“Your kiss is a gateway drug
Your kiss is a gateway drug”

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"Open your mouth Min Yoongi ahh" the small yet adorable boy with his white sweater said, taking a spoonful of porridge to feed to his lovely man. Yoongi slightly opened his mouth and let this small boy to feed him. He ruffled Jimin's soft hair and kissed his forehead, before motioning him to sit on his lap.

"Who are you, pretty?" Yoongi asked playfully.
"Yoongi's.. Yoongi's properties" The younger mumbled shyly. Yoongi chuckled at Jimin's cuteness and tighten the hug around the younger's waist causing Jimin to squeal.
"Be specific pleaseee~" Yoongi whined.

"M-min.. Min Jimin"

"Awww, baby you're so pure i love you so much thanks for becoming mine forever, my love" Yoongi rested his chin on Jimin's shoulder, he watched the younger playing with the porridge using the spoon, until suddenly Jimin forcefully bend the spoon and throw away all the porridge, screaming out of sudden.

"Y-you cheat on me.. why should i trust you? Y-you never love me Yoongi.. y-you lied" the younger stuttering while saying it. He fell in his knees when he saw the older's smirk. He's afraid of that smirk. The smirk that change the soft Yoongi into a violent one.

Into demon he dont know where he came from.

"Why are you crying Jimin? Are you afraid of me?"

"I DID NOT AFRAID OF YOU!" He snapped, throwing all thing that's close by him. He could feel all the wound he got before has become sting and it's hard for him to endure it anymore.

"Stop the pain! Someone please stop all the pain! Pleasee please someone stop the-the ahhh–"

Out of sudden, Yoongi pull him into a very warm hugs and has stole another kiss from Jimin. The younger didn't give any response, but slowly, he could feel that all the wound has gone now. He melted in Yoongi's engulf again for nth time, this time he surely wont turn his back anymore.

He realized, only Yoongi could erase all the pain.

He need Yoongi. Only Yoongi.

"I love you" the older whispered, gently connecting his chapped lips against Jimin's plump one.

"Y-yoongi"

"Yoongi dont go"

"I wont baby, i wont. I'll stay with you forever. You'll be Min Jimin for real one day, i promised right?"

Jimin throw himself to Yoongi and hugged the pale boy tightly as he start crying out his heart. He engukfed the older until he feel like he's actually tugging onto someone's skin, not a shirt.

"I cant live like this anymore Yoongi.. the small doses of you wont help me.. i need more of its.. i need more your kiss too.. your kiss, your gateway drug kiss..i need it, why are you doing this to me... why"

"I'd die for you, Jimin, my love.. my sweetheart.. m-my life"

Their intertwined hands slowly loosened. All Jimin can do right now is screaming out Yoongi's name, wanting the older to come back. He could feel half of his soul was taken away too, causing him to out of breathe.

Several men in white uniform rushed to him and four of them is xurrently holding tightly Jimin's hands and legs before putting him back on the bed. A familiar man show up few seconds later, with the same serene for the same past years.

And eventhough Jimin is tired getting the same small doses of the drug that used to calm him down, he know he cant change anything with that nor the way he's feeling.

"Please, stay on your bad and stop running toward the window. You wont pass through it Jiminie, go to sleep okay? Remember tomorrow early in the morning all your friend will come to visit you!"

"Will Yoongi come too, Hobie hyung?" Jimin asked, the same questions, again.
"But Jimin, you know he cant come to meet you tomorrow, he's busy" Knowing its the same answer for the same question, Jimin smiled while nodding like always.

"I'll just wait for him, he surely will come to bring me home" Jimin said, cheerfully. Hoseok nodded and now after making sure Jimin is off to his bed, he even patted Jimin's head until the younger fall asleep before turning off the light and sighed, looking at all polaroid of Jimin and Yoongi on the big white wall that Jimin requested to do so.

Its the last memory of him with his dearly boyfriend.

Hoseok took the document on Jimin's desk to signed the proofread of him again like he always did before, the documents that has Jimin's life through the years.

Park Jimin, charged in Hanguk Mental Hospital. The reason is because he have Delusional Disorder which categorised in psychosis, which causing the person to imply and creating other delusion in their mind. Which is also caused by the heartbreak on cannot accepting the dead of his lover. The patient has been in charged for three yeard with no progress of getting recover.

The development of patient does not change ever since two years ago.

The patient are slowly showing the other side effect of his illness by running toward window until his head bleeds.

Which other doctor assumed he's trying to kill himself the way his late lover did three years ago.

Sincerely,
Hoseok Jung.

"Min Yoongi, ended his life by jumping out their apartment window because he hate himself for being violence toward his love, Park Jimin.. while Park Jimin, couldnt accept it and become one of mental patient, god what a tragic love story. Hope you stay strong Park Jimin..."

And rest in peace my friend, Min Yoongi.

(The End)
Second book for Lyrics Ep.

See you guys in Back To You.

Fuck im going to kill myself bye