If you read Stitches and Scars, Breakaway, or Migraine, please stick around. If not, feel free to leave if you don't want to read this.

Guys... I'm not feeling it

I don't love these stories as much as I used to

I dom't have as many ideas as I did when I started these stories

Migraine doesn't have that passion I had so badly when I got the idea

Breakaway, or the Cassaddee Dreemur series really, isn't coming out how I wanted

Stitches and Scars hasn't been as fun to write

I'm losing it. I'm losing this will to write these. It's not against you guys. Nothing any of you have done has caused this. But... I guess they've been going on for so long, it's getting consistent and it's the boring type of consistent.

What I'm trying to say here, is that...

Once I finish these stories, or at least Breakaway, I will be taking a break from these overlasting series.

If Stitches and Scars isn't done by the end of the month, it's going to be on hold

The Cassaddee Dreemur series will not bring out it's third book for a LONG time

Migraine will definitely wait because it's on like chapter 12 or 15 out of 50

I'm really sorry. I know some people really like these stories, which is actually hard for me to believe, but I don't feel it

I can't do what I love anymore. People who don't read these stories pressure me into doing something in the story and it fucks up my schedule and I just... It screws me over big time

Once my friend dared me to write a smut between some people that I know really well. I'm not saying who because that is mine and their business since I messaged them to confirm if it was okay to publish

It almost got put in Stitches and Scars

Almost

The person didn't want me to publish it

So I didn't

But my friend who dared me watched me as I wrote it on paper. And somehow I never got caught in school but not my point

It was so uncomfortable for me to write. It's nothing against who was in the smut, but... It felt odd. I had to write about them having sex and it felt so, SO wrong on SO many levels. I feel horrible for even thinking once that they would be okay with me publishing that

I honestly still cry because of that

Anyways

The pressure to put certain stuff in my stories throws me off and makes me lose interest in writing the stories

Death helps me with ideas for SAS and Migraine. That's one thing because I usually ask her for ideas

But when you yell at me WRITE THIS WRITE THAT OR IM UNFRIENDING YOU OR IMMA BEAT YOU UP

1) That really upsets me
2) It makes me uncomfortable
3) I hate being bossed around on my own writing
And 4) It's not right

So yes. Migraine will be taking a longer break than it has been already, and Stitches and Scars has that slight chance of being on hold

I don't feel well when I write these. I'm sorry guys

~Geeky