....this:

*looks ar reference in the corner*
*looks back at drawing*
What even...? Did i even ever LOOK at the reference like at all?

Help me ;A;
Dragons aren't something i can draw.
I mean, i could just draw exactly what the reference shows but.... that's boring. I want to draw dragons on my own and not just copy them....

Although.... the head isn't all that bad... right?

Ehhhhhhhhhhh........ ;A;

Why must art be such a struggle?!

Btw, I need some arguments as to why my dad should allow me to borrow his laptop to take it to school and do my art project on computer. (I'd do it at home on my own computer but my teacher says that's illegal and shit so i have to do it at school and i really, REALLY want to do it on computer because i need to be able to resize and move and fill in and all that stuff REALLY dearly.... like, i can't even traditional anymore, I'm so used to computer DX)
Please help me, I'm scared ;-;