Well the next day I was free in the morning. I had to leave in the afternoon to finalise the song. I had to check on who was the co-actor and how the song was. Well to be honest i am very excited to do this song. I don't have any specific reasons but I just am. I'm feeling this positive energy since morning. It would be my first song. 

Well I before becoming a name did work as an side actor and modeling. I wanted a big break and I got that break when I nailed an audition for the second lead in the movie but seeing my acting skills and dedication I was finalised as the main lead opposite to Salman Khan. And from that day bhai has been a great support.

I was on cloud 9 me bagging a movie after so much struggles was a big deal for me and for my family. They were all proud of me and me more proud of myself. While I was in my thoughts from where to here I've come a long way it was then my phone started to ring and I frowned seeing the caller name Sarthik, he still has the audacity to call me, I opened my messenger app to see 100s of msg from Sarthik. I called her manager and told him to get me a new sim card and not give the number to Sarthik and asked when will the carpenter come to which he informed that he'll come in the afternoon. 

I grabbed the newspaper and the headlines said it all

Sidharth Shukla spotted in Malad outside Shehnaaz Gills house

(Uggghh editing is so tough!! Oh do give a read on the newspaper!!)

I knew this was coming. I so wanted peace so decided to do Yoga. I was meditating for 15 mins when my phone rang again. I saw and a smile came to my face it was a video call from my mom.

Satsriakal amma kaise ho?

Satsriakal puttar Bilkul thik meri gudiya kaisi hai?

Mai bhi bilkul thik amma aaplog kab aa rahe Mumbai?

Jald aayenge puttar lekin usse pehle mai bhul jau mujhe tujhse kuch puchna hai puchu

haa amma aapko kabse aise permission lekar puchna pucho bindas

Nahi ab tu badi ho gayi isiliye..mujhe puchna tha tere or Sidharth ke beech sach me kuch chal raha kya?

Hayee rabba apnu bharosa nahi mere pe,agar aisa kuch hota to sabse pehle aapko batati mai aisa kuch nahi hai aap bekar me tension le rahe ho

Acha chal tu kehti hai to maan leti hu waise sach bolu mujhe laga tu haa bolegi toh mai bolungi hayee bada sona munda hai

Amma mai usse janti bhi nahi ache se

Acha acha thik hai chal tere papa bula rahe mai tujhe baad me karti hu call..lekin sachi sana mujhe ye Munda bahut sohna lagta hai maine iski sari movies dekhi hai mujhe milawana jab mai mumbai aaungi toh

Haa amma milwa dungi chalo bye khayal rakhna apna

Bye beta tu bhi khayal rakhna

And I hung up. I opened her message gram to see if there is msg from him but there wasn't. So I thought whether I  should text him or not. And Battling in yes or no I finally texted him

Hey!
And nothing more than that because I didn't know what to write next.

And I couldn't believe myself for the first time I was glued to my phone for almost half n hour just scrolling and scrolling and there was no msg from him.

Akdu I mumbled to myself and went to take bath because I had go to andheri west  to meet the director and my co star at his place and finalise myself for the song.

Believe me I took my phone to the washroom and kept it on the shelf. While I undressed myself I could see my scars and I knew Ben would kill me for this as he had to apply lots of make-up. I touched my belly and hissed. Fuck I need to see my doctor. I again have to wear full clothes to hide all my scars.

I can't let anyone know. Uff what should I wear now? Think shehnaaz think. Oh yes got it. And while I was still in shower my phone rang, switching off the shower I wrapped a towel around myself and grabbed my phone I gasped seeing the caller ID.

Sidharrth wo bhi video call, oh my god does a hey means video call? And while I was thinking it got cut and I sighed but it rang again.

Ammmaa I came out of the washroom and threw the phone on the bed and started pacing around here and there. Wasting 5 minutes in nervousness I realised why am I nervous? He's just calling, he's not at my place.

Stupid you're shehnaaz. I dressed up myself in a black turtle neck full sleeves top with black jeans and my make up just as the picture below 👇🏻

Sidharth came back home from his gym and picked up his phone as it was ringing. It was a confirmation call to whether he is coming today or not for the song finalization, to which he said yes and hung up. As soon as he hung up he saw a message from shehnaaz which came an hour ago.

He thought to freshen up and he had this urge to video call her and to his surprise he did video call her but she didn't pick. He called her again but she didn't pick it again.

I shouldn't have video called instead a normal . Mai bhi pagal hu. Ohkay let's get ready for the shoot. But why am i nervous this time. It's not the first time i'm doing a project, bit why does this time feel different and nervous. Calm down sidharth aaj bahut zyada workout kar liya isiliye aisa ho raha. okay breathe in breathe out and you'll feel better.

Mom he shouted from his room

Kya hai beta?

Am I looking good or shall I change. Just going for profile testing of a song

Teri tabiyat thik hai na beta..tera bs chale toh tu shorts or tshirt me chala jata but yaha to fir bhi tu taiyaar hai. Bahut smart lag raha mera beta.

Mom he whined

Who's to impress? That newspaper girl?

No not at all. I don't even know my co actor mom. You gotta chill mom. I'm just feeling this restlessness.

Itna intense workout karta hai tu jab kisi ko impress nahi karna shadi nahi karni to why itna intense workout

For myself mom not for others. Ab chalo I'm really getting late. Mujhe uss director ke ghar jana hai.

I know you'll finalise it and come. All the best mera bacha.

Thanks meri jaan he said kissing her forehead. Bye

Both left from there respective places to reach and get shock!!

As i was leaving I looked at myself for the last time. I've this positive vibe today. I informed Sunaina didi about the carpenters arrival and told her to cook light meal at night for myself.

I was on my way when i received the call from my manager and I told him that I'm reaching in 5 minutes and he told me get ready to get a shock and the first thing that came was am i replaced without profile trial. Waheguru Waheguru mehr kare.

And I reached there all nervous. I saw the director, singer and my manager sitting there. I could see a man who's back was facing me. He was on a call, and i thought that he's sidharth but shrugged off my thoughts. But as soon he turned my eyes popped out. I blinked my eyes continuosly and them closed and then again opened it. Trust me I was thinking that I was dreaming.

Like it was just last night we both were talking about the song and both couldn't guess that it may be us. My trance was broken when I heard his voice.

Hey what a pleasant surprise

Hi I said nervously and we hugged a friendly hug, and when his hands touched my waist i hissed and he seems to have noticed that he immediately removed his hands and asked me 'you fine?'

To which I just blinked my eyes.

Oh so the rumours seems to be right said the director.

What rumours we said in unison

This he said showing the newspaper

And we both laughed madly. Yea yea right right he said laughing hard.

And me I was just looking at him. He looked so good and charming.

What's there to laugh asked the director all perplexed 

Oh please why will we not laugh, sala 2 baar mile hai or usme ye articles aa gaye, I don't know when we do this project unko toh bilkul yakeen ho jayega ki we're dating said sidharth making the director more shocked

Oh but do you know because of your music video which was fucking speaking only chemistry, you've shippers and they've named you SIDNAAZ. They loved  that video so much that they trended you both on twitter. And to be honest it was because of that trend we saw that video and we knew you both are the one for this music video.

SIDNAAZ sounds cool said sidharth and me I was still thinking aisa kiya uss video maine, to be honest i just couldn't gather my strength to see that video, I was so drunk and remembering that day my cheeks heated up and the lines which sidharth said "trust me shehnaaz you were so cute that it was hard to control." Gosh what am I thinking I need to hault my thoughts but how can I he's so good.

And while I was thinking he squeezed my hands and said ' you seem to be lost don't you like the SIDNAAZ Shipping or you'll pass a statement saying don't keep your hopes high it's just a project.'

And I immediately said no this time I'm not passing a statement I like SIDNAAZ and instantly regretted because he was grinning. I mean it's okay why pass a statement all the time. This time you also didn't say anything so I will also not say.

Oh aisa kya he said teasing me

Mmmm hmm aisa hi

Okay shall we proceed said the director breaking our trance.

And then we're sitting beside each other and we got to know it's a peppy song and the singers will join us soon. We were talking about the locations and the songs when the singers came in.

Oh yes you guessed it right Tony Kakkar and Neha Kakkar.

We had a deal and Tony's songs are all catchy and so was this one. While we're hearing the song I don't know but I felt that sidharth would say no to the song. But to my surprise he was equally excited as I was.

After hearing the song we both finalized it and our shoot was Chandigarh and I was excited because I'll be going there after an year and I'll surprise my mom. We had to leave in 2 days and I was so excited. My first song with he best team.

We were chit chatting and having snacks and singing shona mere shona shona shona oo oo oh and laughing. We basically were very much comfortable with each other and enjoying the company.

In the midst of the conversation my phone pinged and I saw it was SIDHARTH'S msg. I raised my brows at him and saw his msg.

'How did you hurt yourself kal tak thik thi?'

Nothing just fell down in the washroom I replied back

'did you consult the doctor?'

I will after this meeting I replied back

Okay guys it's a wrap I think we should be leaving now because bahut sara kaam hai. So let's get moving now. See you all day after tomorrow at the airport. Shehnaaz you mind dropping me my car has gone for it's servicing

Yea sure I'll drop you.

And everybody there gave us a teasing look which I couldn't surely understand why?

As we moved down it was getting a bit awkward for me so I called ben and informed him about my visit to punjab and I told him to pack his stuffs as we're leaving the day after tomorrow.

I'm so excited darling to go to punjab shayad mujhe bhi waha koi mil jaye hot sa munda, oh wait who's your co star

Umm wo sidharth..sidharth is my co star

Oh my god!

And before Ben could say anything I said okay Ben I'll talk to you later. See you and hung up.

Siyappa ho jana sidharth kal hum fir headlines me honge. Yaar ye log humare peeche ya sab ke peeche?

Abhi new new hype hue hai hum so zyada focus humare pe hai that's why. Chalo pose n get in the car.

And they posed and a khabri asked 'sidharth sir are we expecting a new project?'

May be said sidharth and like a gentleman opened gate for shehnaaz.

Kya baat hai kya baat hai sidharth sir opening door for shehnaaz ma'am and sidharth didn't know how to react. So he just opened the gate of the front seat and sat.

Pehle hum doctor ke pass jayenge am I clear?

Sidharth mai chali jaungi sachi you don't need to take pain chill.

Shehnaaz I know you live alone and you're independent and you don't need anyone. Trust me I'm not helping you but accompanying you as friends. Okay?

Sidharth

Shut up now and let's go

The anxiety inside me was increasing because what would I say sidharth that I didn't fall I hurt myself. And why did I hurt myself. Will he consider me psycho? No no every coin's side has it's own story. But before going to the doctor I need to tell him. Yes. I'll tell him and if after that he wants to leave he can. So I told the driver to first take us home to which sidharth glared but I said I forgot the prescription at home.

But why do we need prescription.

Because I've to consult two doctors that's why.

We reached home and Sunaina didi offered us water.

Sidharth I need to talk to you.

Hmm say I'm listening shehnaaz

Actually I..I hur..t my..self I didn't fall

What?? Why?? Did somebody hurt you? Sidharth asked all perplexed

Actually..sar..sarthik my boyfriend he..he told me that I don't let him touch any where and I..I was dancing with you. He..he touched my abdomen, squeezed my.. my waist and I..I just couldn't bear his touch so..so I scrubbed my whole body and..and I hurt myself. But trust me..I..I..am not a psycho. I just take..time to open with with people but..but with you it was like I was instantly connected to you. I found you genuine. And with that she kept telling what happened yesterday.

And she spoke she felt genuine connection SIDHARTH'S mind went to the party day where she said that she wants to go home with him because she trusts him and that hit him hard. He didn't say her this because he himself was dealing with this new feelings. Because ofcourse he does not believe in love and this girl where he just met felt connected to her and felt that he knew her since ages. That one meet in the party and that one sentence from her had swelled his heart with all the love. But for know he had to deal with that bastard.

Sarthik kapoor? How dare that bastard do that. He roared

And I flinched and I started crying.

Ssshh sshh I'm sorry.. can I hug you?

And I cried louder because this lime light followers shippers we have everything but not a single person to stay with us and here sidharth was standing for me by me. And I hugged him and cried. He kept on rubbing my back softly and kissing my hair. And I felt peace.

Coming in this limelight after Ben this guy will surely stand by me until eternity.

Can I see if you don't mind and I automatically pulled my sleeves and showed him where I had scrubbed. How could that touch me. I just couldn't handle his touch. And before I could even react he kissed me on my hands. And I gasped. He kissed me and it felt so soothing. As if his lips were the Medicine to my wounds.

Let's go to meet the doctor and iss sarthik ko to mai dekh lunga...bloody hell.

Next update maybe sidharth's pov!! Still not sure. I hope you'll don't find it boring but I just had set a plot. So setting it!!

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