"what happened with little miss sunshine?"

i sighed,
making my way back onto the bed,
refusing her helping hand,
"Bonnie, can you just not?"

"what's got your panties in a twist?"

i didn't know
maybe it was the fact that i couldn't stop liking
a girl that wouldn't like me back,
"claire just broke up with me."

Bonnie whistled,
"sorry, bro."
but you could tell she wasn't sorry at all.

"yeah, whatever..."

and that was when her phone rang,
her laughing at the caller ID and when she picked up,
the smile on her face was permanent,
"what am i, a booty call?"

was she seriously taking a call from another guy
as i sat in the hospital after fucking surgery?
the answer was yes.

"do you have condoms?"

"i'll be there in five."
and when she hung up,
she walked over and kissed my cheek before leaving.

and i sat there
for a while
thinking about how stupid i'd become.