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"Yeh kya hogaya hain sabko. Abhi tak saari taiyaariyan shuru kyu nahi hui?? Sagaai do din mein hain, do saalon mein nahi!!!

Screamed Sidharth on top his lungs scaring the shit out of everyone present in a hall.
Everyone gathered immediately hearing him yell, they exchanged look at eachother yet none had a trace or hint of surprise on their faces. Seeing him behave weird and always in foul mood for the past few weeks has become normal for everyone. But deep down they already have an idea, the reason behind this sudden change in his behaviour. They also realise that it's not his anger but immese pain & anguish inside him that is flowing in the form of anger.

Nobody uttered a single word but stood unmoved with their head hung low while Sidharth walked off and headed straight into his room before he lost his sanity completely

Bosco looked at everyone who had their head hung low. Sighing he responded politely
"Tum sab uski baaton ka bura mat manna. Woh bhi ish haal mein nahi hain k kuch thande dimag se soch samaj sake!
One of the elderly staff immediately intervened
"Nahi nahi saab, humne Sidharth baba ki baaton ka Zara bhi bura nahi mana. Hum jaante hain k humare baba kisi baat se bohot zyada dukhi hain Varna unhone hum sab ko kabhi parivaar se kum nahi samjha. Aap fikar naa kare!!! Saying they dispersed back to doing their respective work !!!!!!

Oh gosh I'm so confused, samaj nahi aaraha indono mein se kaun sa ring choose Karu. Mujhe toh dono hi pasand hain. Koi help Karo na meri !!!
Maanvi made a pout in a state of confusion

Just then Sidharth walked in with a plain & blank face devoid of any emotion yet she failed to recognise that as she was too overwhelmed & blinded by her new found happiness that she just couldn't notice his indifferent behaviour & attitude towards everyone

She quickly ran to him asking him to help her select the ring
"Sidharth ab bas tum hi help Karo meri. Bas do din reh gaye hain humari sagayi ko aur abhi tak rings hi decide nahi hue. Chalo pehle ring decide kar lete hain. Saying she dragged him along making him sit beside her on the sofa. She kept blabbering continuously showing him the rings while he had disinterested look throughout.
"Maanvi tumhe jo pasand ho tum le lo. Mere paas abhi insab k liye waqt nahi hai. Besides, I'm tired. I gotta rest" good night!!
Sidharth got up immediately not able to taking it any longer & walked off to his room before he died out of suffocation leaving a disheartened Maanvi behind

The next morning was a busy morning at Shukla Mansion as all the members were running around totally occupied & engaged with all sort of arrangements & decorations

Ashok was passing through the corridor talking over the phone when Maanvi spotted him

Uncle Sidharth kaha hain??. Kahi dikh nahi Raha!!! Abhi tak so toh nahi raha?? Pata tha mujhe.....Oh god yeh ladka bhi na!!! Abhi kuch der mein designer outfits lekar aata hi hoga. Aur usko kuch padi hi nahi hain. Abhi jakar uthati hu

Before she left Ashok responded

"Beta woh Ghar par nahi hain. Subah subah nikla hain!!
Nikal gaya.... par kaha??? She enquired but soon realised when Ashok averted his gaze away
Oh!! Koi baat nhi uncle. Main use call karke puch lungi. You don't worry ha!!
She assured him
Before she turned to leave his words made her stop in her tracks
"Beta mujhe galat mat samajna par ek baari phir se apne faisle par gaur karna.
"Insan ka liya gaya ek galat faisla... usse judi har insaan k zindagi par asar karta hain. Ek galat faisla aur usse judi har insaan ki zindagi kharab kar sakta hain. Ek baar main yeh bhool kar chuka hu apni zindagi mein. Isiliye apne tajurbe se keh raha hu. Nahi chata k koi aur ush galati ko dohraye!! Isiliye ek baar phir se soch lo
He looked at her with hopeful eyes before leaving

Maanvi had been making multiple attempts to reach Sidharth's number for about an hour now but her each attempt went futile. The designer will be here any minute and they were were suppose to be present for the trial of their outfit for their engagement. She tried dailing again but either his number was switched off or goes straight into the voicemail. She was starting to panic now when suddenly a thought crossed her mind.
At the same time Ashok's words started ringing inside her head like a bell that made her question herself, if it all that she's doing is indeed right? Her one wrong and selfish decision can be the cause of destruction of some many other lives involved!! Can she ever forgive herself then??
She immediately shoved all the negative thoughts aside and quickly wiped her tears
"I'm sorry!! Mujhe maaf kar dena. Par main kya karu? Bohot pyaar karti hu main Sidharth se, bohot zyada. Ish baar use kho diya toh mar jaungi main. Sahi, galat ka toh pata nahi. Par ab peeche bhi nahi hat sakti. Ho sake toh mujhe maaf kardena!!!"

He pulled his car over just few milimeters away from the cliff. He got down & the cool wind hit him against the face. He settled on the muddy ground, leaning against his car While still gazing the city before him with blank eyes.

Dur se kitna khubsurat lagta hain yeh sehar!!!
Lekin wohi agar uske jitna nazdeek jaoge toh ghutan mehsoos hone lagegi.
He chuckled nodding his head

After staring at the view to his heart's fill he slowly shoved his hand inside the pocket and pulled out a photograph from a wallet and stared at it with a painful smile

"Ab toh khush hona tum? Tum jo chati thi, wohi hone jaa raha hain!!!
Tumhari har farmaish, har khwaish sarakhon par!!!
Tears made their way as he closed his eyes reminiscing all the beautiful moments of past while the photograph slipped through his hand & flew far with the flow of wind & finally disappearing in the air

"Par hoga wohi, Jo hona taye hain
Jise naa tum badal sakti ho aur naa main
Yeh Mera tumse waada hain Shehnaaz!!!!!"

Good night folks & see you soon!!!
#SidNaazForever ♾️💫🧿🧿🧿