“Kissin' leads to touchin' leads to
Lovin' leads to fuckin' leads to
Someone always seems to get hurt (yeah)
Kissin' leads to touchin' leads to
Lovin' leads to fuckin' leads to
Everythin' mean nothin'
Your kiss is a gateway drug
Your kiss is a gateway drug
(Your kiss is a gateway drug)”

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When first i met him, at the store. I know he's so in love with that person.

By that person i mean, is you, Park Jimin.

Let me tell you something, you exactly never know....

"Oh my goodness, this is too big for him and this one is too small. Fuck" i glanced at the man next to me smiled knowingly.

He's cute.

"Hello there, confused much?" I asked as friendly as i can so he wont think i'm such a uh, weirdo.
"U-uh, yeah kinda fucked up" he joked. I smiled upon hearing his sigh and immediately took the shoes from his hands.

"Present for brother ?" I asked, an eyebrows raised. He startled at my randomness and lightly shook his head.
"Its for my boyfriend"

Goodness, he's taken.

"Okay well, what is your boyfriend's size? Maybe i can help" i volunteered.
"Uh, he's.. um, are you one of the worker?" He asked, while squinting one of his eyes.
"Hahaha no, i just wanted to help. You see, i'm a pro in fashion okay, so my help might be worked"

After a short chit chat, i got to know hsi boyfriend is 0.02cm shorter than him but his boyfriend like being taller and choosing shoes for him is kinda hard.

"Why dont you just buy this shoes and buy also insoles?" I exclaimed. His eyes lighten up as soon as he heard that and without need a second thought, he immediately took the shoes (to be specific, the caramel Doc Marten) and bring it to the counter. I watch him from my place and later he ran to me with hi wide gummy smile.

"Thank you stranger! My baby been dreaming to have this shoes in such long time! He forsure would love it! God, you dont know how long i've been saving money just for him!!! I'm so thankful, you must be an angel that God sent to help me!" He chirped hypedly. I shrugged off it and bowed my head while muttering 'my pleasure to him.

Suddenly he shove his phone toward me, still smilling.

"We could be friend though" he muttered.

And starting from that moment, we're always texting and meeting each other. Some may be saying we're having thing happen between us but no.

Everytime we met, the first thing he would talk about is,

"You know my boyfriend, Jiminie, he's–"

And keep bragging about the blessin' having his boyfriend as his partner. And he said, he's currently saving for the future. He said he dont wanna their relationship to be just a couple, he wanted more.

By that i already know, he want to marry Park Jimin so bad because he been having four jobs in the same time.

Everytime i wanted to help out with money, he will say no and that's suck. He been losing his weight alot. And, he also not coming home often due the overload work he has.

"Fuck, i wonder what did my Jiminie do at home? I never talk to him since two weeks ago, i couldnt afford buying reload for my phone. I miss him Hobie, alot" he said, in his deep voice i could feel the burden he has right now.
"And why are you here instead, meeting me at bar?"

"I wanna talk about something i have recently. Look, i can saw Jiminie literally everywhere, at my workplace, even everyone that come to the restaurant would look like him. I'm feeling fucked up that, i almost hug a stranger before because of him.. i cant get rid his face and his voice from my head. And drinking is the only way i got to breathe without feeling paranoid that Jimin is hating me because of my absent around him" after the long ranted, i gasped when he gulped down the third bottle of wine.

"Min Yoongi stop drinking! Why dont you go home since you finally got some time to spend right? Why dont you meet your boyfriend instead?" I reassured.
"Noooo! He would ask me many question, and i couldnt answer him, we gotta get into big fight. And that would make our relationship in trouble! I dont want to!"

"Dont be stubborn Min Yoongi, if you drunk, how can you go to work later in the dawn? You'll get a painful hungover!" I nagged, quickly snatching away the bottle from his hand.

"DAMN IT FINE. IM GOING HOME STOP TALKING!"

The next day, i got a text saying he wanna meet me.

And after that day meeting him, i realized Min Yoongi is no longer the old Min Yoongi. He has fully changed.

"I fucked him and then i left him, and now i miss him Hobie.. i wanna go home again.. i wanna meet him and hug him real tight.. i dont like seeing him crying, but that's what i've done toward him.. i-im so useless" a she finished, he broke into crying mess and continue biting his lips until its bleeding.
"Yoongi no, you should stop. Stop everything you're doing! Quit your works and i swear i'll help you find the better one–"

"Jiminie, i want my Jiminie.. oh right.. i should at least text him" i stared at his blank face, and i couldnt read what's happenig inside his mind but his sudden sobbing make me startled.

"I hate myself.. i shouldnt have sent those.. noo" he cried out. I took his phone and unlocked it almost immediately.

Sugaboi:
I'll come home tonight

Sugaboi:
I promise

Sugaboi:
I'm in rush now

Sugaboi:
Bye

Jim:
That's also what u promise before

Jim:
Two weeks ago

Jim:
Yet, u never come home

Sugaboi:
I said im busy, can u fucking understand me a bit?

Jim:
I understand u too much

Jim:
Im done with it

Jim:
Dont come home only when u need a fucktoy

Sugaboi:
u're acting stupid Jimin

Sugaboi:
I dont have time for ur immaturity.

Sugaboi:
Ttyl

Jim:
Go

Jim:
Fuck

Jim:
Yourself

"Hobie.. i fucked up.. now i'll be losing him.. he would hate me.. we'll never get married.. i'll die.. i'll die Hobie" Yoongi's trembling hand took the phoen away from my hand and start typing something but later he screamed and threw away his phone, making me immediately run to take the phone. Thank got it just scratched a bit. I unlocke dit again and now, only heavg sigh escaped my mouth.

Sugaboi:
Im so sorry baby, i love you so much. Please understand that

[ You're blocked from sending text to this person anymore! ]

"He hate me.. he hate me.. he hate me.. i'm gonan die–"

Will you still love me if i'm no longer young and beauti–

I flinched when Yoongi pushed me over and pick up the call as soon as he saw Jimin's name on it.

"Y-yoongi?" I heard the soft voice from behind the phone

"See? You're immature and so childish. Blocked me and then unblocked it? Fucking stupid"

Shit, i dispdnt see its coming.. no Yoongi why did you said that?

"B-but.. Y-yoongi.. i'm– i'm sorry i didnt mean it" i heard this time, the person has soft sobbing. And Yoogni is trying his best not to make his crying sound.

Yoongi, what's wrong with you?

"You said to me to fuck myself right? Yeah, listen here idiot, YOU, go fuck youself!" He threw away his phone and started screaming on top of his lungs. I took all of my nerve and went to hug the older to calm him down but he seems to way more than broken, its almost one hour we're on that position, hugging each other until someone i dont know whom, called ot Yoongi's name.

Startinn from that day, we faked out and told everyone, i guessed, Yoongi's friend, that we're a just a close friend but they keep saying we're a couple and, from day to day i keep observig Min Yoongi.

I figured out he has LOD.

Love Obsession Disorder.

And he keep being worst everytime he meet Jimin.

I need to stop him before he start doing crazy work.

I noticed his weird behaviour as soon as he showed me that he kept Jimin's id with him so Jimin wont run away. And when i said his boyfriend look cute, he would become aggresive and willingly punch me without second thought.

"And today, Park Jimin. As one psychiatrist​ at Hanguk mental care, i charged him under my name as one of mental patient at our hospital. He'll recover if he stay there, i promise to you. Believe in me, think me as your hope, as your angel. Okay? Dont cry, you know, that's happened because eh love you so much. He never cheat on you Jimin. And neither both of you is a troublemaker. Please, be happy for him? I'm sure that's what he want for you to be"

I smiled fakingly toward this little boy and ruffled his hair, and now his sobbing has stopped. A relief sigh escaped my mouth.

"Tell him i love him.. and i'll wait for anyhinf miracle to happen" he whispered.

I gulped down my saliva as i tried not to feeling sentimental at his pure belief and nodded instead.

"I gotta go Jimin, i need to make sure Yoongi's not making trouble.. and you, please stay safe and healthy. Remember, all for Yoongi"

"All for Yoongi" he muttered, smilling.