Andy's POV
When she.smiles I feel like I can really accomplish something.  That I can do more then just destroy and tear apart.  It eases my guilt and my loneliness. Now and then it's the only thing that keeps me going on the worst days of my life. Seeing her amused or impressed makes me fill proud of myself.  I can keep being the quirky real me and she likes that.  The best feeling in the world and I never run out of it with her.