⚠️Self harm, self hate, cussing, accidental verbal harm. If there is any more then please tell me in the comments!⚠️ 

*Angst to Fluff* 

This was requested by G41acc 💖

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(3rd pov.)

Its winter time in Florida. Normally its all hot and warm but in Thomas's mind its cold and snowy.

Janus was freezing, he needs the sunlight for warmth. Without the sun he needed something to keep him warm.

So he decided to go and ask his boyfriends if they could cuddle with him. Keep him a little warmer.

So he left his cocoon of blankets and set out to find his boyfriends.

The first one has saw was Patton. He was in the kitchen cooking so he decided to not bother him and instead move onto his next boyfriend.

Remus was the next boyfriend he saw. He walked up to him and wrapped his arms around his torso.

"Hello love, what's up?" Remus asked while cleaning off his mace.

"Nothing much, just wondering if you want to cuddle?" Janus asked while putting his head on Remus's shoulder.

"I would love to but Roman, Virgil, Logan and I are all going to go slay a Dragon Witch in the Imagination. Well Roman and I are going to slay it and then Logan and Virgil are going to study its dead body." Remus replied while moving away from Janus and heading towards the door.

"Oh, ok." Janus said while walking out and back to his room.

All of his boyfriends where busy. He hated having to ask his boyfriends for attention.

"Your so needy."

"Nobody has time for you."

"Your useless without them."

Janus was now crying and shaking slightly. He slowly got up and walked to the bathroom.

"You shouldn't do this." 

"Yes you should! Do it and you'll feel better. Just a few cuts and you will feel so much better."

Janus's thoughts swirled in his head as he reached for the razor blade.

"One cut for being clingy."

"One for being too needy."

"And three for being useless and a pain to everyone."

After the last three cuts Janus washed off his arm, bandaged it us and walked back to his bed.

He was crying a bit harder now and shaking more violently, from the cold and crying.

He then collapsed onto his bed and cried himself to sleep.

*Time skip to when he wakes up*

Janus had just woken up to the sound of the Imagination door shutting and the showers turning on. (All of the sides had their own showers in their rooms.)

Janus left his room and headed down to look for Patton. Once he found him he wrapped his arms around his waist.

"Need any help?" Janus asked, being careful not to press to hard on his arm.

"Nope, I'm good. Dinner should be done in a few minutes though. If you could gather the others that would help a lot." Patton said, continuing to work and not really register that Janus was attempting to get some affection.

"Alright." Janus said with a sigh as he walked down the hall.

At each door he would knock on it and tell them that dinner was ready. He got the same reply from everyone.

"Ok, thanks. I'll be down in a minute."

So Janus walked back down to the kitchen and sat down at the table.

All throughout dinner Janus was quiet and just listened to the others tell their story about the day.

*Time skip to night time*

"You should leave."

"They won't miss you."

"They have each other. They just added you in so you wouldn't feel left out."

"They don't truly love you."

Janus thought. He grabbed some shoes and a jacket and then left. He didnt know where he was going or what he was going to do. All he did know was that he was going to go away from here, even if it tore him apart. He loves them all too much to make them suffer.

*The next morning*

"Hey, has anyone seen Janus?" Remus asked once everyone (but Janus) came down for breakfast.

"No, have you checked his room?" Logan asked sounding concerned.

"Yah, he's not there. I checked everywhere. The only place I didn't check was the Imagination." Remus said, clearly stressed.

"Wait, the Imagination is snowing! He is part snake! He needs warmth and SNOW will not help!" Virgil said panicking.

"Well what the Hell are we waiting for?! Let's go!" Roman said as they all ran out and into the Imagination.

Roman and Remus used their magic to pull Janus closer to them and to tell them what direction he was in.

It didn't take them long before Janus was being levitated towards them. He was crying and his scales where pure blue.

"JANUS!" They all yell as the twins set him down in Logan and Virgil's arms.

"We need to get him inside NOW." Logan stated as they all ran back inside the Mind.

Once inside Logan took over (he was the main dom out of everyone) and Virgil helped as best as he could (he was the second dom).

"Patton, go and start up a warm bath." Logan demanded as Patton nodded and then ran off to the closest bathroom and started the bath, turning it as hot as possible.

"Roman, Remus, you two go and get some of his warmest clothes and bring them in there." Virgil said making them both nod and run off.

"Alright, now I'm going to lift him and once we get him to the bathroom, your going to stabilize him while I strip him down to his boxers." Logan said making Virgil nod.

Once they got to the bathroom, Patton had the bath ready for them.

"Thank you Patton, please go and wait with Roman and Remus." Logan said as he saw the clothes on the counter.

Patton nodded and then kissed all three of their heads.

"Janus, love. I'm going to have to take your layers off. I'll keep your boxers on but everything else is coming off ok?" Logan said as Virgil held Janus up against his chest.

"N-no... don- don't... I'm.. I'm.. fine." Janus stuttered, the lye making his eye glow bright yellow.

"Honey, your not fine. We are going to take care of you." Virgil soothed as he helped Logan take Janus's top off.

Just then they saw the long bloodied band-aid on Janus's arm.

Janus attempted to hide it but Virgil grabbed it instead.

"Ooh, baby. Why?" Virgil asked as Logan finished taking off Janus's pants and socks.

"The.. the voices... te- tell me to." Janus shivered at the sudden wave of cold air hitting his skin.

"We are going to have to talk about this later. For now we are going to lift you up ok?" Virgil stated making Janus nod.

Virgil and Logan lifted Janus up and placed him gently into the warm water.

Janus instantly relaxed and started to be able to feel his fingers again.

After a few minutes of Virgil running his fingers through Janus's hair and Logan comforting the others, telling them that he was fine. Virgil started to ask questions.

"Baby, why did you cut?" Virgil asked as calm as he could.

"The voices tell me that it will help..." Janus muttered while looking down.

"Alright, come here." Virgil said while grabbing a towel. He then helped Janus out of the bath.

Janus leaned on Virgil and melted into Virgil's grip.

Virgil then sat them both down and his eyes started to glow purple.

Janus's eyes glowed yellow and all of the voices disappeared.

"How did you do that?" Janus asked as he looked at Virgil, their eyes had just gone back to normal.

"I used some of my powers because it was anxious thoughts. I took them away and now there gone. So please don't cut again. If you ever have the thought to do it again then come to me. Ok?" Virgil asked as he started to re-dress Janus.

"Ok. Thank you." Janus said while letting Virgil dress him.

Once they where done Virgil picked Janus up bridal style and carried him to the living room.

He gently set Janus down onto the couch where Remus, Roman and Patton all tackle hugged him. He used his six arms to hug them all back at once.

"Alright, cuddle pile!" Virgil said with a smile as they all cuddled up together on the couch.

Roman had gotten some of Janus's favorite Disney movies so they all watched them until they fell asleep.

From then on, Janus never went a day without being cuddled and showed affection too.
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