't care about her, I wouldn't of helped get her out of here would I?"

He stiffened and stared at me blankly. The only movement he made was blinking.

"What did you do?" Jungkook

For a couple of seconds I only blinked back at him. My own selfish thoughts and feelings coming back to bite me in the ass and if that moment isn't now it would be sooner or later. I went out tonight on a mission to find Y/n and do what I was told to out of desperation from missing her so much over the years even after the way I treated her.

I wanted to yell everything out to Jungkook, tell him everything. Every bit of my thoughts, feelings and more over the years and what's to come soon. But I can't so instead I looked him dead in the eyes, took a deep breath and said...

"I did what needed to be done to get her back to us. That's what I did."

But my words are filled with regret and guilt.