i wake up. crying. again. The nightmare came back
nightmare
"Did everything i ever said not matter,Hannah why do you always keep secrets? i tell you everything!"
Hannah smild "thats why you are such a b**** valley girl,you are right you are just a Monster!!" i stood in the rain,tears streaming down my face... "why hannah.....i open up to you and you leave.I guess im no tori.,.but i tried. isnt that important? does she even care? N0. she hates you remember YOU did this! you know what Hannah would be better off without  you,the whole world would your just a waste of space. Why was this happening? why am i such a screw up. the world is better without me..,
Top of Empire state building
"PLEASE KAT DONT JUMP" Citty shreiked
"Let her. we are better off never knowing her. Think,she is just a waste of space"
"youre right hannah,get your camera Tori would love to see this.
"im sorry for hurting you....bye,cuz there is no good .in goodbye"
it all went black
I sat up choking on tears gasping for air. Its the same dream. Matbe its trying to tell me something....but what? I wiped my tears and proceded to the bathroom.