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Fear landscape,
Scarlets room

My eyes flicked open. My body ached from the exercise I had done yesterday. I could just tell that today was going to be a bad day. I just had the feeling, you know?

I threw off the covers and went to brush my teeth. It turned out nobody had a fear of tooth paste or tooth brushes so we used sticks and charcoal. It did work but you had to down a whole leiter of water to get rid of the taste. I sprung out of the room and to Naomis meeting.

"Today we are going to dig deep into our personalitys. So I want you to write a song about who you are." She cackled. I groaned and listened as other people let out groans of annoyance. We were soon dismissed and I headed back to my room to write my song. I mean why? Why did it have to be a song? Were we going to peform it or something! I hope not.

I tapped my pen against the table. I could hear Taylor and Matthew shouting at eachother so I walked to my window and stuck my head out.

"Will you shut up I am trying to think of a song!" I yelled. Both of their heada snapped in my direction.

"Y...You Nee- Need toooooooo shutt up up!" Slurred Taylor. Then Matthew burst out into a childish creepy giggle. My eyes zoomed in onto the bottles of booze. I rolled my eyes as I looked at their drunken state, they were so fricking annoying!

I went back to my table, the breeze sending shivers down my spine. What was my personality? I had to know myself before I wrote a song about it.

Just as I was getting somewhere with my thoughts Jason wobbled in.

He was clutching a bottle of gin in his hands and come to think about it, the same bottles of gin Matthew and Taylor had with them..

"Hello my s-sunny shinee" he winked at me. Dear god, Jason was completely wasted. He couldnt even pour himself another glass without half the contents spilling out onto the floor. I rushed towards him as he began to start swaying uncontrollably. I passed him a glass of water and sat him down in my chair.

"Why did you get drunk Jason?" I asked as I sat on the table. She looked up at me.

"I- I loveev you" he muttered. I took a sharp intake of breath before realizing that he was probably just saying that because he was drunk. And he probably ment it as in 'best buddies' kinda way.

"I love you to Jason." I said as I rubbed a hand against my now sweaty neck.

"Really?" He asked as he slowly started to stand up. I gave him a lopsided smile.

"Yeah, you are my best frien-" but before I could finish my sentence he crushed his lips against mine.

He pushed me aginst the wall with overpowering force. Then, he pinned my hands above above my head so I couldnt move away.

I could feel his lips moving against mine with a fiery passion. I tried to push him away but he deepened the kiss by sliding his hand behind my back and pulling me closer.

He started to kiss the corner of my mouth and then went down to my chin.

"J-Jason please S.Stop" I whispered. He didnt listen, if anything it ignited the flame inside him even more. Now I think about it, it sounds really wrong.

(For all our dirty minded viewers! You should understand!")

I could smell the strong scent of minty gin on his breath. I kneed him in a certain place and pushed him away.

"What the fuck do you think your doing?!" I screamed as I gasped for air.

He stumbled back and then proceeded to shake his head vigorously. For a moment I felt my breath catch as I looked at him. He looked upset and I knew that I was partly to blame.

"I thought-" he whimpered but rage consumed me. And any rational way of making me calm down had been squished.

"I thought I had made it pretty clear that I wanted to be friends not...not... not this! Jason, I respected you and trusted you. And you just went ahead and kissed me." I snarled.

"Jesus scarlet! It was just a kiss!" He shouted but I came out as a confident laugh.

"Yes, it was just a kiss. But it was my first one." It came out as more of a sob than a shout.

His eyes widened as he stepped towards me. I put out a shaking hand.

"Don't." I whispered. And thats all I could manage to say before my legs carried me away as fast as they could.

By: DreamCatz and DarkSky1910