Latex Lover -Gay-
Lin_murr I know you're not doing good. I don't know what happened, but we can talk about it. I miss you bud. Very much. I don't know what's going on, but I want to help. I know I've already done this once, but I'm doing it again. And again. And again. Hell, I'll make a new series if you want. No matter what anyone says, talk to me. Talk to anyone. I'll listen. Anyway, if you read this, I hope you like it. And I don't know too much about 'Changed,' so please don't take offense if something is out of place. Anyway, I love you, bud. And I miss you. I hope you like this.
Lin's POV~
I was sitting down on my bed. My thoughts were getting into my head again. 'No one understands.' 'No one cares.' These thoughts keep rolling in my head. I hug my tail close to me and hug it. It feels nice, but it isn't enough. I cry into my bed pillow. Why can't anything good happen for once? I hear a knock on my door and hear a voice. "Human! I haven't seen you in days! Please come out." I ignore Puro as he continues to knock on the door before I hear him sigh and he walks away. I can't let Puro know I'm like this. I can't let him see me like this. I stay in bed and the professor comes in and says "Hey. Food's done." I just keep silent and He sighs. He leaves and comes back in my room with a plate of Sushi. He sets it in my fridge and leaves. Before he shuts the door, he says "Get well soon." Seriously? Did he just ask me to 'Get well soon.' Sorry, but I don't know if that's even possible at this point. I continue to lay here and cry. Why won't these thoughts leave my head? Do I miss my family? Did I ever have one? I don't even know. I hear a knock on my door again and hear Puro. "Human! I know you're not okay, so please! Let me help! No, let all of us help! We're your family! We're here for you! We just want to help!" I cry more. Why am I so scared? So many thoughts and questions spiraling in my head. Puro then says "I'm coming in, Human." He opens the door and sits beside me on my bed. He looks at me and I look at him, but I hide my face into my pillow. He pets my shoulder and says "Human, tell me what's wrong. I want to help you Human, but I can't do that if you won't let me." I try not to cry, but my tears are about to leak. Puro notices and hugs me. He lifts me up and I struggle, but he tightens his grip. He rubs circles on my back and I start to calm down a little. He then let's go of me and looks at me in the eyes. He has a look of worry and sad. "Human, why are you sad? Why are you crying? Why are you hurting?" I look away from him. He hugs me from behind and holds me close. "Human. Please tell me what's wrong. I want to help you." I couldn't answer him. I couldn't even look at him. If I did, a flood of tears would certainly break loose. He continues to hug me. He flips me around to face him, but I didn't look at him. He held my head to his chest and rubbed my head. He says comforting words. I wasn't able to comprehend what words they were, but they calmed me down nonetheless. After about maybe 10 minutes of this moment, he makes me look at him. My eyes start to water, but he doesn't look away or panic. He then says "Human. Tell me. What's wrong? I can help you. We can help you, but only if you tell me what's wrong." I then said in a very quiet voice "No one cares. They all don't." He does a slight head tilt and asks "What'd you say?" I then look at him with tear filled eyes "No one cares about me! No one at all! They don't need to know! No one cares!" Puro's ears go down. He holds me tightly, but not in a hug. His hands are tightly grasping my shoulders. His tail starts to wrap around me. Before I know it, he places his lips on mine. My eyes widen and he hugs me close. I relax and let him take over. Soon, we separate and he says "Don't say that." He hugs me close to him and nuzzles into my cheek. He then says "Don't ever say that. I love you Lin. No matter the cost. So don't say no one cares about you. I do. We all do." Tears leak from my eyes and I hug him. It was muffled, but I then said "I love you too." He pet my head and I cried into his chest. I don't know why, but it's like a lot of weight was just lifted off my chest. I couldn't tell if these tears were of joy or sadness. However, I feel better. I think that's the better part. He let's go of me and walks to my fridge. He pulls out the dish of sushi and sits down with it. I go to grab some, but he shakes his head no. I look at him with questioned look and ask "What?" He smiles and grabs a pair of chopsticks. He picks up my favorite kind of sushi. Crab sushi (sorry if it's not). He holds it up to my mouth and he feeds me. I smile at the joy of him feeding me. He smiles at me with a slight blush. He pulls up another piece and holds it in his mouth. He uses his eyes to direct me to his mouth. I chuckle and bite the other half as he eats his half. After we were done eating, we lied together in my bed. He has a light blush and so do I. He wraps his arms around me and his tail too. He pulls me towards him and kisses my lips again. "Lin, I love you. If you are ever hurting, tell me." I nod and cuddle into his chest. He smiles too and kisses my head. I then say "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you worry." Puro chuckles and he says "I know." He looks at the window and says "We should go to sleep." I nod my head and cuddle close to him. He holds me tight and says "I love you, Lin" I nuzzle into his chest more and say "I love you too." He holds me close and we both soon drift off to dreamland. I don't know why I realize this now. Puro. He said my name. My actual name.
Sorry if it's too short.
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