I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate?
I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine

I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why

All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter
I know it I know it I know I'm hurting deep down but can't show it
I never had a place to call my own
I never had a home
Ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
They say every life precious but nobody care about mine

I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate?
I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine

I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die today
You don't gotta die
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die
Now lemme tell you why

It's the very first breath
When your head's been drowning underwater
And it's the lightness in the air
When you're there
Chest to chest with the lover
It's holding on, though the road's long
And seeing light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection
Finally knowing who it is
I know that you'll thank God you did

I know where you been, where you are, where you goin'
I know you're the reason I believe in life
What's the day without a little night?
I'm just tryna shed a little light
It can be hard
It can be so hard
But you gotta live right now
You got everything to give right now

I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate?
I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine

I finally wanna be alive (Finally wanna be alive)
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die today
I don't wanna die
Finally wanna be alive (Finally wanna be alive)
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
(No, I don't wanna die)
(I just wanna live)
(I just wanna live)

Pain don't hurt the same, I know
The lane I travel feels alone
But I'm moving 'til my legs give out
And I see my tears melt in the snow
But I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry anymore
I wanna feel alive
I don't even wanna die anymore
Oh I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't even wanna die anymore

*looks at the letter from his late  Uncle Ben and cries*

Letter:Dear Peter,
Peter, I don't know if things are difficult right now for you, and im sorry about that. I think I know what you're feeling. Ever since you were a baby you've been living with so many unresolved things. About how your birth family was like. Well take it from an old man, those things send us down a road, they make us who we are,and if anyone is destined for greatness, it's you son.You owe the world your gifts, you just have to figure out how to use them,and know that wherever they take you, we'll always be there. So come on home Peter, you're a hero, and we love you. Who ever adopted you had a great heart for wanting you as their son.And remember with great power comes great responsibility
-Ben Parker,Your uncle

*grabs phone and texts the Juveniles*

Assassin_Angel13
StiningGuardian0923
JazzyNerd
CORVELLA
STARBOLTS
CORVELLAAA
WALLCRAWLING
XXXshadowsdieXXX
Chaoticwebbs
-bitchy-badass-
the_darkess_girl
Symbiote-Spider
Ghostboy7404

"I don't want to die anymore"

"Can you help fix an emotional unstable mess like me?"

-Parker Romanoff Signing off

//I need help to....i don't know how to ask for help either... I'm scared that everyone will push me away for being different and acting different....i dealt with a alot of things I shouldn't have and kept emotions bottled up for eight years now and it's gotten to the point where I broke down crying in class twice.....i cry myself to sleep sometimes...i made my mother cry because I refused to talk to her about my problems and what I'm going through.... and it even got to the point where I thought about ending it all...but I can't....I've promised to my grandfather before he passed away that I would try to be happy...but I guess I couldn't keep that promise.....I'm just trying to get through my shitty life,not for me,but for my grandfather since he wouldn't want his grandson,a bastard child who's parents got married when he was three to end his life...i guess I'll try to get through life until I can find something that can make me happy. I'll deal with the fake smiles of kids in my class who ask me for something only to throw me away right after like a piece of garbage and pretend i don't exist...I'll deal with the racist hispanic stereotypes I hear everyday when I'm on my way to school...I'll deal with all the family drama i go through..I'll deal all the false stories I hear about my uncle being a horrible person and possibly being sent back to Guatemala...I'll deal with my depressing thoughts,until I can finally find what can make me happy in life....until then I'll be that sad little guatemalan boy who hides in the corner and says everything is okay when in reality...it's not and think about it next time...is it me or Peter who is asking for help