class ended and i had another one in a half hour, so i decided to kill some time in the library. i found a comfy spot and began my work. i didn't want to fall behind. i couldn't afford to. i spotted a familiar figure across the room. "y/n....hey." jimin spoke as he sat in the chair opposite to me. "hey jimin." i smiled. he was so cute. it shocked me that he was single.

jimin and i chatted happily. he was really fun to talk to. and super sweet. "are you free next weekend?" he asked. i raised my eyebrows. "i am." i replied. "well we're going to the fall fair, you should come, and bring jieun." he spoke. oh so it's not a date. i couldn't help but frown. did i want it to be a date? i gathered my thoughts and smiled. "sure." i replied.

i finally made it to my second class and the rain thankfully held up. i was still wearing his jacket. why did he give it to me. i decided to put my hair up. "oh no...." i felt around my neck. "my necklace...." i dug through my bag. "no no no no this cannot be happening." i whispered to myself. "could this day get any worse." i muttered. it must be in my car. right? ugh i hope so. i shooed away the thoughts and tried to think positive.

the week flew by. "i know mom, he's a jerk." i spoke to my mother on the other line. she was rattling about how she was right all along about kai and i shouldn't have dated him. she was right. she did warn me. but i was too stubborn. my parents live 2 hours away from campus. i miss my mom the most. we are super close.

jieun and i were strolling in the park today. fall was upon us. our favorite season. the season of taylor swifts evermore album and gilmore girls. the best season might i add. "maybe it fell off in his car." jieun suggested. "maybe," i replied. "i don't wanna see him again, or talk to him." i huffed. "why? you might fall and land on his dick?" she burst out laughing. "you're not funny." i looked at her with an unimpressed expression.

"well you're in luck, there he is." she wiggled her eyebrows. "oh no, let's walk the other way." i pleaded. "the car is this way dumb dumb." she replied. "ugh." i rolled my eyebrows. he was jogging. man he was hot. the sweat dripping from his hair as it stuck to his forehead. his biceps bulging from his compression shirt. god just looking at him made me wet. no y/n shut up.

But to my surprise, he ran right past us. i looked down. "what was that?" jieun asked. "he acts like he doesn't know me all the time, i'm not sure why." i shrugged. why was i...hurt....