Your POV:
You hesitated when you reached your destination. Your fist stood frozen just inches away from the door. Was this the best place for answers? Hell, it was the only place for answers.
Your knuckles tapped the wooden door three times.
"Hanji? It's me, (f/n). I..I need your help." Within minutes, the glasses-wearing titan enthusiast stood right in front of you, so close that you could feel her breath blowing against your nose.
"Ah, (F/n), what could be your troubles?" Hanji asked. "As if I don't already know, my little female shifter." Hanji creepily added while tapping the tip of your nose with her index finger.
You just mindlessly ignored her comment even though it did give you second thoughts about coming here.
"It's my titan shifting... I don't understand it.. I was hoping maybe you could hel-" you were cut off by Hanji's frantic shrieking. "AHHH!!! I KNEW IT!!! (F/N), OF COURSE I'LL HELP YOU!!!" She roughly grabbed your wrist and pulled you inside.
She quickly shut the door, and scurried past you collecting tools, notes, and pencils from the scattered piles lying around her office. 'Jeeze, Hanji.. imagine if Levi ever came in here..'. you thought about the messied state of her office. Finally, after at least ten minutes of Hanji gathering her stuff, she finally sat in front of you, and began working on what you inquired her for.
"Okay! So, (F/n), what exactly do you need help with?" Hanji eagerly asked you.
"That's just it... Its me shifting into a titan. I just don't understand it. I mean, I've hugged Eren before, and that didn't happen. And just earlier, he had his arms wrapped around my waist. Nothing happened.. what exactly causes me shift, Hanji?" You asked utterly in need of answers.
Hanji tapped her index finger on her chin as if she was deep in thought.
"Maybe its not necessarily the way you feel about Eren, but your concern for his well-being." That could've just been it..
Hanji had answered your question, but in exchange, she wanted to perform a few experiments. You were the second titan shifter and the only female titan shifter she'd had the luck of working with.
She'd checked your vitals and your reactions to anything related to Eren. Most likely it was all for Hanji's records, but you were hopeful. It might've finally given you insight on what exactly you could do. After all, you had no idea of what you were capable of or how you even had the ability to do some of those things.
After Hanji had performed a few tests, she spoke up, asking you for something else.
"Hey, (F/n), I want to try something. For records sake." Hanji said standing up, and placing her notebook and pen to the side. You slowly nodded, a bit worried about what she had in mind.
"What if I told you, that after everything is over, and after we've defeated the titans, the Military Police has made it a priority that we kill you and Eren. You both are titans, after all."
We kill Eren.
Those three words burned in your heart. You gritted your teeth, and growled at a sickly grinning Hanji.
"You're going to what!?" You screeched through your teeth.
Hanji bent right in front of you and whispered. "We're going to kill you and Eren. Have you decapitated right in front of everyone."
That did it. Something stung inside of you, and it begged to be let out. And you did exactly what was expected. You let the feeling out, its energy sprawling everywhere, and smoke crawling around you. You felt another feeling take over you, a feeling of strength, and domination. You felt like you could do some much more now that you had so much more power.
But it didn't matter what was happening around you. You wanted to murder the entire Military Police legion. To crush them. And never let them lay a hand on Eren. It was your duty. And nothing, fucking nothing, was going to stop you. You weren't about to let another of your loved ones get brutally slaughtered, especially not by some fucking humans.
You screeched, and stomped on the rubble of Hanji's office below. You had your goals set on the Military Police base. And you weren't stopping.
You let out a piercing scream with all that you vocal cords would allow you. Windows from buildings around you began to shatter in synchronization.
Dead.
You took a step
All of you.
You began walking.
I'll kill you bastards.
You started to sprint, not caring about what was being crushed underneath your feet. All you cared about was the betrayal the military legions had set against you. All that you and Eren had done for humanity, and they were just going to kill you off?
No. Thats not how it was going down. Not if it was up to you, and you were making sure it was.
Every single one of you.