uGH I LOVE THIS SONG SM! it's so chill and ig the beginning can match up to the story line but not that well but i just wanted to share the song bc it's beautiful and now i'm rambling enjoy the story

(blakes POV)

I was lying down on my bed in my hotel room, looking through leilani's instagram, and noticed she posted something new. I clicked on it and saw she was smiling in front of the Notre Dame. She looked so beautiful, it made me smile. I don't care a lot but today was an exception. I had hurt her. Unintentionally, but still. I wish she would just let me explain to her that it's different from what the picture says. I cover my face with my hands, still crying. I can't lose her. She's the love of my life and i'm still planning on making her my wife. I have to talk to her tonight but in the meantime i'll take a shower, hoping it'll make me feel slightly better even though i already know it won't.

On the way to our little arena, i put both earbuds in and stare out the window, trying to ignore my best mates talking about their fun day with leilani. I was trying to think of ways to talk to leilani and i didn't need them to interrupt. 

The entire soundcheck, i kept to myself. Barely said a word while we were getting ready for the performance. That is, until Reece confronted me about it.

"I'm still angry at you but i'm doing this for my two best friends sake. I think you should try to talk to leilani. She's crazy about you and she's been an emotional mess ever since last night. Whatever happened....please explain because i know you wouldn't purposely hurt her."

"Yeah i would never. The situation was way different than what the picture shows."

"Find time to tell her tonight and you can explain it to me later." Reece says and i nod my head.

There she was, in the middle front row like every show. I didn't think she'd come tonight but i'm glad she did. I tried to catch her gaze many times during the concert but she wouldn't meet it. To try to take my mind off things, I focused on my singing and let myself dance.

Then, we started singing Love Again. If it hurt me, i knew it hurt her even more. Right when she heard the first few notes, i saw her quietly walk out. Reece and George both noticed too.

'What should i do?' I ask with a facial expression. They give me a look that says, 'go get her!'. I say sorry to the crowd and run offstage. I burst through the doors, searching frantically for leilani. It was hard to see in the dark but a minute or two later, i found her. She was outside walking alone towards the garden surrounding the building. Eventually i catch up to her.

"If it's Reece or George, please go back to the concert. I appreciate the thought but i need to be alone for a second." She says, her back turned towards me.

"Leilei, it's me." I say quietly. She doesn't even respond, she just walks faster towards the exit. Each time she gets ahead of me, i catch up. "Leilei, please just listen to me."

"Why should i? You said it yourself, i don't deserve this. I'm done being abused, i'm done being cheated on, i'm done with it all. I hope you and your slutty new girlfriend have a good life. I'm going back home right now, i don't ever want to see your face again."

"She's not my girlfriend, leilani!" I say a little too urgently, not wanting her to leave and go back home.

"Oh, so one night stand?"

"No! Leilani just- listen to me...please." My tone gets gentler with every word. "You don't even have to talk or even stop walking, just...let me explain." She didn't talk or stop so i took my chance. "I know the picture looks bad, really bad and you don't know how sorry i am for that. I just want to let you know, i did not kiss her. She's my ex and she appeared out of nowhere but next thing i knew, she was kissing me."

"Did you kiss her back?" She asks quietly. Not once has she looked back at me.

"No, of course not! I don't know who took that picture but right after it was taken, i pushed her away and told her to get out." 

"Give me one good reason why i should believe you."

"Alright, i will." I sigh, knowing that if i didn't tell her this, i could loose her. "Remember when i talked to your dad that day before tour? Remember how happy i was afterwards and i didn't tell you?"

She stopped in her tracks.

"I will tell you why if you please just turn around and look at me." She does as i say, her eyes red with tears. I take a deep breath before saying, "I was talking to your dad about how amazing you are and i told him i'd like to marry you when we're a year or two older and he gave me his blessing already. He said he thinks we're perfect for each other. That's why i was so ecstatic. Leilani, I promise y-" I get cut off by her lips crashing onto mine. In the next second, we're locked in a passionate kiss. I could taste her salty tears on her lips, so i pulled away ever so slightly and rest my forehead against hers.

"I'm so so sorry. I will never ever do this to you again." I pretty much mumble into her mouth before closing the small gap only to have her pull away a second later. She's still crying and not looking me in eyes, so i push her hair back and wipe away her tears. I lift her chin up so i can look her in her beautiful eyes. "God, i love you." I gently cup her face in my hands and kiss her again. After a few minutes of kissing, she pulls away.

"Do you have to go back to your concert?" She asks me.

"I probably should. We're only in the middle of it. Do you want to come back with me?" I ask and she nods. "I guess this really is the city of love." I smirk and she pulls away.

"Ew, that was really cheesy, but yeah i guess." She grabs my hand and we run back to the arena. She runs to the front row while i run back on stage and everyone cheers. Luckily, they weren't in the middle of a song.

"You're back?" George looks from me to leilani, hopeful.

"I sure am." I grin.

(Leilani's POV)

During the concert i still felt a little numb from before Blake and I talked, but i put on a smile. I'm glad we made up because i didn't know how long i could've gone without him. I trust Blake with all my heart to know he wasn't lying when he told me about the kiss. 

Blake and i went back to our hotel room because we were both so exhausted from our long day. I was so tired i didn't think before i threw my shirt off and exchanged my jeans for pajama shorts. I was really hot so i just had my sports bra on. I turn around and see blake staring at me while laying on our bed.

"You're beautiful." He smiles and pats the spot beside him. "I need a cuddle, c'mere." I sit down beside him and he drapes his arm around my shoulder while i curl into him. 

"Wanna watch some friends?" He suggests.

"Is that even a question? Of course i do." I laugh. Once the episode starts, Blake turns on his side and wraps his arms around me. His hands warm against my skin, which sent goosebumps down my spine. I run my hands through his dark curls the entire time and scratched his head a bit, which i know he loved. When he eventually got really sleepy, he buries his head in the crook of my neck and hums. I smile but climb out of the bed.

"Nope." I say, walking towards the bathroom. Blake lands on his face into the bed from my absence and groans.

"Why do you do this to me?"

"Because i need to brush my teeth and take my make up off." I say and he joins me in getting ready for bed. The whole time i stay quiet, thinking about last nights and todays events. I brush it off, knowing it's all resolved now. We jump in bed and this time i let him cuddle me. 

"To what you said earlier about my dad's blessing, my mom gave hers too." He was lying on his back while i laid on my stomach, my body half way on his as i play with his hair.

"Wait, really?" His smile grows.

I nod before saying, "Yeah while you were talking with my dad, i was telling my mum all about you and she wants me to get married to you." I smile too but at this his smile was the biggest i've ever seen it.

"I swear i fall deeper and deeper in love with you every day, leilei."

did you guys enjoy it? i hope so! 

@ashs_lemontree are you mad at blake still?

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-madi<3