Determination
"V!" Lin yells, she comes running down the hall into Genevieve's room. Lin has tears running down his cheeks.
"Where's Nevi? I watched her come in here" In that moment she noticed the cold breeze coming in through the open window.
"She ran away" he said, his eyes staring at the note in hand...
The cold breeze wasn't what sent shivers down my spine.
It took us a while to really learn what caused this.
It didn't make sense to us till we heard it so it must not make sense to you.
Here's what happened after I watched her walk into her room.
Genevieve turned on her laptop ready to do online school work when all her pre opened tabs flew up. Twitter, of course, was on top. She figured a little scrolling wouldn't hurt.
She came across a picture of her and Lin, it was a selfie he'd taken of him kissing her head after she'd fallen asleep pretty much on top of him. It made her smile... until she read the replies.
She doesn't deserve that
Pity case
They'll drop her soon
There are younger orphans who need this more then you
They'd be better off without her
Leave her alone. She obviously is loved there and that's all that matters!
It would be better if she just left. Kys!
She tried so hard to focus on the positive comment but couldn't. "I'm to much of a wuss to kill myself" she whispers. She shuts the laptop...
I wish I could say this is where it ended, she ignored it. But she didn't, when I think about it now it hurts still.
She slid down her wall, tears streaming down her face. Swallowing them in fear that Lin or Vanessa would hear her. "I need something to stop me from crying" she says, she looks around the room. The setting sun made something gleam in the corner of the room.
She stood up and walked over, picking up the box with a small gem on the top. She opened it, small pieces of plastic, screws and blades filled her senses.
By the time she was finished blood was soaking through her long sleeve shirt as she packed. Everything essential for living on the street. As she was about to climb out the window she thought about Lin and Vanessa.
"I can't leave them without an explanation...."
Sometimes I wish she hadn't left the note. So the words I read over and over wouldn't haunt my memories...
So you're probably wondering where I am... honestly I don't even know where I am. Why I am where I am but I do know one thing.
I can't be with you guys anymore.
I know The day is coming when you sell me off to someone else and you can't take care of me I don't care to anymore. But I'm getting attached and starting to believe that I deserve all this when I don't.
Some people online help me realize this. Just do me a favour if you ever see someone like me again due to them what you've done for me I promise it will make your life and their life so much better.
I haven't made your life better, only more complicated which is why am subtracting myself from it. I know that deep down you don't want me here I'm sorry. I've taken most of my art supplies with me from wherever I am I'll send you my paintings.
I left because I don't deserve you. I don't deserve a mom and a dad like you
Sincerely
Nevi
Lin gripped the paper. "When we find her, I'm going to tell her just how much we love her. And then, I'm going to hug so tight and I swear if anyone gets to my baby before I do I will murder them" he says, Vanessa wipes a tear.
I don't think I've ever felt more determination in my life...
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WHERE FHE HELL FID THAT COME FROM?????
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