i close my eyes as i lay in bed
a millions worries pouring in my head
as i think of you
the stress and fear keeping me awake
i thought about what was at stake
between us
you should i know that i regret
every mistake
and i thought about
what this mess was supposed to make
i blame myself because it's partly my fault
i didn't know all the misunderstandings
i lay on my pillow trying to think of good things
but it doesn't stop the hurting
so i lay there
imagining
-iris