Chapter 13: Ethan's Depression
This is Ethan's older brother. His name's Austin.
Y/N's POV~
A lot has happened ever since they all confessed to me. None of them gave up. In fact, they all got more clingy. And Ryan somehow got more flirty. I don't know how it's possible, but it's gotten to the point where he will literally pick me up and take me places. One time he took me out of the boys locker room bridal style. I'd be lying if I said that I hated it. It kind of feels comforting. Knowing that 5 of the most handsome guys in school like me is a little bit scary, but at the same time, they're all very good friends. However, I keep on thinking about Ethan. Ever since they confessed, he hasn't been going to school. He practically disappeared. I've been worried a lot about him. I don't know where he is. I asked Jonathan and he kind of gave me a sad look and said that he went home. Today is Friday, so as soon as I get home, I'm going straight to his house.
Sora's POV~
I knew this was a lot for Ethan. Knowing that he had a 1 out of 6 chance that Y/N would choose him. It's like rolling a die. A die that decides who you're going to be with forever. I know that for Y/N it was a lot to take in too. However, Ethan needs to man up and confess. If he doesn't, he won't have the chance to ever be with him. It's better to have a chance at something than not to have a chance at all. There's still a possibility that he might be chosen. Anyway, I decided to skip school and head to Ethan's. I knew he was home. I knocked on his door to see his older brother, Austin. I ask him "Is Ethan here?" He nods and says "Yeah, are you a friend of his?" I nod and he says "Huh? Last time I knew he was gay. Didn't know he had a girlfriend." I blush a little and say "Sorry, but I'm not his girlfriend." He nods and says "He's upstairs in his room. He might be crying, so don't put him under too much stress." I nod with a concerned look and ran upstairs. I enter his room and he was lying there with a sad look. He wasn't crying, which was the good thing. However, trying to make him feel better is going to be the hard part. I sit next to him and he turns around and says "Go away Sora. I don't want to see anyone." I then say to him "Look, I know you're upset and all, but you can't just give up." He takes a pillow and lays it under his head and says "It's hopeless. How am I going to win against 5 other guys that are more handsome than me?" I then say "They may be handsome in everyone else's eyes, but it don't seem that Y/N thinks the same way as everyone else. Unlike other's he goes for personality and good traits." He doesn't say anything and I lay down next him and say "You know as much as I do that Y/N isn't one to go for looks. He loves people for who they are. And you know that." Ethan just says "Even so, they might be better than me. They have useful traits. Ace likes music, Ryan is active, Jonathan understands technology, Blake can cook, and Alex can make pieces of perfection. What do I have?" I then grab him to face me as I say "YOU HAVE YOURSELF!!! You don't need special traits to be yourself. You cry whenever Y/N is sad. You understand his feelings more than anyone else. You have his childhood. You probably know more than anyone else about him." He sits up and looks at the floor. I sit next to him and say "Don't let a bunch of guys intimidate you. If you don't do anything, you're not going to have a chance at all. It's better to take a chance than to risk it." He nods and smiles a little. I then say "Remember, even if you have a lot of competition, there's still a chance. You know him more than any of the others do. So don't let them get in your way. Remember, I support you." He nods and says "Yeah, your right. But what am I going to get him. I feel the need to give him something." I smile and I say "I don't know. Like I said, you know him more than anyone else. So, what are you going to get him?" He nods and thinks about it before saying "I'll think of something." I smile and head out. Before I could make it out of his room, he pulls me back in a hug and says "Thank you." I hug him back and say "Your welcome." I head downstairs as Ethan sits back on his bed and thinks about all the things that Y/N likes. At the bottom of the stairs, I see Austin who asks "So, did you make him feel better?" I nod and he pats my head saying "Good. I was hoping you would. When he came back, his face was flooded with tears. I tried my best to make him feel better, but he never got better. In fact, I think I made it worse. It's nice to know he has friends like you to make him feel better. He's never this upset." I nod my head and then he asks "Want me to drive you back to the school? You gotta head back to your dorm after all." I nod my heads and said "Thank you." He shakes his head and says "No, thank you." He takes me to his car and we drive back to the school.
ETHAN X SORA WILL NEVER BE CANON, SO DON'T THINK THAT IT WILL BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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