Jimin.

Three days until my best friend and the guy who insists on being Jungkook's dad- both leave. It'll be Jungkook and I along with Yoongi hyung. I'll miss Taetae as much as I miss Hoseok "Hyungie". I'll miss Jin just as I miss Namjoon. I'll miss them all.

I'm both happy and bitter that they'll be leaving together. Happy for their happy ending. Bitter for nobody having Yoongi be who's left. If he wasn't so persistent, maybe things could be different.

I know I messed up, but I just want to forget I ever did. Yoongi makes it all too difficult. Jungkook and I just want to be happy.

Anything we've done since Tae and Jin announced their leave, Yoongi's always been around to mess it up. We haven't been at peace together even once.

We haven't even had sex in three days. We tried just two days ago. Yoongi only barged in while I was dry riding Jungkook. It was to tell us that we needed to go downstairs immediately since dinner was done. Jungkook and I were both blue in every way that painful night. Especially since Tae and Jin asked that we have a sleep over in the living room right after we ate.

Yesterday night Jungkook and I took a bath together. Counselor-nim finished his check and turned in for the night. We filled the tub to make a bubble bath. We weren't trying to get it on then, we were only relaxing.

Jungkook was washing my hair. Rinsing it and running his fingers through my hair while humming to some old ballad. My eyes were closed and I was visioning a time where we could be together like that without feeling like we'll get in trouble at any time.

It was right when I turned my body to wrap my legs around Jungkook's torso and give him a bubble beard, that Yoongi shamelessly walked inside. He didn't even glance at us as he pulled out his toothbrush and began to brush away.

Jungkook was so ready to explode, but I just l shook my head and began to wash his hair then instead. Jungkook held back and remained calm because of that. Thank god too, I wasn't ready to see him attack Yoongi while all naked and wet along with a bubble beard.

Today, Jungkook and Jin hung out all day. Taehyung and I spent our day moping because our boyfriends think they're father and son of the year. I can't be too upset, it is one of their last days together for who knows how long. Taehyung and I did have some fun baking cookies and just chatting. However, final checks just passed and Jin and Jungkook still are just shouting and being obnoxious in the next room.

"Wanna see if they want to come down and watch a movie?" I asked.

I miss Jungkook. He hasn't kissed my cheek or forehead or lips all day. I want to cuddle at least a little before we sleep the last few hours of today away.

"Yeah. We should invite Yoongi too, ok?" Taehyung said.

My lips twitched. I hesitantly nodded before smiling.

I walked across the hall and knocked on Yoongi's door. There was some muttering from the other side. The door barely opened to reveal a sleepy looking Yoongi.

"O-oh um, T-Taehyung Just wanted to invite you down to watch a movie with us"

"Did he? Ah..." He quirked a brow before looking across the hall then brought his eyes back to mine. "Fine"

The door opened up more and as it did I backed up.

Looking back I noticed that the other three had already gone downstairs. I'm surprised Jungkook didn't run up to me since I'm alone with Yoongi now. Not that he shouldn't trust me alone with him. I just would prefer he cling to me. I think its charming and manly of him to do simple gestures to prove I'm his.

Downstairs Jin and Taehyung were already cuddled up on the couch. Jungkook was sat on the other end. I smiled and made my way to him. Sitting just between him and the arm.

"we're watching hyung! Time to cry our eyes out" Taehyung went to put the movie on the player quickly.

Jungkook rested his arm around me. He smiled sweetly and mouthed out a "hi". I smiled at him and leaned onto him.

"Can I sit on here too?" Yoongi awkwardly asked.

I felt bad that he even had to ask. As soon as Taehyung sat down again, we hadn't left any room for Yoongi. The couch. Definitely could fit us all. We just left him out.

"Y-yeah, sorry" I apologized and moved patted Jungkook's  leg for him to scoot over.

I moved down too and now it was Yoongi sitting between me and the arm. I breathed in and leaned more so onto Jungkook.

Mid movie Jin and Taehyung were checked out. Not asleep checked out. They were making out. They were kissing messily and with a whole lot of tongue.

I bit my lip and looked at Jungkook. His eyes were glued to the screen. A frown on his face. He was hooked on it, but I was hooked on the way his lips pouted. The color of them and the way they shined from him licking them over. I leaned onto him even more. Tilting my hips over so I could lean my farthest arm onto his thigh and rub it. He shot me a look, a slight smile showing at the very corner of his lips, but he brought his eyes back to the screen. Aish! I feel like I've been teased.

"Mm-Guys, sorry to ditch, but we're um- tired. Goodnight" Taehyung said after finally pulling away for air.

Jin and him both stood and ran to the stairs. Jungkook moved over more and a devilish smirk grew on my face.

I swung my leg around both of his to sit right on his lap. Wrapping my arms around his neck loosely. His eyes were no longer focused on the movie.

"just us then?" I whispered.

I pressed my forehead to his and began to grind myself onto him lightly.

A throat cleared just to the left of us. Both our heads snapped over to see Yoongi still there.

"Right, I'm really sorry" I felt my face flush.

I hurriedly got off of Jungkook and sat down beside him. He fixed his hair and rubbed his neck from embarrassment. I couldn't even glance back at Yoongi.

The movie felt really long. Or maybe that was just me becoming anxious. Yoongi is right beside me and all I was is to at least suck Jungkook's dick. I need him in me in some way.

I crossed my legs to apply some sort of pressure to myself. I turned myself more towards Jungkook. I slowly rubbed my foot against his lower leg. He ignored it though.

I leaned on him even more. Resting my hand on his thigh once again, only this time rubbing the inner corner. Pausing when I got to the very top. Extending my index finger to rub long his general crotch. Glancing up to see him suck on his bottom lip and eyes widen.

"Um- Yoongi. Can you hand me the blanket, please? I'm cold" I asked without looking over.

I felt him knock the back of his hand against my arm to get my attention. I wasn't aware that I tensed up to be like a rock until I'd relaxed. He held out the blanket for me to take.

I smiled awkwardly and reached out for it with both hands. One hand actually met with his. I retracted it as soon as I felt the contact. Nervously dropping the blanket between us.

I glanced up at Yoongi. His upper lip twitched.

"Aish, I don't have any diseases, don't need to avoid me so heavily. Your fingers grazing mine wont make me pop a boner either" He got defensive instantly.

I felt my entire face turn beat red as I nodded my head to apologize. I grabbed the blanket and set it on my lap. Still folded. I found myself staring at it as if that's what it's for.

"Excuse me? Is there a problem?" Jungkook asked.

He turned his body towards Yoongi.

"Yeah. There is actually" Yoongi scoffed.

Jungkook quirked a brow and folded his arms.

"Ok, great, so lets address it." He stated.

"Wow so adult like of you. How old are you again? 6 or 16? Bc according to jin you're a little slow." Yoongi shot.

My head shot towards Jungkook to see how he reacted. I took a deep breath as I watched Jungkooks jaw clench hard. It hurt me. It physically made my heart tighten up. It made me turn my heart from Yoongi in every way, even as a friend.

"Come on Yoongi. If you're mad at me just be mad at me. Don't take it out on Jungkook. This has nothing to do wi-" I spoke out.

Yoongi's eyes moved from Jungkook to me. They weren't his normal soft look. They were filled with jealousy and hate. It was as ugly look on him.

"You know, isn't it a little weird for you, Min? Having a child boyfriend? Kinda gross if you ask me" He spat out.

Even though he was talking to me, he still targeted Jungkook.

I felt my chest become heavy with anger. My face felt hot. My throat felt strained.

Jungkook stood. He popped his knuckles and clenched his jaw all over again. Yoongi didn't seem even the slightest phased by the gesture. He only had a smirk on his lips.

"Oh wow. Angry are we now? Should I get Jin to make you a bottle? Or do you drink from a sippy now?" He spoke with such a casual tone. It added fuel to what he was saying. He said it as if Jungkook really was a child.

I bit my lip as I watched Jungkook ball up his fists. His knuckles turned white. I wanted to intervene, but I'm frozen. I've only brought myself to yell for the sake of winning Jungkooks love and trust. Yet, I'm too weak to be there for him when he's being made fun of.

I'm a horrible boyfriend. I'm weak. I want to help him so badly, so why can't I? I wish Yoongi had just listened the first time and directed his anger at me. He should be yelling at me. I'd just take it then drop it.

"oh no! Baby is throwing a temper tantrum! What over exactly? Because I know what i'm sayings true, so why are you mad? Perhaps left over anger because well- lets just face it, your boyfriend liked me first? Or is it because deep down in your childish heart, you know I'm better for him. Ah?" Yoongi teased on.

I gasped out. The anger in me building up so much my breathing became irregular. I feel like I'm about to explode into a fit of tears. Why can't I just protect Jungkook? Why is Jin so good at these situations? Why can't I be like him? He can yell and handle this well. I'm so weak.

Maybe everyone's right. Maybe I'm just too delicate of a person. I need to be taken care of because I'm not strong enough to take care of others.

I love Jungkook though. I want to take care of him. He fights all his battles with pain. Whether its bringing it on himself or the other. He's better than his anger though. I should be better than my supposed fragile-self. I should be able to at least yell a damn bit.

Why can't I at least verbally solve this?

Jungkook grabbed Yoongi's collar. Yoongi grabbed onto Jungkook's wrist. Even if Yoongi was my supposed strong hyung, he's definitely not any match for Jungkook. Jungkook raised him to his feet without any difficulty.

"Even if I'm childish- which one of us hovers over the other just by standing? Which one? Which one can lift the other and drop kick them, hm? You've got a whole lot of shit to say for such a small guy" he said.

He brought Yoongi close to him. He made sure it was at an angle where he looked down upon the other. Yet despite being intimidating enough, Yoongi seemed to still find this all comical.

"Woah Jimin, better nurture your boyfriend before he throws a fit"

I bit my lip and screwed my eyes shut. Forcing myself to stand. I felt my hands ball up subconsciously at first, but much tighter once I noticed. I popped my neck before using every bit if me to step forward.

"Jungkook, let him go. Lets just go upstairs and sleep. He isn't worth it. The way you're responding is exactly how he wants you to. You're better than this."

Jungkook look at me. We made direct eye contact. You could see in his eyes that he really was just a sad and scared guy hiding behind all this anger.

He licked over his bottom lip and sighed. Hesitantly letting Yoongi go before letting his hand drop to its side. He looked down and sniffed before looking back over at me. His eyes glossy from the overwhelming amount of emotions that must be swirling around his head. I smiled a small smile at him. I sighed too, in relief. He's better than his anger. And I can be strong for Jungkook.

A slow clap began to fill the room.

"wow cutest couple award- or no. Are you guys even really official yet? Sure you have sex between each meal a day, but you aren't really together right? Nice of you to be a responsible caregiver though." Yoongi said, this time definitely directed towards me.

I glanced between him and Jungkook again. Jungkook's eyes widened as he stepped closer. He stopped only after one step, glancing over at me as if he was looking for me to tell him to calm down again.

"I just r-realized something Jungkook" I said calmly.

I stepped forward. I did my best to control my breaths. I ran my thumb across my clenched fist.

"I'm really not as weak as everyone thinks I am, not even as weak as I think I am"

Then I did it. I socked Min Yoongi right in the eye.

As soon as Yoongi was forced to step back and cover his eye, I felt everything come back to me. My emotions swarmed around me as I began to breath shakily. I turned back towards Jungkook and clutched onto my hand with the other.

"Ow, ow, ow!" I whined into him.

Jungkook still was frozen due to what had happened.

"B-baby..." He couldn't even form a sentence past that.

I felt him wrap his arms around me. The gesture gave me strength. It distracted me from the pain in my hand for just a moment, but it was a perfect moment.

"go upstairs..." I said quietly. "I'll meet you up there in just a few"

I glanced back at Yoongi. Jungkook pulled away and every bit of warmth around me disappeared.

I waited for Jungkook to be completely out of sight before stepping closer to Yoongi.

"What did he ever do to you? Really? Because Yoongi... We hurt him! He deserves so much... how dare you go and say he doesn't deserve me! If he didn't I wouldn't be his! Look at this situation like someone with at least half a brain. Who am I with? Who did I choose all by myself? If you really liked me, you would respect my choice" I tried to remain calm like Jin, but make it clear that I was angry with him.

Yoongi needs to come to terms with the fact that I just can not love him.

He didn't even spare me a glance after I said so. He only stilled.

I turned my back to him then and made my way up the stairs. I had to process what all just happened. How I've never, ever, not even at Jungkook, been so angry in my life. How I've never hit someone with the intention of leaving a mark before. It all just hit me.

Once Jungkook was in sight again, all of those thoughts vanished. As I realized that I care so much for him.

I ran into his arms and held him as tight as I could. Pulling away to reach for his lips. Pecking them a few times over before going back to hugging him.

"Jungkook, remember this. You're not slow, ok? You just need a little more love, but luckily I have all the love in the world to give."

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I have a new fic coming soon.
It'll be really short. Idk if anyone will like it though. Its jikook, but it's also not the focus. Its fanfic but moreso just like a regular story idk
If it flops i'll just be chillin

Also wow I love Hendery

Also please feel free to comment. I know this chapter is sloppy and not my best and just kind of unfitting and not detailed enough but like comments make me happy and i dont really expect many votes on it bc this is really just unsatisfying to me so idk how it'd be satisfying to anyone else