Justin's Apology

When I get back to Wisconsin State University, I lock myself in my dorm and get under the white sheets, beginning and trying to cry myself to sleep.

I can't believe he would say that about me, saying I'm "emotionally-damaged" and "fragile." It's like when we get back together and be all happy and fine something like this creeps up on us and ruin everything.

The worst part of it wasn't finding Justin had done this "Friends With Benefits game" thing with many other girls or that he I was his next victim, but, that Claire, my own new best friend knew about all of it.

Claire didn't warn, she stood like watched it and watched me get played like a fool, like a piece in Justin's dark twist games. She watched me and didn't say or do anything.

I thought I could trust her, I thought I could trust him but, this terrible and heartbreaking moment in my life made me realize two things: You can't trust anyone and Looks can be deceiving.

I should've listen to all of my gut feelings but, I ignored them, thinking Justin wasn't like those other guys. But, I thought wrong. He turned out to be exactly what I feared for. He turned out be a evil, manipulating, selfish, posing, ruthless, cold hearted, heartless, and mean guy.

Why? Why me? WHY!, I think to myself. I am taken out of my thoughts by the banging, screaming, shouting, cursing, and yelling at my dorm door.
It is a familiar voice that I know. It is Justin Bieber.

"Mel, open the fucking door! We could talk it out!" He yells. I sit up quickly and throw the sheets off of me, jumping off of my bed and running to my door. "Justin! We gave done enough talking! I am done! Go away!" I yell back. "No I'm not leaving. I want to apologize!" He shouts.

"It's too late to apologize!!The damage is done. You can't fix me now!!! You have scarred me for life!! You have shattered me and my heart and my life!!!" I scream.

He bangs the door and I flinch quickly , taking a few steps back away from the door in fear that Justin will come through this door and hurt me physically. Would he hurt me?, I ask myself.

He wouldn't hurt me physically i k ow that but, I can't risk him and I can't risk this. Anymore. "If you love me Justin then you will leave!!!!! Leave and never come back!!!" I yell. My throat is burning and the lump is slowly finding its way back into my throat.

"Don't say that! I can't leave you Mel!" He shouts. "You heard what I said." I say softly, and walk away from door and jump back into my bed, under the white sheets. I cover my ears with my pillow to block out Justin's yelling and banging on the door. "I'm sorry." He apologizes softly and then I hear footsteps walking away from my dorm. After he leaves, I cry myself to sleep under the sheets with the pillow on my ears.

(The songs for this chapter was One Republic's Apologize, Kelly Clarkson's Already Gone, Demi Lovato's Fix A Heart, and Taylor Swift's Tell Me Why. I hope everyone loved this chapter and the songs!!! Vote!!!! Comment!!! Read!)

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