i sat on the right side of the bed. i heard Jungkook crawl into bed on the left side. was i going to spend the night here. again? it seemed like he didn't mind. are hook ups supposed to night over? i don't think so. i was pulled out of my thoughts when jieun called me. a facetime. oh no. "who is it?" he asked. "jieun." i looked at him. i answered. "hey." i smiled trying to hide my guilt. "hey i just wanted to facetime and say i was leaving with Taheyung like we planned" she spoke. "oh cool, where is he?" i asked as she was in his car alone. "he's coming he went to get me a water before we leave." she spoke. "wait. where are you?" she asked. "uhhhhhhhhh" i looked down.

"don't tell me you're with Jungkook." she spoke. i flipped the camera with a teasing laugh. jungkook had a smile plastered on his face. "what happened with-" i cut her off with a shushing look. "i'll explain later. i'll see you tomorrow, okay bye love you." i smiled. "ugh love you to." she spoke before i hung up. "does she hate me that much?" he asked as i laid down facing him. "she doesn't hate you....."i responded. "she just, is looking out for me." i said. silence fell.

"did jimin ditch you again today? is that why you're with me?" he asked shocking me. "w-what?" i was unable to process. "no." i replied. "i'm with you right now, because i want to be." i cupped his cheek. his question shocked me as well as confused me.

"good." he replied pulling me closer to him. the blushing is happening now. i was only wearing his shirt. and nothing underneath. and he only had sweats on. his chest bare. but the warmth from him was soothing. he rubbed my head as it was smushed against his chest. "just so you know, you're the only girl i've had in my bed, and my car, and my house." he muttered in a sleepy voice. i raised my eyebrows trying to process his words. "r-really?" i stuttered. "mhm..." he mumbled. "oh..." i looked down. before i could say anything again, he was fast asleep. did he just say that so i could feel special? or was he telling the truth?

a couple days passed by and Jungkook and i were almost attached by the hip. "help me." i pouted. "okay okay." he took my book. i would safely say we are only together this often because school is hard as fuck. and he's smart as fuck. thank god we're in the same major. he would help me study in the library. i did earn a few stares from jealous girls. like today. "hey jungkook." a girl came up to up touching his shoulder. i was suddenly glued to their conversation. "hi." he spoke bluntly. "wanna hang out after school, like we used to..." she winked. "my place is always welcome." she almost slurred. "no, i'm busy." he spoke looking at me. i quickly looked away.