I called Logan to ask them to come with me but Dylan said he was taking Bella on a date tonight so it'd only be Logan and I. Today I actually found some inspiration but I really couldn't go to the gallery , I was too lazy for that. I had started with drawing a very dark sky with some rain drops and I was planing on drawing a very lonely white cat under it but I wasn't sure. The drawing was depressing which is how I was feeling really, I felt deprived of any emotion today.

I just wanted some fun, no actually needed some fun.Tonight I would ,I don't know how or with who, all I know is I will. I had this crazy need to get drunk like totally get drunk because depression was starting to kick in and I had no desire to go through what I went through when my mom died.
I had already asked Logan to not drink and I know I was being selfish but they all knew how I got around my mom's memorial dates. Tomorrow would be her memorial and since I didn't have a regular contact with my family I usually went through it alone. This morning I had received a text from Dad saying they all would come at my place tomorrow so that we can have a memorial dinner for my mom. I missed my Dad but I wasn't looking forward to see my sister.

At nine I started to get ready putting a black baggy denim pant, a blue cropped tank top that stoped right under my boobs and to finish the look, I put on some converse. For the make up, I only put on an eyeliner and red lip gloss. My hair was naturally wavy and above my ass so I usually let it down.
Logan picked me up at around ten and though I had already been to jack's, my memory said no so we followed the directions Jack had sent me earlier.

Upon entering we find the music on full blast, everyone dancing and chatting, it really looked like everyone was enjoying. We both squeeze our way to the bar to get drinks. There was a bartender but the drinks were free of course. Logan takes a soda and I take a double shot of tequila swallowing it in one gulp. I'm about to take my second shot when Logan slowly touches my arm,

" Yo slow down will you? I can't keep up with you at this speed." He says trying to knock some sense into me.

" That's why you accepted to come with me remember?" I tell him taking my shot with some lemon. Now I actually felt a bit relaxed, the party could start. I receive a text from jack as I'm ordering my third shot,

Jack
Where are you guys, I can't see you

Me
At the bar

I gulp down my third double shot to feel tipsy at the dismay of Logan and turn to Jack's voice calling me from the back.

" What's up? I was starting to think you guys wouldn't make it. Where's Dylan? " He says after I and Logan turn to face him.

" Dylan couldn't make it, he already had plans."
Logan answers simply.

" oh, it's cool. Why are guys here alone by the way? Come and join us we are playing some beer pong over there." He says pointing to the kitchen counter where some people were gathered.

" Logan you go, I will come in a while ." I tell Logan not wanting to go. Though it looked fun and shit, I didn't know if Kaiden was there and I wasn't taking no chances.

" uh.......Alright if you say so." Logan says shaking his head knowing insisting won't change my mind anyway.

" Don't take too long, you will miss all the fun." Jack says before they make there way to the kitchen.

I was starting to feel the alcohol, less thoughts and very less conscious, one more shot and I would be half drunk.

" The next shot is on me." A guy says on my side.
I turn to find an attractive blonde guy standing beside me, smiling at me.

" Yeah sure." I say putting on my best flirty smile. I was on full flirty mode now.

"Make it two double shots of tequila please." He says to the bartender then turns to look at me smiling.

"How do you know I am taking tequila?" I ask curiously.

" Don't mind me, I was seating at your side this whole time you just didn't turn." He says shyly.

I don't answer him not knowing what to answer plus the drinks are placed in front of us saving me.
I raise my glass to him, he does the same and we both gulp our shots down.
I start feeling really tipsy at this stage and kind of horny so this was the perfect time to act crazy. With my phone in my back pockets, I place my glass back on barstool and I take his and do the same. I take his hand and I guide him to the dance floor in the living room. I let the music guide me as I start dancing, whining facing him, my hands around his shoulder, his hands on the small of my back guiding. I love this feeling of not being in total control but aware at the same time if you know what I mean. He lays his head on my shoulder as he pulls me closer breathing on my neck.

"You smell so delicious." He whispers sniffing me and that makes me even more horny than I already was, drunk me was always horny. The more I whined or even moved, the more tipsy I got.
I turn my back to him as the song changes, kind of feeling his dick between my ass, he wasn't that tall.
I bend my back as I start slowly twerking on him, I was really getting drunk, sober me could never.
He grips my waist harder in response, trying to keep up with my every move. I stop feeling his touch for a while before he comes back behind me and he continues moving with me.
He puts his hand on my stomach and slowly turns me back to face him, he then puts his hand on my back and pulls me to him.

" I see you are having fun." He whispers but something has changed maybe his voice and his height maybe, oh and his smell but Maybe I was just drunk and didn't know.

" Aren't you?" I whisper back. He smiles on my neck and that was it.
My hands already around his neck, I angle my head towards him and I kiss him. He's caught by surprise but he then starts kissing me back. I deepen the kiss sucking his lower lip faster, licking it with my tongue then biting it. I feel his dick on my stomach hardening as he pulls me closer and tightens his grip on my waist.

" I'm taking you to my room." He whispers breaking the kiss.

Hold on wait, his room? That's when the small brain that I had left started to process it.
His hand on my back, he guides me out of the living room. As soon as we are out of the living room, he lifts me and I round my legs on his back, his hand on my ass. It's then that I actually realize that it's Kaiden but I was getting so drunk that I am not even sure if it's him or I imagined him. I start licking his adam's apple and sucking him just under his chin slowly caressing his hair. He starts breathing hard and increases his pace. He pushes the door open with his foot and he enters in a rush before he drops me to a bed in the center of the room. I stand and push him on the bed instead. I then place myself on top of him, both of my legs on each side of his hips as I sit right on his thighs just bellow his dick. I proceed to pull off his T shirt not waiting for any foreplay.

" Ivy slow down, you had too much to drink." He says helping get his T shirt off.

"Shhhhh, don't ruin this talking." I say not wanting any interruptions.

" Are you sure? I don't want to take I advantage of you." He says holding my hips.

" God, Kaiden can you just not talk?" I tell him before I go back to where I left.