Silent Scream By Anna Blue

Previously

"I wonder if I can get closer to Carlisle while I'm here. The kids already seem to like me. But then again what about Esme? Why isn't she here and why is she really at Germany. All of the Cullen kids say that she was there for her interior design job for 4-10 years. But I think she might stay there for ever. How can someone just leave someone who is so great, loving and caring as Carlisle. Oh well I'll worry about that some other time. Where ever you are I hope you have a good night and rest up Carlisle. I mean it don't over do things. I love you Carlisle." I said as I got up and went to bed.

I thought I was alone as I was going to sleep but little did I know a certain Hot Blonde Doctor was in the forest watching me with a smile on his face.

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****Carlisle's P.O.V****

I just got back from watching my mate sleeping. I know it sounds like I'm a stalker but I'm not she's my mate for crying out loud. I know for a fact that once I walk into the living room, even though we're dead, everyone will question me. All I hope is that they don't think I'm a creepy stalker.

"Soo How was stalking your mate going. Bet you went in her room." Of course Emmett had to say that. Rose went and slapped him upside the head which made a loud sound. "Ow. Babe why you'd do that?" She rolled her eyes.

"Technically He was in the forest that's facing her window. And could you not think perverted thoughts about her. I don't want to see my soon to be mom in those nightwear." Edward must of saw that sexy nightwear she had on. (A/N: outfit up top or on the side).

"Then could you stop reading my thoughts. You know I have a way of making you stop reading them right?" I gave him my signature smirk. His face paled white more than it already can. 'Haha who has the last laugh now Edward.'

After answering all of their questions I went up to my study and went looking through medical files to see if I had any patients that are giving other doctors a hard time.

~Time Skip (next morning)~

****Kirsten's P.O.V****

Stretching out of bed I turned off my alarm and got my clothes I'm going to wear today and took a shower.

After that I want downstairs ate breakfast then went back upstairs brush my teeth, grabbed my backpack, my keys and drove my car to school. If your all Wondering how I got a car it just suddenly showed up out of nowhere like all my clothes, my phone everything I had in my other world or dimension if that's what you want to call it.

Arriving at school I parked next to Emmetts Jeep and got out to walk next to Rose, Emmett, Alice, Jasper, and Edward. More like the Cullen Kids. I stood there talking to Jasper about AP History, mostly the Civil War, when Emmett suddenly says. "Hey Kirsten. Did you by any chance meet our Dad yesterday or something?" "Yeah I did why?"

"Well can I ask what you think of him?" I was completely shocked that he even said that better yet that it was Emmett who did, but then again his always like this isn't he? "Um...well...I." I blushed looking down.

Smack

Looking up to see what or who that was.

"Babe really. I just wanted to know. It's not like she's having a dirty mind on him." Emmett said and he earned another smack on the head. "Abusive women." He muttered. Rose glared at him. "I'm sorry about him. He acts like a kid way to many times. You don't have to answer that. Let's go to class shall we?"

Nodding my head Okay, we left to first period.

~ Four Hours Later brought to you by Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire~

"I'm soooo bored. Jay do something funny." I complained to Jasper.

"Alright what do you want me to do?" "Oo I know make Mike feel horny because if you do he might just attack Jessica or maybe someone else." My eyes lit up at that idea.

Jasper shifted uncomfortably, but he did it anyways. He looked at Mike and did what ever he did and made Mike horny like I asked. You all should see this it's hilarious his actually looks like it and all.

"Hey Mike. You okay your kind of panting there?" Jess said looking worried. He didn't even get to respond. I think he can't handle it anymore because he got up and ran out leaving the whole table confused. But our table on the other hand was laughing at Mike. Though Emmett's laugh is the loudest.

"Man I can't believe you actually did that. If I had known you could make people feel horny I would have told you to do that ages ago!" Emmett said still laughing.

"Yeah who knew you could. Did you see his face, it was like he had constipation. Haha serves him right." Rosalie said.

"He should've saw that coming. I know I did." Alice replies.

"You guys should've heard what his thoughts were. He didn't even know what was going on." Edward says back.

"It's not my fault. You made me do that Kirsten. You were bored." Jasper sobered up along with everyone else. "Let's go. Class is starting."

We get up just as the bell went off. But not only that the principal is calling announcement.

Bell Announcement:

"Attention everyone just to let you know we are having a talent show next week so those who want to join please come to the Front office and sign up. That is all thank you."

End of announcement

"Wow a talent show huh. Any of you guys going to sign up I know I am." Emmett said excitedly.

"Um I am as well." I said walking to class. They all looked at me shocked.

"Wait you are? What are you going to be doing?" They all asked me at the same time.

"I'll be singing. I love singing songs that others made." I replied.

"What are you singing? And can you sing it for As right now if possible?" Rosalie said interested in what song it is.

"Silent Scream by Anna Blue. And yeah." I said.

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"I'm caught up in your expectations
You try to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration
And you only want the best for me
You're wanting me to show more interest, to always keep a big bright smile

Be the pinky little perfect princess
But I'm not that type of child

And the storm is rising inside of me

Dontcha feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside

Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream

Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And every day you cause me harm
That's the reason why i feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms

Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I've let you down

And the storm is rising inside of me
Dontcha feel that our collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside

Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream

Can't you see
How I cry for help
Cause you should love me
Just for being myself
I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't
Save me right away

Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just get it out
The silent scream

My silent scream" I sang.

All of them were shocked.

"Wow that was great. You're really good." Rosalie told me.

"Yeah you're really great at singing. I can't wait for the talent show now." Alice says and the others agree.

~Time skip to the diner w/ Charlie~

I was sitting in the booth with Charlie in the diner. I noticed that everyone in here was looking at me. So I just picked up the menu. A waitress named Cora came up and took our order. Charlie ordered a steak and potatoes. While I ordered a cheeseburger and fries. After that we'll order some berry cobbler which Bella use to eat when she was little.

"So how was school?"

"It's good. The school is having a talent show and I already signed up for it. I'll be singing. The Cullen's are in it as well." I replied.

"Oh yeah that's good. When is it?" Charlie asked.

"Next week. Your coming to it right?"

"Yeah I am. I wouldn't miss it for the world."

With that we left the diner and drove home. All I want to do is sleep so I can dream about Carlisle.

****Jaspers P.O.V****

Later that night

Me and my family were waiting for Carlisle to get home from work. We wanted to tell him about his mate singing and about the talent show. We then hear a car pull up and then a door closing. Carlisle walked in and saw that we were waiting for him so I started to talk.

"Okay so we just wanted to let you know that we're having a talent show at the school next week and we are going to be in it but not only that so will Kirsten. She's going to be singing. Her voice is amazing. It's like nothing you've ever heard before." I said complementing his mate. Everyone agreed.

"Okay I'll be there for you guys. I just have to call in and tell them. Wait! Did you say that Kirsten is going to be in it and singing. Also you guys heard her sing." He looked shocked about it.

Nodding our head yes we waited to see what he does. After 2 minutes he started to smile.

"Wow. I can't wait to hear her voice."

Then we all went to hunt except for Carlisle. He went to see his mate who's probably wearing another nightwear.