It feels like there's ten people living inside of me

They walk in and out

And play games with me

One I call happiness

We don't know each other well

She only comes around

And then she puts me through hell.

The second is sadness

And she's hard to explain

She mostly shows up

When things are okay.

She ruins my happy days

It happens suddenly

She laughs in my face

And she won't let me be.

The third is confusion

She's always there

I wonder if she can't leave

If she's locked inside

Or maybe she don't want to leave me

Forth is anxiety

She lingers there

She doesn't leave

She follows me everywhere

Fifth is tiredness

She comes around when I'm in pain

I don't want to deal with it

So she takes care of everything

Sixth is motivation

She comes at 2am

I'd rather be sleeping

But she won't leave my head

Seventh is confidence

And I really wish she'd stay

But she always leaves

Within a couple days.

Eighth is self doubt

Where I'm not sure of anything

I second guess all of it

I second guess everything.

Ninth is self hatred

She hates everything I am

It all goes to my head

And I try the best I can

To get rid of those thoughts

But nothing seems to do

When the person who hates you most

Lives inside of you

Tenth I call self assurance

And her I love the most

Cause she tells me when I'm wrong

And she's there when I need her most

She tries to balance everything

But sometimes needs a rest

But I don't mind at all

At least she does her best.