Yes.. you noticed

my meals getting smaller
but never
all nights I spend bleeding
on the bathroom floor

sure.. you noticed

My wrists getting thinner
when you grabbed my arm
what you couldnt feel was the lovely pain
of all my infected wounds
I was holding in

But.. you noticed right?
because you wondered
you wondered how many calories I burned
on my little walks in the woods
but not
if I might was never coming back

you thought
I was working out plans
on how to lose weight the fastest
while I was writing down
my suicide letters.

You noticed, but never did.