Friend Zoned. thats what i was. I was friend zoned. By my love,by my life, by the girl i can never have. "Victoria this,Victoria that!! Victoria Victoria Victoria and then there is me. the girl sje depends on,the annoying little sister,a human tissue,just a friend." tears threatend my eyes as i looked at my drawing from math "band aids and scotch tape cant fix a broken heart." why??? All i can ask myself is why? why do i love her,why cant she love me,why am i never good enough? i went to the bathroom and locked the door and looked in the mirror. stupid. ugly. naive. Gay. thats what i saw. I knew i eas human because i cried. Crying is what seperates us from the monsters and the animals. True but where is the quote about being friendzoned? ugh. im pathetic. Why cant i just be normal barbie and love the ken dolls at my school? oh yeah, because they arent her. They can never compare. We only dated for three hours but im heartbroken for eternity. I got my kindle and turned on "six degrees of seperation" by the script. I loved this song. But why do i love her? oh yeah,because shes beautiful,smart,and perfect in every single way. I just wish she knew how i felt and how i saw her in my eyes. She would see herself like she saw victoria. She would know even when she just says hi,it makes my heart skip a beat. It is love. Unnoticed,Unreturned,love. Blind stupid love. Because she will never understand to a true extent how sje makes me feel about her. Her laugh her smile,her eyes,just breath taking.