Phil's P.O.V
I visited the hospital every day. I would hold her hand and say something. Nothing came from her, just her breathing slowing. It scared me to think just one day to come in and see her breathing slow to a stop. I held onto hope though, I dared tried not to think about the death.

She was the brightest person on earth. I was the troublemaker that didn't give a crap about anything. Then she came along, everything changed. She stole my heart and gave me a bright new heart. I feel in love and we...we are together.

The more I think about Smiley the more I stay away from everyone. Phred's worried about me, Zack is wanting to talk to me about something. Dan well he's started a youtube channel and is getting pretty famous. Ginger is trying to become a famous singer. Matt is always going to the beach at night, he likes taking pictures.

Me? I stay in my room on my bed. I never go outside, I never really go out of my room. I only go to the bathroom and to eat. That's all. I don't know why I feel like hiding from the world but I felt depressed and not sociable. I should be going out with my friends and having fun, but no. I'm sitting on my bed eating grilled cheese watching DanTDM or Markiplier.

My life was getting darker and darker the more time passed. Lots of people came to check on me but I just told them to please go away. I didn't want to sound mean, I just want to be alone. Me and my thoughts, every night. I always look up at the ceiling and think about my life.

I feel like everyone is trying to help but no one IS helping.

I felt hope as I walked into the hospital and into Smileys room. I saw her chest rise and fall, much slower than yesterday. Rise...............fall..........rise...........fall. this made me scared. I finally snapped out of my thoughts. I reached out and held her hand. I sat down and sighed. I tightened my hand and finally spoke.

Sorry for short chapter BUT....next chapter will be up hopefully today If not tomorrow. Alright? Alright. Love you guys.