Jimin POV

Jungkook sat down and scrolled through the tv. He flipped to a channel, get invested in whatever teen drama was playing, then flip to another. Getting even more invested in the marvel film playing. Although, he still continued to flip channels.

"Can I watch with you?" I asked.

He ignored me.

While he was engrossed by this, I took my chance to sit beside him. Leaving no space between us. In fact, I might as well have been on top of him. Not like Id mind much, he was cute. Even with his bitter personality.

"Can I have a say in what we watch?"

"No" he deadpanned. He moved over a heterosexual about or distance apart from me.

"Can we watch anime? Like terror in resonance?" I tried anyways

"No"

"How abou-"

"The answer is always no. Now shut up and leave"

"Why do you have to be so irritating? What did I do to you? Everyone else doesnt seem to mind me"

"Im not everyone else. Im not going to spoil you just because youre cute. Youre nothing special, Ive seen better female pornstars and I dont even like chicks" he looked me dead in the eye as he said this.

He expected me to be hurt by such a stupid comment, but I wasnt. I only scoffed and rolled my eyes. He could do so much better. Theres a lot to attack about me, but comparing me to a girls nothing. Im not one so I dont aim to be better than one or more attractive. Ill admit that I'm nothing special. Anyone could see that.

Ive never been as cute or charming as everyone else. He cant attack what I already know. Stating the obvious isnt an insult. The only time it becomes one is if he uses it to embarrass me in front of others. Like he did this morning at the dining table. Thats when it got to me.

"Do you only have porn to back up your want-to-be insults? Have you never experienced anything other than your hand? That alone is a shame. Youre missing out" My tone was harsh. I didnt want to hurt him, and judging by his expression, he wasnt.

Then again who am I to talk. I sucked dick for the first time this morning.

"No. Im only 15" He shrugged, shameless of his lack of experience.

I wonder if that could be our gateway to at least coexisting in this hellhole. Not getting him off, but something simple. Something like his first kiss.

"So if I gave you your first kiss could we get along?"

"No"

I refrained from pouting.

"You dont want to kiss me?" I asked, leaning into him.

My lips were close to his. With my hand on his upper thigh to tease him. He turned his head to face me, but pushed it back in an awkward way that gave him a double chin. Id still tap that.

"N-no" he stuttered, but there was an assertive tone in his voice that froze over my bones.

With an exaggerated huff and and pout, I stood up. Crossing my arms and turning away from him.

I give up. He simply can not stand me. Not everyone will like me, I just have to accept it. I dont blame him either way. Im surprised more people dont see where hes coming from. I do. I would if i was someone else. Im nothing important.

"If counselor-nim wonders where I went say im upstairs in my room laying down"

"Wait. Youre leaving?" he questioned, a hint of disappointment oozing from his tone.

Maybe I misheard. I tend to be a bit stupid. Of course jungkook would know that already though.

"You clearly dont like me so I wont bother. I dont want drama, I just want to go home. I guess it will just have to be a bumpy ride until then" I explained.

I felt heavy. Each step I took towards the stairs was weighed down.

I really cant stand drama, but not everyone will get along with everyone. Its ok. Again, I dont blame him.

"Come back" he quickly said.

I froze in my steps and turned to look at him. He was leaned forward on the couch with his arm reached out for me.

"Why?"

"Just come here" he waved me over. Reaching out his other arm, as if he wanted to hold me.

I hesitantly stepped over to him. Biting onto my lip nervously as he grabbed my hand closest to his. He lightly tugged at it, wanting me to sit back down.

"S-sit on my lap"

One second hes chewing me out and the next hes asking me to sit on his lap. I was not anything special, but then he wants to hold me. Make up your mind about me, Jungkook.

"No" i yanked my arm away and turned away to walk off.

However, he leaned forward and reached for my waist. Reeling me in.

"Please?" he whispered sweetly.

"No" I said again, only without fighting back.

"Either sit down and kiss me or dont. Its your call" he shrugged, loosening his grip on me.

I looked down at him for a moment. Reading his expression. Staring into his eyes in search for some sort of sign that this was all a joke.

I didnt find one.

Sitting in his lap and lazily draping my arms around his shoulders, I slowly leaned in. Inching my lips closer and closer. I watched as he closed his eyes and I did the same, despite my lack in comfort for doing so. I pecked his lips. Moving back slowly, but as I did he moved in, closing the space between us again. I gasped against his lips. Feeling him smirk against mine. He turned his body underneath me to push me down onto the couch.

"You still piss me off" he muttered before attacking my lips again.

He moved his lips hungrily against mine. Nibbling on the bottom lip as he pleased. His hand roamed up my shirt as the kiss grew more sloppy. I whimpered at his touch.

And out of nowhere, he stopped.

"Now leave me alone" he told me as he got off of me. It was said in a teasing manner. As if he only half meant it.

I slowly sat up and fixed my hair. Breathing heavily as I watched him go upstairs.

The hall light shut off after his figure was no longer in sight. The only thing lighting up the room had been the TV screen.

That was hot.

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Important notes

jimins thoughts seem negative but think of them as sarcasm or mocking jungkooks outward feelings toward him. Hes mirroring jungkook. so in a sense its a 2 in 1 pov.

So in the fic he thinks highly of his cuteness. He knows hes fine af so thats why he continues to bother jk.

Thats why he had the snide comment "of course jungkook would know that"