Shubman walked back to his dorm room lost in his thoughts. As soon as he reached the corridor, he saw Mayank entering his room. His feet came to a hault on their own before he could think. He sighed and turned around and walked outside.

Shubman started looking here and there thinking about where to go to spend his time alone while his best friend was busy with his new boyfriend. He then walked towards library after not being able to think anything else. The library was almost empty as the exams were over and these were the last days of semester. Some of the students had even gone home.

Shubman took a book and sat down in the corner away from any rare student who might be there. He kept his bag down carefully and got lost in his book.

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Abhishek got back to his dorm and removed his clothes to get changed. He was in his boxers when he heard a knock on his door. He walked towards the door and opened it.

"Oi you are late....." he stopped speaking when he saw Mayank leaning on the doorframe with a smile on his face. Abhishek's eyes got widened and his cheeks got a hue of dark red realizing he was almost naked.

"Well I didn't realize I am late. Were you waiting for me? I don't remember telling you I am coming. And that's a nice welcome. I like this view" Mayank said smirking looking at Abhishek from head to toe making him blush even more.

"No idiot. I thought it's Shubman. Classes got over about 30 minutes ago and he hadn't returned. Of course I had no idea you were coming" Abhishek explained trying to avoid eye contact.

Mayank's smile dropped. "You mean you were ok in coming this way in front of others?"

Abhishek shook his head seeing his new boyfriend getting jealous. "I don't remove my clothes in front of any random person. But he is my roommate dude. We live here together. So we do change our clothes as well in this room. Don't tell me you never changed in front of your roommates"

Mayank still didn't move making Abhishek sighed. "Are you coming or not?" He said moving away from the door. Mayank immediately shut the door and threw his bag on ground. He held Abhishek's wrist and pulled him towards himself. He cupped Abhishek's face face. He smashed his hard lips on Abhishek's soft ones before the latter could say or react anything.

Mayank started kissing him and pushed him against the wall. Abhishek rested his hands on his chest. It wasn't soft and deep full of love. It was full of lust and jealousy. Abhishek didn't mind. Abhishek tried his best to match the Mayank's speed and passion but eventually gave up and let Mayank have his way. He bit his lower lip making a bit too hard making Abhishek moan in pain. Mayank could feel metallic taste of blood on his tongue. He entered his tongue inside Abhishek's mouth.

Mayank felt each and every corner of his mouth with his tongue. His hands moved up and down Abhishek's back. He finally let go of his lips which were swollen and bleeding. Abhishek thought the sweet torture was over but he realized how wrong he was. Mayank immediately started kissing, sucking and biting his neck and collar bone. Abhishek let out a moan and tilted his head to give him more excess.

Abhishek could feel his warm breath on his neck and held his hair harshly to bring him even more closer if it was even possible. He shut his eyes and bit his lower lip in pleasure. He totally gave up his control and let Mayank do anything he wished to with him.

Mayank moved down slowly from neck to chest and then stomach. Finally Mayank stepped away for a moment to take breath. Abhishek's whole upper body was filled with multiple love bites. Mayank admired his art and caressed it. He looked into Abhishek's eyes. They were a bit teary because of pain and pleasure. His lips were parted and had dried blood on them. He was trying to catch his breath.

Mayank couldn't control himself. He held his throat and smashed his lips on Abhishek's once again. After a moment, Mayank's hand moved from his throat to his chest and down. He started caressing his inner thigh so softly that it literally made Abhishek's breath stop. Mayank stripped himself to his boxers.

Mayank broke the kiss and knelt down slowly in front of him without breaking the contact. He started kissing and licking his thights. Abhishek started looking towards tge ceiling. Suddenly Mayank's hands moved inside the waistband of his boxers. Abhishek's eyes widened at his action and he looked down at him. Mayank stopped and looked up to see if his boyfriend was ok with taking things further. Abhishek didn't know what to say. He pursed his lips.

"You have to tell me if you want to do anything. I won't do anything till you don't say it" Mayank stated as a matter of fact. Abhishek nodded his head slowly. "Not good enough darling. Use your mouth" Mayank said looking straight into his eyes.

"Y..ye..yes" Abhishek uttered with great difficulty. Mayank could stop a smile forming on his lips and he didn't think a moment before dropping down his boxers making Abhishek blush hard. No one had ever seen him like this. And he was nervous if Mayank would like him and enjoys whatever happens between them. But Mayank's next words calmed his nerves. Mayank massaged his inner thigh softly.

"You are beautiful love. Every part of yours is just perfect if you see it from my eyes" Mayank whispered in a low voice making tears roll down Abhishek's eyes. Mayank smiled looking at him and placed a kiss on his leg.

"Stop me anytime if you feel uncomfortable baby" Mayank said softly holding his hand in his. Abhishek nodded. Mayank started placing kisses on his legs. Abhishek moaned but suddenly he cupped his face and made him stop.

"What what's wrong?" Mayank asked. "Umm I have...I have never done anything like this before and I don't know if you will like it or not. I am not sure it will be perfect" Abhishek said slowly looking down. Mayank nodded.

"Babe physical intimacy is not about perfection. It's just that both of us must enjoy it. And it doesn't has to be great in the first time itself. As every other thing it needs time. I don't know your body yet. You don't know mine. Hell we don't know even our own. When we do it, we gonna explore ours and each other's body. We will know what we like and we don't with time. We will learn it slowly. But I will try my best to make it good for your first time. But we will keep getting better with time" Mayank explained.

Abhishek nodded. "I am not really sure if I want to go all the way right now" he said uncertainty. Mayank gave him a soft smile. "Don't worry babe. I am not having sex with you today. I am alright taking things slow. I wasn't even thinking about sex right now. But taking a next step is alright with you na?" Mayank asked softly.

Abhishek took a second and then nodded seeing an assuring look on Mayank's face. Mayank moved forward and started placing kissing and biting everywhere except for his member. He intentionally didn't touch it. Abhishek was dying for him to touch him there. But as if Mayank could read his mind, he avoided it. His dick was already semi erect without Mayank even touching it. His tip was leaking precum. Mayank smirked.

"Babe I haven't even touched you yet" Mayank teased him looking at his cock. "Please" Abhishek whimpered. "Please what love?" Mayank asked with his hand dangerously close to his dick. If he moved it even a bit, it would be touching it.

"P..pl..please touch me" Abhishek stuttered. "But I am touching you sweetheart" Mayank said innocently. "You know it well Mayu. Please" Abhishek said with difficulty with his eyes shut. Mayank still didn't moved and kept looking at him. Abhishek gave up and started touching himself. Mayank removed his hand and finally touched him where he was craving for his touch.

Abhishek lost his mind and moaned loudly. Mayank started massaging his dick making Abhishek a moaning mess. Mayank kissed the tip of his dick and slowly took it inside his mouth. He took a moment and then started taking more of him in his mouth. He took it halfway inside him and was massaging the rest of him with his hand.

Abhishek was moaning with tears rolling down his eyes. He held Mayank's hair and started moving head up and down his dick. Mayank moved his hand inside his own boxers and started jerking himself off.

"I am c...close" Abhishek whimpered. Mayank didn't stop instead his speed increased. He kept sucking him till Abhishek came in his mouth with a loud moan. He swallowed most of it but some moved down from his lips to his throat down to his chest.

Abhishek's lips were parted and eyes were shut with tears rolling down his eyes. His cheeks were hollow and throat was sore because of all the shoutings. He was trembling from his orgasm and his legs gave way and he felt down breathing heavily. Mayank was jerking off harshly and finally came by looking at Abhishek's orgasmed face.

After their breaths were even, Mayank slowly cupped Abhishek's face and kissed him softly. This kiss was nothing compared to the previous ones. It was soft and full of love. Abhishek responded with same love and could taste himself on Mayank's tongue. They broke apart after a moment.

They didn't talk much and took a shower together. They came back on Abhishek's bed just in their trousers. Mayank placed an order for their lunch. Abhishek took out his laptop and searched a movie. Mayank finally spoke up.

"So how was it? Did you like it?" Mayank asked nervously. Abhishek blushed remembering what happened few moments ago.

"Mayu" he began slowly. "I never experienced something like this my whole life. It was just amazing. Thanks" Abhishek said looking straight into his eyes with a smile on his lips. Mayank returned his smile and held his hand intertwining their fingers. Mayank pecked Abhishek's smiling lips.

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Shubman felt asleep while reading. Someone shook his shoulder. He woke up with a jerk. "You need to leave. It's time to close the library" the librarian stated. Shubman looked around and realized where he was. He nodded and took up his things. He kept the library book back and walked outside. He wasn't sure if he should go back or not as he wasn't aware if Mayank had left or not yet.

So he started walking around kicking stones on his way. "Shubman" he heard someone calling him. He turned around and saw it was Sara coming towards him waving her hand. "Hey" Sara greeted with a smile.

"Uhh hi" he said trying to give her a smile but Sara knew something was off with him but didn't push him. "How are you?" Sara asked.

"Good. You?"

"I am fine"

Then they got quite for a moment when Sara spoke again.

"You alone? I hardly saw you without Abhishek" Sara asked. "Oh ya he...he is busy" Shubman said.

"Oh. Then why don't you come spend sometime with me?" Sara asked. "Ahh no I am fine. Don't worry. You don't have to bother" Shubman said.

"I thought we were friends" Sara asked keeping her hands on her thighs.

"Ya we are but..." Sara didn't let him complete and dragged hum alone.

"That's it then. We are hanging out today evening"

They spent the evening together. Although she could never complete Abhishek's void in Shubman's life but he was thankful for some company.

He finally returned to his dorm during dinner time thinking to spend sometime with Abhishek alone. But as soon as he entered he was disappointed. He saw both of them cuddled up watching movie. But he immediately covered his expressions not wanting to be a bad best friend.

"Oh hey Shubi. Where were you the whole day?" Abhishek asked him.

"Ahh library" Shubman said uncertainly. Abhishek rolled his eyes. "Why don't you learn to chill man? Our exams are over. You can give it a rest. Why don't you enjoy for sometime? The college life is not coming back. Live it a little Mr. Nerd" Abhishek asked disappointedly.

Shubman just walked towards the washroom without ay reply and as soon as he shut the door behind him tears rolled down his eyes. He pressed his hand on his mouth to stop his sobs. The muffled sobs came out of his mouth which no one heard. He stayed there for few moments. Abhishek called him for dinner. He immediately washed his face and went out.

Shubman saw Mayank was still there. He sighed and walked with them. Abhishek and Mayank started walking hand in hand. Shubman locked the door and accompanied them. They were talking in low voices with each other and Shubman was feeling like a third wheel.

They reached the mess and took their food. Mayank's friends insisted them to join. The whole time they were teasing Abhishek and Mayank. Finally they were done with their dinner and Shubman sighed in relief. He thought finally they could go back to their dorm and spend sometime together. He patiently waited for Abhishek to bid Mayank goodbye but his heart broke when Abhishek spoke.

"Shubi I will come later. You go ahead"

Shubman's face dropped but he put on a fake smile and nodded. He walked back to his dorm room as quickly as possible. He couldn't sleep till late waiting for Abhishek but he didn't come.

It continued for a few days. Abhishek was busy with Mayank. He didn't ask Shubman to leave the room as he didn't like kicking him out but he was sleeping with Mayank. Most of the time Abhishek was with Mayank and Shubman was left alone in college, mess or dorm. Even if they were together Mayank was with them and sometimes even his friends.

Shubman was feeling really lonely. He cried himself to sleep at night lying in fetal position looking at Abhishek's empty bed hoping he would be back today but he never did. Everyone was enjoying their last days with their friends. Shubman was also looking forward to it but he felt extremely alone. Because he just had one friend and he was also busy enjoying his honeymoon phase.

'I am such a pathetic friend. I should be happy for his happiness but I am not. If he got to know he is gonna hate me. But I miss him so damn much. He is my only friend and now I am feeling like I am losing him as well. I hate myself for this but I somewhere hope he hadn't been in relationship' thoughts like this often occupied his mind.

Though Sara used to spend sometime with him but he never felt like he felt with Abhishek.

One day he was sitting alone in park with a book and notebook in front of him solvimg numericals when someone came and sat in front of him. He looked up and got shocked.

"Ishan"

To be continued

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