I gather my stuff and pull my clothes back on, Teeshay doing the same and feel the familiar warmth surround my body as Teeshay pulls me to his chest from behind. I smile silently as we rocked slightly staring at the sky.

"I don't want to leave." I moan. I feel his head He nods. He strokes the small part behind my ear and chuckles when my body shivers.

"I like the way your body responds to me." His was voice low and still out of breath from our very tense make out session. "And I like the way you look in my shirt." He starts kissing my neck. I close my eyes letting a small moan escape my lips as I feel his hot breath against my skin. His teeth grazing my collarbone as he makes his way up to my chin.

Suddenly he spins me around and looks down at me, our eyes not losing contact. His hands lower slowly to my ass and giving it a quick squeeze. He bends down and crashes our lips together. This time it was more passionate, as we furiously kissed each other, wanted each other. He takes his hand under my top and continues to stroke me softly my skin burned with his touch.

"You like that don't you baby." He whispers against my lips. My stomach must be hosting a butterfly party because of the way he said, baby. Not baby doll. But baby.

His phone rings in the distance but he ignores it continuing to caress my cheek. It rings again. and again until he pulls away annoyed grabbing his phone that lay on his jogging bottoms. I frown and he plants a small kiss in between my eyebrows to tell me that he understands. He goes off and I stand there hugging myself, water dripping off my body. That isn't my first kiss. But it was the first kiss that felt different. I gave my first kiss to some boy at Natalie's twelfth birthday party called Nicolas but it was just a peck on the lips since it was a dare. And I dated a guy back in freshman but that wasn't that serious. I defiantly didn't feel that electrical energy that I got from Teeshay. But how many other girls felt this way. He does go to a lot of parties and is with a new girl every week. What if I'm his hook up for this week? 

Worry begins to feel my body and I suddenly realize what I have done.

Teeshay makes his way back but the softness in his eyes has left. Instead, he grabs his wet t-shirt from the grass and walks over to the car without a word. Is he already having second thoughts? I follow him like a lost puppy back to his car. He is still in silence when he starts the car. I shift uncomfortably in the seat. I have never been a fan of awkward situations.

"Are you ok?" My voice comes out as a squeak. Why am I so nervous?

"Yeah. We will be home in 10." And that was it. Obviously, that call must have pissed him off. I sigh and lean on the window and stare at the millions of trees passing by instead, acting in my head like I'm in my own sad music video because of the sad music playing from the radio.

We finally arrive at the River's driveaway. Relief feels my tight chest as I hear the familiar shouts that belong to Levi and screams from Sap. I look back at Teeshay, my hand hovering over the door handle.

"Um," I say to him trying to get his attention. He nods silently gestured that he heard me, staring in front of him. "Bye, I guess."

"Yeah bye." He doesn't move from his spot. I get out of the car and walk to my front door. What the hell was that? Anger begins to fill me and before I could storm my way back to him I hear his car turn back on. I look back to watch his car drive off. I take a deep breath, trying to remain calm and open the door. The familiar warmth of the house fills my shivering body. 

But that's not the warmth you want now, is it? My self conscious sneers. Shut up.

"Hey honey, you took longer than I thought." Mom hugs me tightly. "Did you like the match?"

"Yeah it was good I guess. Teeshay took me out to eat after so I don't need to eat dinner tonight." I lie.

"Oh ok, see Mel this is what happens when you go out more."

I roll my eyes. I walk into the living room and notice Kiara's lover boy Rodrick, What Audey calls him, sitting at the kitchen table. Let's say that Roderick is totally in love with Kiara and Kiara is totally not. They have been friends since kids and he always following Kiara everywhere. He would do literally everything for her. Kiara obviously used him a lot unfortunately and I always feel sorry for him. I walk over to the table and get a glass of water.

"Hey Mel, how was your summer." He greets me cheerfully.

"Hi, Roderick. Yeah, it was fine. You know how it is. What are you doing here?"

"Oh, I came to drop off Kiara's English assignment." 

"Did you." I internally facepalm. He nods and his eyes widen with excitement as Kiara walks into the kitchen.

"How was the party Kiki." His nickname for her and she hates it.

"Did you finish my assignment?" She grumbles taking the papers from his hands and scanning through them.

"Yes. You are sure to get an A." He smiles proud of himself. Bless his clueless soul. Mom walks into the kitchen asking Rodrick if he wants to stay for dinner and he nods politely.

"Hope you got a few spelling mistakes. Don't want my teacher thinking too much of me." She passes him ruffling his hair. Rodrick looked delighted at his reward. Better than the usual tap on the back. I rolled my eyes at him. What a clueless boy.

"I think I'm going to stick in my room. Night y'all!" I call on my way to the stairs. They all yell back night and I walk into the bathroom shower and brush my teeth. I waddle into my bedroom and lie on my bed. I curl up into a ball covering my body with a thick blanket to warm myself. Why was that prick acting so weird?

"Hey girl, what up," Kiara says climbing onto my bed. She lays down next to me. I look at her.

"Are you not gonna stay with Rodrick?"

"He can entertain himself." She waves her hand to dismiss the matter. "Why do you look so sad and tired?"

"Came back from the match so it tired me out. And I'm not sad."I lie. Again.

"Mhm." She looks at me unconvinced. "Is it a boy?"

I look at her like she's crazy. "What! No of course not!" I bluff. But she sees through me. Darn her knowledge of male species and their effect on the female kind.

"Spill sis." She grabs my heart pillow eyes eager.

"What's up, ladies." Mimi appears at the door.

"Mel got some boy trouble!" Kiara does jazz hands.

"Kiara!" I hiss but Mimi already jumped onto my bed and made her way behind Kiara.

"Oh do tell." She sat legs crossed waiting for me to speak.

"Fine!" I huff. "Well I'm not telling you who it is but I kissed a boy today."

They both gasp. I try not to show my annoyance or offense to their reaction. I'm not that bad.

"I knew you weren't at that after-party. Because I didn't smell a single bit of disaster anywhere." Kiara teases.

"Ha, ha." I laugh sarcastically before continuing. "Well he took me somewhere and we chatted for a bit and then we just kiss. actually, we made out."

"Are you talking about Teeshay?" Mimi asks. Kiara raises a perfectly colored in eyebrow. I panic slightly. Should I tell them? I decided not to. Clearly, Teeshay wants to forget all about it.

"No he dropped me off at the party and then the guy started to talk with me and we left." I manage to say calmly. They both nod convinced. "Anyways after all that he gets a phone call and then he returns angry. Like he didn't want to talk to me and I started wondering if he regretted it."

"Honey, oh honey." Kiara tuts.

"She got it bad Kiara." Mimi shakes her head.

"Sweetie, it's clear that he used you for a make-out session. Did he show any signs that he wanted to have sex." Kiara asks and I think hard.

"Well we did stop and I realized how dark it was so I told him we had to go. Do you think he is annoyed at that?" I becoming more and more confused.

"Alas, males are very complicated creatures. they either want something or they don't. Obviously, I'm not too sure but he probably wanted to take thing further and he read hints that you didn't want to." Kiara states matter of factly.

"So he's probably going to ghost you. He didn't get what he wanted. Don't worry, boy's like that are players and he doesn't deserve another time of your day." Mimi finishes.

"Oh." that's all I manage to say.

"It's ok. Just don't waste any more time on that boy. Bad boys will always be bad boys." I nod. they both hug me and I feel a little better. It's not that I'm heartbroken or anything. We only kissed once and it was foolish of me to think that things between us would change. I was simply letting my hormones take control and I promised to myself that it would never happen again.

"Let's watch a movie," Mimi suggests an attempt to lighten the mood. Kiara and I both nodded and we make room for the three of us and spend what felt like hours picking a movie. We finally settle on good old Mean Girl's grabbed some snacks from the kitchen and watched away. But during the whole movie, Kiara's words kept playing in my head. 

Bad boys will always be bad boys.

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