Hey!!! Wassup you guys!!!
Just want you guys to know this chapter is all about their emotional turmoil & outburst especially Shehnaaz's. From next chap onwards story will proceed full-fledged!!
And please do not jump into any conclusions after you've read the chapter.
Just know "Deeper the love, deeper the intensity"
In love "You hurt & get hurt too!!! & sometimes extreme love can be destructive too!! But above all it is also blissful at the end of the day once you have learned to successfully tame your demons beneath!!!

So enjoy the chapter & trust your writer for she worships SidNaaz Nothing is going to go wrong. ❤️❤️❤️

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HOW DARE YOU ??!!!! How dare you risk your life like this Shehnaaz??
Are you in your fucking senses ?
What if something happened? What if you had gotten hurt??

Sidharth shrieked absolutely enraged by her foolishness, his eyes glued on her desperately waiting her to respond who avoided his gaze & stood in silence which irked him to no limit.
He banged his palm on the window of the car frustrated

Damn it Shehnaaz SPEAK!!!!!!! AGAR TUMHE KUCH HOJATA TOH???

TOH ??!!!! TOH KYA SIDHARTH!!!!!!
SO WHAT HUH???
You know what...it shouldn't matter to you anymore!!!!

"She howled back equally fierce pushing him away with all her might.
Aur waise bhi tumhe ish waqt yaha nahi kahi aur hona chaiye.....kisi aur k paas..!!! "she said looking away fighting her tears back

And the harsh reality began to sink in again taking them back to the storm that passed not long ago. But the aftermath that followed was even worst.
"No no he had to sort this matter out right now before any misunderstanding crept in. Sidharth thought.

"No Shehnaazzzz please .....mujhe nahi pata Maa...Maanvi kaise....waha.....Main....!!!!
Sidharth fumbled struggling to form clear sentence as he was too tangled in this chaos
He paused for mere seconds closing his eyes to calm his nerves. He ran his fingers through his wet hair as it had started to drizzle by now. Restlessness evident on his face Sid again looked at her with desperate & hopeful eyes

Shehnaazz.... it's... it's all a misund........
"He murmured leaning closer while she took a step back mumbling & nodding her head in.... "NO!!!!!

Sid felt a sharp pang in his heart as he saw her moving away from him. It's too much of a download for him to take in a single day. This entire fiasco was making him furious now.

Despite coming so far ahead in their relation!!!! Does she still not trust him? Does she not have an ounce bit of faith in him or their love ??....
He questions his inner self. However still tries to compose himself!!!!
They were completely drenched in rain and the biting cold sent chill down their spine

A long silence fell between the two when Shehnaaz spoke in a bleak tone gazing into nothingness and that broke Sidharth's last thread of patience he was holding onto

Sana :(Trembling) Tumhe Maanvi k paas laut jaana chaiye Sidharth. Woh intezar kar rahi hogi tumhara. Please Wapis chale jao Sidharth!!!!! Go...BACKKK TO HER !!!!!!!!
And please don't bother yourself so much Mr Shukla.
I..... I'd never force you into saying with me. You've all the liberty to walk out...I mean it. Aur waise bhi tumpar sabse pehla haq Maanvi ka hai....mujhse bhi pehle!!!! Maanvi tumhara wait kar rahi hogi Sidharth. Please just GO!!! JUST GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE. I DON'T NEED YOU !!!! I DONT !!!!

As much as spilling those words killed her a thousand times but eventually all that mattered to her was his happiness. Even if it meant a lifetime sorrow being served on her end. She'd happily embrace it for him.
Her tears mixing with the rain drops. Fearing she'd break down completely, she turned facing her back to him

Boldiya!!!!!!!!! Ya aur koi bakwas karni reh gayi hain????

Sidharth spat showing complete disinterest to her nonsense crossing his arms on his chest while Shehnaaz faced him staring at him in disbelief

"Main bas ek baari puchunga!!! Tum chup chap mere saath aarahi ho ya nahi ???

He looked her dead in the eye waiting for her to respond. Shehnaaz was startled by his sudden change of tone. She looked into his eyes but soon averted her gaze away replying curtly

Sana : NO!!!
She said at once looking away

Sid : FINE THEN!!!! YOU CALLED FOR THIS MISS GILL !!!

And the next second she found herself hanging on his broad shoulder as Sidharth swept her off her feet while Shehnaaz's eyes widened in horror by his sudden stunt. She kept throwing her hands & legs in the air wriggling off his hold but all her attempts went in vain.
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Sidharth threw her on the fluffy couch making her bounce like a bouncing ball

Sana (yelling) : What the hell?? Mujhe nahi rehna yaha. I'm leaving!!!

She got up to leave only to pulled back by Sidharth who pushed her back on the couch

Sana (mad) : Kya badtameezi hain yeh Sidharth???

Sid : Accha toh ab main badtameez bhi bangaya?? Yeh toh maine kuch bhi nahi kiya. Jo tumne harkat ki hai na uske liye tumhe yaha se nahi, 50 feet upar se couch pe phekna chaiye tha mujhe

"Sid said jokingly"!!!!!!!

Shehnaaz glared at him making him roll his eyes at her. Taking off his jacket he threw it on the couch closing the distance he hugged her from back placing his chin on her shoulder

Sid (lovingly) : Aur waise bhi Miss Gill agar mujhe badtameezi hi karni hoti toh mere paas aur bhi kayi tarike hai. If you know what I mean??Aur upar se Mausam bhi aisa hai aur hum dono pure bheeg chuke hai aur.......

He sensually started caressing her waist planting soft kisses on her nape.
Shehnaaz shivered against his hold when she felt his lips on her cold skin. She immediately closed her eyes feeling in his warmth when all the flashes of Sidharth proposing Maanvi, their proximity ran before her eyes. She jerked her eyes open

Sid (closed eyes) : SHEHNAAZZZ

Sid couldn't complete his words as Shehnaaz jolted his arms away pushing him harshly, she stood two feets away from him while Sid stared at her in complete bewilderment

Sana (angry) : I don't believe this!!! How could you be so insensitive Sidharth?? And Just because main tumhe kuch keh nahi rahi iska matlab yeh bilkul nahi k tum ush baat ka advantage loge!! Samjhe???
Akela kyu nahi chod dete mujhe, chale kyu nahi jaate tum?? Please stop making me uncomfortable by your presence & stop forcing yourself Sidharth

Sid froze on the spot not believing his ears!!!
Did he heat it right?? He couldn't believe the woman he can die for, who he loves selflessly & unconditionally was right here accusing him of taking her advantage
Sidharth felt as if thousand of needles were pierced into his heart mercilessly. He Gulped a large painful lump that stuck in his throat

Sid (shocked & choking) : "What....What did you...just say?? Uncomfortable??? My Presence makes you uncomfortable?? I'm... I'm forcing you Naaz??

A look of horror & regret crossed Shehnaaz's face as she recalled all the spiteful things she blurted in an impulse absolutely not caring about it's consequences
She immediately turned to face him.
Her eyes met his which had turned bloodshot red by now. She cursed herself for uttering those nasty words when she didn't mean a thing. Tears welled up in her own eyes. All she wished at that moment was to pull him closer & hug him like a baby & tell him that She loves him endlessly with her heart, soul & existence. His presence & touch breathes life in her making her feel alive & beautiful. How could he ever make her feel uncomfortable. But words seemed to have died in her mouth & she just stood there watching him like a dummy

After gathering some courage she slowly walked upto him like a scared kitten to grab his attention

Sana (scared & guilty) : Sidharth I.... I'm sorry. I did..... didn't mean it!!! Shehnaaz spoke but upon not getting any response she inched a little more closer trying to nudge him, when he jerked her hands away

Sid : (fierce) SHUT UP !!!! JUST SHUT UP!!!!
He roared making Sana flinch at once
Grabbing her arms forcefully he pulled her to himself such that they could hear Eachother's racing heartbeat leaving no space between the two.

He glared her with hostility while his face contorted with rage & hurt.
Galat tha main...I was fucking wrong!!!!Mujhe laga tha k chahe saari duniya bhi mujhe Naa samjhe par meri Naaz mujhe zarur samjhti hai. Meri har khamoshi ko padsakti hai. Chahe saari duniya bhi mere khilaf hojaye ya muh mod le magar meri Naaz hamesha mera haath thame rakhegi. Par tumne toh ek jhatke mein hi mere saare bhram Tod diye!!!
Mere pyaar ko hi advantage ka naam de diya!!!!!! Mujhe nahi pata tha k Tumhare liye Mera pyaar....tumhara advantage lena hain??....tumhe force karna hai!!!

He stopped & stared at her eyes with extremely painful eyes for mere seconds before continuing again

Aaj Maanvi ko apne aakhon k saamne dekhkar bhi jiska khayal mujhe sabse pehle aaya woh tum thi. Tumhe khone k khayal se bhi kaap uthta hai mera dil. Pagalo k tarah tumhare aage peeche bhaagta Raha like a psycho k kahi tum mujhse dur na chali jao!!!kahi main tumhe kho naa du. Kyunki apni Zindagi apni duniya bana baitha tha tumhe. But I regret....I regret it. You've made me feel like a desperate loser. (gritting his teeth)
Mera pyaar, Mera choona, mera hona tumhe uncomfortable feel karata hai na....huh???
He suddenly let out a painful chuckle smiling with brimming eyes....
Well don't worry Miss Shehnaaz Gill aaj k baad aapko kisi bhi shikayat ka mauka nahi milega. Naa koi aapko apne touch se uncomfortable feel karayega aur naa hi koi khud ko aap par force karke undue advantage lega. I promise you that. Please rest assured!!!

Sidharth spoke with absolutely zero emotions in his eyes while his tone remained stone cold. Moving away from her he walked away leaving her behind without turning back while she stood there rooted completely numb & motionless!!!

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