*lil Garwen trotted over tong hanging he looked at kimmik, death then akeita before trotting towards akeita. kimmik seemed busy so he asked akeita with a happy tone in his voice* if the pack is turning into two clans where do I go...do I just wonder between or something....maybe I should go back to my own pack....but I'm not sure*shakes head*they haven't sent anyone for me yet so they must not need me

Akeita shakes his head "Whoever you want I guess but you are important'

*gar looks thoughtful for a moment*you think so..I've been away from my pack for...months.....and not ones have thay called for me...mama came to visit a few days ago...but...then she just vanished...*gar looks down sadness in his eyes as he sighed*it feels like not even my own pack wants me around....head Hunter my bum....thay must have gone on plenty of hunting trips by now....I have never even hunted with them....hell I have never even encountered more then two or three wolfs of my pack....I don't think they want me around...*a small tear slips from Garwens eye as he stares at the ground*

Akeita barked at him "Don't you say that! Who knows maybe Mena misses you or Accalia"

*Gar chuckles slightly he's been here so long thay thank he's part of this pack*not my pack I'm not part of wufm I'm part of the white shadow pack....and I...haven't heard from them in so long.......do....why haven't I heard from them...at first I thought they all died...that was the reason I haven't heard from them...but mama cane a few days ago and everything was fine...so that means they have simply not sent for me....that means that...they don't need me...*gar was lying on his paws now crying softly trying his best not to be heard*

Akeita lays near Garwen and asks "Maybe you should go over there?" Akeita smiled and then says "I'll go with you"

Kimmik walked over to them and snorted at Garwen irritably. "I've offered you many times to join WUFM, you're practically a part of the pack already anyways. Stop beating around the bush. My pack would be glad to have you."

"kimmik" Akeita asked

*gar looked at kimmik*...I can't....I....feel like doing so I would be betraying my pack....*he then looked at akeita*...I can't go to them....not until I'm summoned,...

Kimmik sighed. "Garwen, your pack is still out there. If you still feel like you belong with them, then you should go find them. If not, there is a place for you here. Sitting and crying will not help." She tried to be as gentle as possible. To Akieta she shot a writhing glare. He needed to learn how to address her, and fast.

Akeita forgot to say alpha and shook "I mean alpha I'm so used to calling you beta but alpha kimmik may I ask you something?"

"Of course," Kimmik replied. She forced herself to stay calm as she faced Akieta.

"Can I still meet Accalia even though she is in the other pack... We kinda became mates" Akeita says afraid he will say no

*gar looked up*its not that I feel I belong with them...hell I feel unwelcome....but..I joined them...even if thay mistreated me every day... even if thay tried to kill me...I would still stay loyal...unless I'm told I'm released from duty....I stay loyal...my loyalty has been described as way to extreme before....but....just because I'm loyal doesn't mean I don't get sad....I'm sorry for crying...I've just been bottling it up for so long....I can't even go back unless I'm summoned....that was an order....and I must follow...

Lykos~*walks over to garwen* "Well I order you to break that command. No pack is supposed to do that to one another. Do you see us successfully killing each other?"

Akeita looks at Chieftain lykos and said "How Are you Chieftain  Lykos and how's Accalia"

*gar shakes his head*I can't accept that order blue moon I'm sorry...and thay have never tried to kill or hurt me...that was another pack that died out 100 years ago....

Lykos~*grumbles then looks at Akeita* "Good. Accalia great actually. We were just talking over somethings."

"Like what?" Akeita asked with a worry in his voice he tilted his head

Lykos~*rolls eyes* "Males. They have no brain cells whatsoever."*(she mutters) "Nothing that bad boy."

*gar lied down on his paws sadness over his eyes*...I don't know what to do....

*Mena went over to Garwen and nuzzled him* "Garwen what's really keeping you back." *The pups were playing with Loki and Vikka before the left.*

*Gar looked at mena before looking down*....like I say'd....I was ordered not to come back till I was summoned...and they haven't summoned me....

Akeita wimps and asks "Can we still meet?" He was asking about Accalia

*Mena laid down next to Garwen* "Then that means their not your true family or pack. They probably aren't gonna come back Garwen.*

*Gar whimpered*...I know....but...I did join them...I took the vow...my word is my bond...til I...or everyone in the pack dies....or until I'm relieved from it....but until then...I follow orders...it doesn't matter how I feel about it....I'm just...a silly pup that will never grow up...I'm....useless....and I bring harm to everyone around me....no one wants me around for to long.....they always either leave die or try to kill me......it's always that way....

Lykos~"Garwen...."

Akeita frowned and asked alpha Lykos "Can I still meet Accalia?"

*turns to Akeita and nods*

Akeita smiled

*Mena comforts Garwen* "You are not just a silly pup your part of this family. Your my little brother and you can join either Alpha Lykos or Kimmik's or go back and forth until you've decided. And no matter what we will open you with welcome paws." *Mena gives Garwen a lick and smiles.*

*Garwen smiled as he shed a tear looking up at mena*...I want to join you....I want to join so bad.....but...until I'm released from my vow .....my...contract.....I'm stuck in a pack that doesn't appear to want me around.....

*Mena smiled and said* "Then I will wait till my last breath." *She gives Garwen a lick before giving him a wolf hug.*

*Gar she'd another tear as he hugged mena back*if it goes on like this...you will have died of old age before I'm released from my vow....the pack leader is immortal....and your mortal....I should be mortal...but....I'm not....don't know why....but...I'm.....I'm...going to end up watching you die...slowly over the course of many years,..and...that truly scares me...I...I don't want to watch you grow old and die slowly....I've watched it to many times before..... I...... I'm.... I'm close to my beaking point....I've lived to long... watched to many.... "friends".... die.... I'm.... always alone..*Gar bursts into tears* ...I...I don't know how much longer I can keep it up Mena...I...I feel like I'm going to snap at any moment...like....like....like I'm going to loose it...my...my mind is hanging by a thread....and...it's breaking....I can feel it slowly fading away...I..I can feel my sanity vanishing....I...I'm slowly going insane Mena....I...I don't know how long I have....before...before I loos it completely....

Akeita smiles and says "Don't think like that.. Anyway let's get off that who wants to hunt?"

*Thuruvan walks over and lays on Garwen's level whimpering.* "I'm sorry Garwen but as long as I'm alive I will try to find a cure. And don't lose hope Garwen, we are hear for you."

Lykos~*walks over to Garwen and picks him up by his scruff* "'Ollow, 'e." *starts walking towards our human settlement*

*Mena and the pups go running after Lykos*

Lykos~*carries garwen into the settlement, smelling the sweet scent of the natural smell.*

*Garwen with dried tears on his face asks sadly*what are we doing here blue moon??

Lykos~*smiles and starts heading for an old clay house*

*Gar looks around eyes filled with sadness instead of there usual glee* Blue moon what is this place*gar asked sadly still hanging in Alpha lykoses mouth*

Lykos~"Just an old place." *smirks and walks inside the house* "Follow me and be careful. Know where your loyalties lie and you'll be able to navigate this."

*Mena and Rada watched the wolves with a smug look on their faces. Thay looked at the two wolves and smirked before following Lykos. Thuruvan ran up to catch up with her* "Not just an old place Alpha I know that smirk." *Thuruvan raised his eyebrow in question. Mikro,Reid, Rada, and Mena just trail behind.

Lykos~*glares playfully at Thuruvan* "Shush" (hisses)

*Gar wiggles a bit in lykoses grip befor shying and looking down sadly*my loyalty lies were my word is that's how it's always been...

Mikro turned around and shouted at River and Arrek "Kiss already!!!" The pups hold in their laughter while Thuruvan looks at Lykos. "Come on you at least can tell me."

*Mikro chuckled before yelling* "Common we better see were Lykos is taking us."

Kimmik snorted. She turned to Accalia and Akieta. "I first met Death when she attacked me."

*Mikro looks at Kimmik* "Sounds romantic."

"It wasn't. She would have torn out my throat. Good thing I was wearing the helm." Kimmik's voice took on a dark note. "We've come a long way from that, haven't we?

Death smiled. "Yes, we have." She looked at Loki and Vikka, sleeping on her back in the shelter of her wings. "A very long way. I love you, truly. And always will." She stretched a wing over her mate and snuffled her cheek playfully

Kimmik smiled and nudged her back. "And we have two beautiful pups to show for it. I love you too, more than I have ever loved anyone and more than I will ever love.

Death sighed happily. "I will always be at your beck and call." She licked her mate. "And Loki and Vikka will grow up as beautiful and smart as you."

*Gar smiled sadly at the two wolfs and whispered to himself *yeah...They will be happy

Kimmik smiled. "It is not mine, but your otherworldly beauty they will inherit."

Akeita smiles at Accalia and asks alpha kimmik "Did you guys have pups or am I just blind?" He asked

Kimmik laughed. "Yes, this is Loki," she pointed to the black wolf, "and this is Vikka." She gestured to the light blue wolf.

Akeita smiles and says "Are they fun?"

Lykos~"More like ankle bitters." (Mutters)

Akeita laughs and says "Cheiftain Lykos was it hard raising them?"

*Garwen looked around again *Lykos why are we here you never answered me*gar sayd still hanging in lykoses mouth*

Lykos~"That's an understatement Akeita. You'll find out Garwen." *starts walking deeper into the building, a fog settling inside.*

*Gar looked down before noticing the fog*oh...magic place...so...this is a test of some sort??

Akeita follows her

Kimmik snarled playfully at Lykos. "My pups are beautiful, don't even try to say otherwise. You believe it too."

Lykos~*smirks and sets Garwen down once we get to a hidden staircase* "Like I said before my wolves, Know where your loyalties lie. If you know that you'll be able to find your way to me and out of this place."

Akeita tilted his head "okay..."

*Mena and the pups look at each other.* "What do you mean??"

*Gar looked up at lykos* I don't get it exactly...but if we aren't absolutely sure of our loyalty...we will be stuck here forever..is that it?? Or...is it that unless were loyal to wufm we can't find our way out???

Lykos~"Shush Little one." *grabs Garwen again and walks up the stairs leaving the others in the doorway to the place*

*Gar looks around curiously*....

Even Kimmik looked confused. "chieftain μου, παρακαλώ να εξηγήσει"

Death nuzzled Kimmik, smiling. "Σε αγαπώ." she smiled.

*Gar looked around curiously opening his jaw to speak but shutting it looking down*.

Garwen was carried by alpha Lykos up a flight of secret stares inside one of the houses in the packs human settlement.

Ones there lykos set him down again.Garwen  looked around curiously and asked alpha Lykos

"Blue Moon... What is this place....I don't like it....it feels.... Strange...