Hey guys. I'm really sorry I haven't been updating ANYTHING the last couple days. I've just been really out of it. Schools been shitty, lots of work due, not many ideas, all that shit.

But I do want to talk to y'all about something.

Have you ever had that moment... Where you just.. Give up?

Give up trying to smile
Give up trying to laugh
Give up trying to hide the pain
Give up on yelling stop
Give up caring who does what to you
Just... Give up on it all?

I'm so close on doing all of that. The things I get called on a day to day basis are horendous things for kids my age to say.

But I don't want any of you to feel like this. I don't want you to give up. I know it sounds weird saying I'm about to but you shouldn't but please listen.

I've been through the name calling and bullying and pain and threats since kindergarden. Which means this is my 9th year of dearing with it. But I can handle myself, I'll get through it somehow. I don't know how, but I will.

You guys dont deserve it though. None of you do. I don't give a crap whether it was one time, all the time, or never at all. It. Shouldn't. Happen.

So listen to me. I'm here for all y'all. If you need anything you can comment on here or any of my stories, or DM me through Wattpad or Pinterest. I'll answer as fast as I can. Never believe you're anything smaller that what you are. Please.

Thank you all to those who have been supporting me the last couple of weeks. It's incredibly sweet of you to listen to my bullshit. I would probably be crying my eyes out still if it weren't for you five.

Also, there will be a short story coming out soon I believe. Me and Tina roleplayed Saturday night and I keep asking her if she wants me to write it or not but she hasn't answered yet so I'm waiting on an answer. But once I know I'll get back to you all on that.

Oh and Logan, Death and I were all working on TBBAAGWW part two. We stopped in the middle of last night because Lo needed to do something but never came back to the groupchat so we're waiting for him really. But it will hopefully be finished soon

Thirdly also Death and I have been roleplaying nonstop for days and days nonstop with some characters from Stitches and Scars. Once we end it I'll start writing it.

So that was basically a bunch of random shit but meh. I'm really working hard on my new story that will be up once I end Breakaway and post the Epilogue to Stitches and Scars.

Bye guys