@sawyer.B - out with the old in with the new...

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     Sawyer was beaming from all the comments she was getting on her post. She rarely posted on social media.

"I told you it'd look like a professional photo." Brianna beamed with her, staring at the post.

"Are you sure this isn't too much?" Sawyer asked as she stood in front of the mirror looking at her dress.

"Girl it's fucking new years, nothing's too much." Brianna stood behind her, resting her chin on Sawyers shoulder.

"I hope so." Sawyer nodded her head, "do you think he's going to be there..?"

"If you're talking about cigarettes, yes. It's how he makes his money." Brianna laid down on her bed.

"What do you mean makes his money?" Sawyer frowned at Brianna through the mirror.

"Ya know like deals drugs with his brother." Brianna was locked in on her phone.

"Deals drugs with his brother." Sawyer repeated underneath her breath.

It was all making sense to her now. That's why he was always so secretive.

"Oh. I never knew that." Sawyer slowly nodded.

"That's literally what they're known for." Brianna let out as if it was obvious. Brianna widened her eyes at her phone, "check this out." She motioned for Sawyer to come over.

Sawyer walked over to the bed and stood looking down at Brianna's phone. It was a video of Ashtray from a few days prior boxing.

"A win is a win." Sawyer chuckled. After the dance she had muted him on all his social medias, she did not wanna see him happy.

"What do you mean?" Brianna asked confused.

"I told him to take boxing to channel his anger."

"To channel his anger? Is he a toddler?" Brianna laughed at sawyer. She looked into Sawyers eyes and placed a hand on sawyers shoulder. "I love you sawyer, never change." Brianna got up from her bed.

Sawyer looked at Brianna as she grabbed her bag, "you're the bag girl for tonight." She handed Brianna, her phone and lip gloss.

Brianna smiled and put them into her bag, along with her stuff as well, "Ready?"

"Yup."

     Sawyer and Brianna got out of their Uber and walked up to the house the party was in, it was huge.

The song hypnotize was blaring, and there was people everywhere you could think.

A car pulled up and Ashtray, Fezco, and Rue all got out.

Brianna quickly looked over at Sawyer seeing what she was going to do.

"Seriously rue?" Sawyer frowned at her sister, irritated at who she was with.

"What? I'm just havin fun." Rue glanced at the boys then at her younger sister.

"Sup lil ones." Fezco smiled at the girls.

"Hey fezzy." Brianna smiled back, waving.

"Hii fez!" Sawyer beamed at him.

She then brought her attention to Ashtray who didn't say a word. He just looked at sawyer as if he was staring into her soul. Like he could see right through her.

Sawyer picked up on this and did it back.

Everyone around them felt the awkward tension that was building.

"Ummmm im gonna go." Rues eyes batted between them and the party.

"Yeah, me too!" Brianna added and quickly followed behind Rue.

Fezco chuckled at the two, "don't miss my call man." He warned and walked over to the party.

"Are you gonna say something or just stare at me all night?"

"What the fuck are you wearing?" Ashtray coldly let out. He looked sawyer up and down slowly.

"What are you wearing? We're at a New Year's party not an all boys sleepover."

"What's up with your new attitude?" Ashtray crossed his arms.

Sawyer took a step closer to him, "what's up with the lies? It's like everything I knew- everything I thought I knew about you wasn't true."

"The fuck are you talking about?" Ashtray scoffed, not taking his eyes off of her.

"For one you're not the sweet gentle soft light hearted guy you pretend to be, you truly are the cold hearted asshole that everyone says you are." Sawyer took another step closer to him.

"Oh yeah?" Ashtray pretended to frown down at the girl.

"And you're a fucking drug dealer. Who lies about taking care of their sick grandmother." She got even closer to him.

Now they were just inches apart.

Ashtray never took his gaze off Sawyer as she spoke. He didn't really care what she had to say honestly. He couldn't help but admire her beauty.
And how funny she looked when she was mad.

"You're mad because I wanted to protect you." Ashtray chuckled, "Okay? Want a fuckin cookie."

"Protect me from what? I'm not even mad that you sell drugs I could honestly careless about that. I just don't know why you couldn't tell me."

"Jesus, fuck, sawyer." Ashtray raised his voice, "I didn't want you to see me different. Like you said everyone already thinks im a cold hearted asshole, but you saw me differently and I thought if you knew you'd think of me way different." He admitted.

"Why? I've never given you a reason to think I'd judge you." Sawyer placed her hand on Ashtrays arm.

"I don't fucking know okay." Ashtray voice began to get shakey as if he was about to cry.

"You know I will always have your back no matter what just like you had mine even after everything. But this was my karma."

"Your karma?" He frowned.

"Yeah. When I was confused instead of being honest I was a coward and hurt you. Just like you did to me." Sawyer softly spoke.

"I don't wanna talk about shit like this anymore." Ashtrays cold demeanor slowly made its way back.

"Well, you still didn't explain the night of the dance. What was that about?" Sawyer needed answers.

Ashtray let out a big sigh, "you have to promise on your life you won't tell a fuckin soul Lee. I mean it."

" I promise."

What was it with all these promises Sawyer had to keep. She had learned so much heavy information about so many different things in such a short amount of time. It was all stressing her out.

       Sawyer and Ashtray stood at the liquor table taking turns chugging a bottle of Pink Whitney.

Both of them had way to much on their minds and needed an out.

Sawyer slammed the bottle down as it was now empty.

"Holy shit." Ashtray couldn't hold back his laughs, "how did we finish the bottle."

"I- I don't know." Sawyer laughed with him, shaking her head, " I wanna danceeeee."

"Lee. I don't dance." Ashtray tried to look at Sawyer but everything seemed like it was moving around him.

Sawyer smirked at him and intertwined her fingers with his. Ashtray snickered and trailed behind her as they made their way to the dance area.

Sawyer started dancing, feeling herself. And the all the alcohol. Ashtray just stood watching her.

"Come onnnn." She grabbed his hands and placed them around her waist and on her stomach since she was facing away from him.

Ashtray gave in a little which made Sawyer happy.

Maddy and some random dude walked next to sawyer and ashtray.

Maddy pulled sawyer into a hug, "hey bitch!" She smiled.

"Heyyyy!" Sawyer smiled back wrapping her arm around Maddys shoulder.

The two girls began dancing back to back.

"Yo im Travis." The dude looked at Ashtray and put his hand out.

Ashtray looked at him for a second, "yo im ashtray." He dapped him up.

"Like- like what you put your woods out on?" Travis asked in an unserious manner with a chuckle.

"Uh yeah." Ashtray didn't really understand what he was saying. He just agreed.

Sawyer tripped a little and looked up at Ashtray, "I need air." She couldn't stand straight.

"Come on mama." Ashtray wrapped his arm around her and tried his best to lead her toward the back yard.

He brought her to a chair by the pool and she sat on his lap, staring up at the stars.

Ashtrays phone started ringing and he answered it, "Yo what's good?"

"Start the car and be ready man." Fezco said.

"Alright, sure thing." Ashtray replied before hanging up.

"We gotta go." Ashtray shook sawyer a little bit. She was falling asleep.

She quickly opened her eyes and got up.

Just as they were about to leave Sawyer spotted Brianna and Troy standing near the pool making out.

Without thinking Sawyer stormed toward them and used all the strength she had, pushing them into the pool.

Everyone around them shifted their attention onto them. Sawyer stood with her hand on her mouth shocked at her own actions.

"Fucking bitch." Sawyer looked Brianna dead in her eyes, before glancing at Troy and spitting on him.

Sawyer grabbed Brianna's bag that was sitting on the table near them,pulling out her phone and lip gloss before throwing the bag into the pool too.

"Fuck." Ashtray muttered underneath his breath watching her. Sawyer sped walked over to ashtray.

"We gotta go." He picked her up and got to the car as fast as he could.

Ashtray laid Sawyer out in the back seat,
And he got into the driver seat.

"What's the rush?"

"Nate's about to get it." Ashtray looked back  at her, from the drivers seat.

Sawyers mind went to a dirty place causing her to laugh, "Well I want, it, too." She paused, "fr-from you obviously." She corrected herself.

Ashtray smirked at Sawyer, "come here."

Sawyer quickly lifted herself up and sat in the middle seat leaning her head towards Ashtrays.

Ashtray brought one of heads to the back of Sawyers head, pulling her closer. Their foreheads were touching.

Sawyers breathing began to get sharp and fast. She kept her eyes locked on Ashtrays waiting to see what he was going to do next.

But she couldn't wait any longer and she took the lead. Sawyer closed her eyes and connected her lips onto Ashtrays.

His lips were warm and soft. They parted slightly, allowing her tongue to slip inside.

Ashtray kept his grip on sawyers head as he got more into the kiss. Both of them got more and more aggressive.

Ashtray brought his free hand to the rim of sawyers dress. His fingers slowly traced the lace of her underwear.

"Don't tease me." Sawyer breathed out, in a sensual tone.

Ashtray smirked, as he started slowly kissing Sawyers neck, her jawline, her face.

Sawyer leaned her head back and widened the gap between her legs, as Ashtrays fingers made their way inside her underwear, pleasuring her.

Small moans escaped Sawyers lips, while Ashtray continued to kiss all over her.

Sawyer pulled away, catching her breath. She removed Ashtrays hand from her underwear and brought her hand to feel him.

"You don't have to." Ashtray assured.

"I want to." Sawyer let out.

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath before slowly pulling down his sweats and boxers, bringing her face down.

Sawyer looked up at Ashtray who smiled at her. He adjusted himself in his seat.

Sawyer didn't know what to say. The only thing in her mind was if it was good or not. She really hoped she hadn't embarrassed herself.

"Hey. Stop overthinking." Ashtray looked back at Sawyer.

"I'm not." Sawyer lied. But ashtray could see right through her.

"Lee. We agreed no more lying." Ashtray sternly let out. Just as he was about speak again Fezco quickly opened the passenger side door, practically throwing himself into the car.

"Go!"

AN

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