☁I didn't loose a friend...
I just realized...
I never had one☁

Julia Third POV.

Julia spat out little blood from her mouth continuously as her heart kept racing. The force in which her back made contact with the hard wall, left a huge pain at her back but to her glory she felt no spinal cord of hers broken.

The whole hall was in shock and after some minutes everyone returned to normal like it was something they were used to seeing.

Lilian and Loveth quickly ran to Julia's aid with agitation written on their face. If Julia had listen to them, she won't be in this condition. They felt her pain sincerely.

There's nothing painful than to get humiliated in front of everyone by your own friend.

"Julia.. Julia are you okay? Say something". Lilian pleaded to hear Julia's voice.

But Julia was silent, her head was bent so low that her brunette hair covered her face from the shame she was feeling.

Rose walked up to them expressionless as she looked down at Julia with a rigid expression.

"I hope this was enough for you to wise up". She simply said and walked off with out helping Julia.

Only if she listened to me, this wouldn't have happened to her. Rose thought as her heart squeeze for leaving a very good friend of hers helpless.

Lilian and Loveth helped Julia up by carrying her to the female restroom, once they were in, they closed the door as Julia dropped to the ground still being mute.

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Why me? Why me? I asked myself continuously as tears began to fall from my eyes.
Jayden you're the worse. Maybe I would have moved on.
Maybe I would have forgotten about him when he acted like a jerk the first day I laid my eyes on him.
Because...
He himself forgot about me.
He forgot about the friendship we shared.
Our usual saying was;
Mess with one of us then you mess with the three of us.
But today, now I know it would never be the same.

"She doesn't want to fucking leave me alone. Yes... I fucked her once... "

Where did such lie come from? Since when did I ever had a sexual relationship with him?

"... Since then she has been forming lies of me being her friend since childhood...".

His words rang in my head again.
Between him and I who the shit is lying.

Enough, enough of this shit.

He took me as his past friend, his outdated friend and so I'll do same... I'll do same bitterly.

''Julia dear... Please speak to us". Loveth voice begged.

And for Rose. I can't accept the fact that she was right. If I would have listen. She warned me almost all the time. But my unmatured brain said otherwise.

But... But. It was mean of her not to help me when I was in need for her to do so.
My mission was to bring us back together but my mission failed because of Jayden. He's the real reason for this.

In minutes tears dropped from my eyes. I'm such a fool, I should have known that people change over the years.
Rose changed,
Jayden changed over the years completely, he changed into an ill minded person, with no feeling.
The more I thought of it the more tears fell from my red eyes.

I got up and stride towards the mirror as I brushed my hair backwards with my hand.

"Julia you will not cry, you will not cry... you hear me. You will not cry for that insufficient fool, that frustrated idiot". I said angrily pointing at myself in the mirror.

"Julia are you okay". Loveth asked worriedly as Lilian and Loveth eyes widen in fear.

"I'm so alright...I'm definitely splendid... I'm so happy Instead rejoiced". I replied maniacally as I ruffled my hand in my hair.

"I've known Jayden since when I was little, since when I was a toddler before we met Rose. We grew up together hand in hand. He was my protector I depended on when I was always in trouble, he was like a brother when mine wasn't there, he was always looking after me when my parents weren't. Yes... You could say my world revolved around him sometimes. But his actions today was unspeakable, was unacceptable. He isn't the Jayden I know any more. He is a jerk... A big fat stupid jerk. He deserve to be humiliated like the way I was". I spoke outrageously as my heart squeeze for the millionth time.

I've never been so humiliated like the way I was today.

Loveth and Lilian stared at me with teary eyes. I could see they felt my pain my hurt.

"Sorry Julia. We know what it means to loose a friend you value so much". Lilian said her head bowed low.

"No... You can't say that. I didn't loose a friend. I just realized I never had one". I replied confidently cleaning the tears in my eyes.

I washed my face with the tap water and damp my face with a face towel. I turned around staring at Lilian and Loveth with a smiled on my face but they didn't return it.

It's time to face reality. You Julia, you'll show them that you've also changed. I smiled widely at them but all they did was stare at me.

"Come on, what's it?"

"We just feel really sad for you". Lilian said softly.

"Am I dying soon?"

"No". They replied confusedly.

"So cheer up, okay?" I said dragging their cheeks as they smiled genuinely.

"That's the feeling".

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It's been two weeks since that incidence happened to me. I cared less of how people looked at me. Some with pity, some where pleased with what happened to me on that day while some envied me.

The question here is what do they see in me to envy about? Seriously It's stupid.

Entering into the college building as always the hall is loud with lousy people, anytime Britney sees me in the hall. She starts laughing like an idiot. This continued for almost a month, but guess what? I cared less.

Stupid girlfriend.

After that little argument Rose and I had, we sort out our differences. The relationship Rose, Lillian and Loveth had, started to advance. They got to know about each other like a piece of cake.

Wherever Lillian and Loveth were, there the fun begins.

Before we knew it, we were done with 1st level. Summer, spring, autumn and winter passed by then 2nd level was over and now we were in our 3rd year of study in college. As always, Rose and I will always try to have good grade so that our GPA won't drop.

And yes... I still had my eyes on that guy who I spotted at the reading hall.
I finally found out that his name was Andrew... Andrew Greg. That name fits his personality and for his face towel, I returned it back to him as he smiled at me sweetly.
He's such a nice guy.

I've been crushing on this guy for 2 good years, I couldn't just meet him and tell him I had a crush on him.

Rose, Loveth and Lillian found out and they wouldn't stop teasing me about him. Rose was happy about me crushing on him but anytime I talk about Andrew, Lillian just don't like him but if I crushing on him makes me happy she just had to let it go.

We were now at the cafeteria hall. We sat at our usual table. Rose sat down by my left 3 inches away from me while Lillian sat in front of me with Loveth by her side.

As usual the popularities came into the eating hall with their loud noises as always. They sat at their usual table but this time Instead of Jayden to face his back at us he sat down facing at our direction as he studied which student sat on the bench I sat.

Since when did my eating table become an interesting drama. Before I could advert my eyes away from his direction. I found out he was staring at me carefully, he kept on staring deeply into my eyes.

Why is he looking at me? Is he looking for someone to bully since he couldn't find one since 2 years ago.

I quickly adverted my stare when Andrew sat beside me. His presence made me jump a little as my ears turned pink.

"Good morning ladies". He greeted sweetly as always.

Yah... Since the day I returned his face towel he became friends with me and my friends.

"Good morning". Rose replied still eating.

"Owh... Hey". Lilian greeted boringly.

"Goody morning". Loveth greeted with a smile.

"Erm... I'll say hi". I greeted nervously.

Why am I nervous?

"So what's your next class medical students". He asked Rose and I.

Lilian squeeze her face in a sarcastic way and shrugged.

"Biology". Rose replied.

Andrew moved his gaze at me waiting for my reply.
Arh.. What do I have next? How can I not know? His presence isn't making me think. Where is my voice?

"History". I answered after finding my voice.

"That's nice". He complimented.

"Of course It's nice, she's coming with us in 3 minutes. Julia, hurry up". Lilian said with a serious tone.

Anytime Andrew is around us, Lilian... Well... She's not nice towards him. For Andrew he cared less. Andrew is in social department just like Lilian and Loveth, he wants to be a business man.

Suddenly, I could feel a hard stare in front of me. Someone kept staring at me patiently. When I looked up I saw it was Jayden. He had a scowl on his face. He kept his hard stare on Andrew.

What is wrong with him? Andrew never did anything to him, so why such an unfriendly look?
Well I get it. The Lions and the Tigers aren't in good terms but for Andrew, he is a nice guy.

"So I'm on my way, girls". Andrew said jollily making me stare at him once more.

''Yah... Bye". I said shyly as he stood up and left.

"Yah... Bye and never sit here again". Lilian said with an annoyed expression which was kinda cute.

"Come on, give the guy a break". Loveth finally spoke up trying not to laugh.

"Owh... The last time I checked the devil never gave us a break". Lilian replied as we all burst out laughing.

As I finished my lunch I still felt someone gazing at me. Seriously, this is frustrating than it seems.
When I looked away from my empty plate, I saw it was Jayden again, he just kept on staring at me like a statue, waiting for me to move.

An angry scowl immediately formed on my face at his attitude and then he smiled at my actions showing does charming dimple of his which easily melts a heart.

But that smile was a dagger to my heart, it wasn't that charming to me as it was then. How dare you smile at me after what you did to me?

Stupid piece of shit. Keep your hypocritical smile to your stupid self.

"Why the annoyed expression Julia?" Loveth asked noticing my change of expression.

"It's nothing important, It's just a shitty person that turned on my bad button". I said carelessly and I got up, "Girls lets head to history class".

And we did while Rose left for her lectures.
As always history was so boring.
I hate that subject.

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"Since we have discussed on article, I want you all to write your own article and It's been printed as a manuscript". Mr. Ben said staring at us with his usual smile as few student grumbled.

"Mr. Ben that's a lot of work". A male student nagged.

"Well, it must be done if you want to pass 3rd level this year". Mr. Ben reminded.
"So make sure you submit it 10 am sharp in my office". He lastly said and carefully placed his teaching material in his bag.

"I've got a question Mr. Ben". A female student called for his attention.

"Yes, go on".

"Can we also write an article based on relationship, like love or friendship?"

"Of course you can. Just make sure you are able to pass some valuable information on why you chose such title for your article".

"Can you give us a hint on the title friendship". Another student asked.

"This is meant to be your assignment but I'll answer it anyways". Mr. Ben replied the student.
"As per, we all know friendship is the relationship shared between two or more friends. So all you have to do is, tell us how close you are to that person, what type of friendship you share. Because a good friend either from the past or present is always there to support you through thick and thin. True friends doesn't humiliate each other but fight for them''. He lastly said.

"Is that the type of friendship you share with Miss. Nina?" Lilian asked curiously as everyone chuckled in the class.

"It's not teasing time Lilian. Just make sure you..."

"if I'm not mistaken I'm having this class... Like right now". Miss Nina interjected smiling smugly.

Yep, she still teaches us math.

Mr. Ben turned to face the door where she stood as a smile crawled up his face. Like he was happy to see her.

"Pardon Miss. Nina, I'll be heading out now".
"Student have a nice day". Mr. Ben said walking towards the door were Miss. Nina stood.

He tried walking out through the door from the left but Miss . Nina mistakenly blocked him. He tried the right but Miss. Nina also obstructed him and they both started chuckling.

"I'm sorry, I'll go through the left why you by the right". Mr. Ben instructed as they both nodded their head.

Mr. Ben finally stepped out of the class with a pink face while Miss. Nina stepped into the class with pink ears.

"Oooooh..." We all cooed teasingly.

"Shut up". She snapped at us all which made us shut up.

She cleared her throat dropping her hand bag on the teacher's table and face us.

She cleared her throat again holding her long stick "I meant keep quiet", she said politely which made everyone chuckle.

"Why are you all laughing?". She asked curiously.

"Nah... It's nothing, It's just your ears are light shade of pink". Loveth said nonchalantly shrugging her shoulders.

Lilian and Loveth aren't meant to be in this class but they gave a reason why they are here.

"No It's not". Miss. Nina denials.

"If I may ask, what relationship do you have between you and Mr. Ben?" A male student asked.

"We are just friends and nothing more".

"I don't think so Miss. Nina, the way you two stare at each other is so romantic". Lilian teased.

"Oh please, quit the stupid question and let the shitty class begin". Miss. Nina said trying to be arrogant but her face was pink already.

She went straight to the board and wrote the topic in which she will lecture us on.

"Jayden collect all the students assignments". She said and faced us all with a frown.

Miss. Nina is back to her annoying ways.

Jayden got up and started collecting all students assignment. When he finally got to me, I stretched out my hand handing him mine as he purposely grace his fingers on my skin lightly which made goosebumps evident on my skin. I stared at him with wide eyes as he smiled mischievously and turned to keep the notes on the table.

Is Jayden okay? He's up to something. He wants his bitchy girl to insult me again. Whatever you're up to, I won't let you win. I won't let you humiliate me again you stupid guy.

Cute Julia Robert

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Owh😮 what is Jayden up to?

After disgracing Julia 2 years ago what is his next move?