"Kookie..."

I shot my eyes open and felt my head ached for a moment. I blinked my eyes a few times trying to see clearer.

"Where am I?"

My eyes scanned the room and it landed on the sleeping figure at the couch.

"Babe?"

I flinched as I felt a hand holding mine.

"You're awake!"

I just noticed that my boyfriend was sitting beside me all this time. I looked at him and smiled but his happy face turned into concern and confusion.

"Babe, you're crying."

He said as he wiped my tears away. I also checked my cheeks and yes, there were tears.

"Uhmm...I think I had a really nice dream." I said while looking at the tears on my fingers.

"What did you dream about?" He asked.

"Uhh...I uhmmm...I don't know..I don't remember." I honestly replied.

It's the truth. I felt like I really had a nice dream...but if it's nice, why am I crying?

Do you know the frustrating feeling when you you know it but you don't? The feeling like it's on the tip of your tongue but cannot say it? I know I felt something but I can't remember, I just know.

Fuck this is so irritating! What was it again? Something about middle school? Yes! That's it! And....what about middle school? What happened?

Rooftop.

Suddenly, a vague image of a rooftop appeared in my mind and I felt my head throbbing painfully. I hanged my head low and massaged my temples while I hear my boyfriend panicked but his voice seemed so distant.

"Babe? Babe! Are you okay? Do you want me to call the doctor?"

"Jiminie! What happened!? Kook- Jungkook!"

I heard the voice of the guy who was sleeping on the couch awhile ago and for some reason, I calmed down.

"I'm....okay."

I uttered as I slowly raised my head looking at them.

"Babe! Don't scare me like that! I thought you'll collapse again!"

"Again?" I asked and my boyfriend sighed as he held my hands.

"You don't remember? You suddenly collapsed at school yesterday. Good thing Taetae was with you."

"Oh."

I just realized that I am at a hospital and it's already evening.

But..what happened? Why did I collapsed again? I slowly turned my head towards him.

Something about him?

I was about to say something but the door was suddenly opened and a crying Jin hyung came in, running towards me and pulling me into a tight hug.

"My baby!! Are you okay!? I was really scared! Don't do that again! I thought something really bad happened to you! Are you hungry? Does it hurt somewhere? What do you want to eat!?"

"J-Jin hyung...I can't-"

"You're killing him Jin."

Namjoon hyung said as he pulled the hysterical Jin hyung and I chuckled.

"Sorry. I was just so worried."

"Yeah! Don't suddenly worry us you brat!" Hoseok hyung exclaimed with the brightest smile.

"But it looks like you've rested well. You were totally knocked out. Did you fake it to get a rest?" Yoongi hyung commented and I just shrugged it off with a soft laugh.

"He's not you, hyung." A soft but low voice was heard and I turned my head towards him.

He's beside Yoongi hyung and he jokingly nudged hyung's arms, making hyung turned his gaze at him, smiling at each other.

For some reason, I did not like it.

Wait-what?

Why would I not like it? It's good that their being friendly with each other right? But, are they close? Maybe not? A little? But Yoongi hyung smiled at him and the Min Yoongin I knew only shows his smile on two kinds of people, the ones he likes and the ones he hates.

.....and most of the people he hates actually ended up staying in a hospital for a minimum of two weeks.

"Babe?"

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I felt my boyfriend tugging my body, his arms linking with mine.

"Yes baby?"

I asked in the sweetest tone as I caressed his cheek, making him blush a little.

"N-nothing. You just looked a little lost. But maybe you're still tired."

He smiled at me and he's really the cutest. I leaned closer and kissed his forehead before showing him my signature smile.

"I'm okay baby. Sorry for making you worry. You should go home and rest. You're probably tired too."

"No! I'll stay here!"

"Baby you need t-"

"I'm not tired babe. It's because
...uhmm Actually, Taetae was the one who stayed here all night until you woke up. You know my parents...ughh! They didn't allow me to go...but I have my bestest friend who actually volunteered to stay with you so I was relieved!"

I slowly turned my head to him and he immediately averted his eyes.

"He didn't even sleep until I arrived this morning!"

"Thank you, Taehyung."

I said and he hesitantly looked up and smiled but it felt like he's not okay. He looked tired. Why did he even stayed up all night? No, why did he even volunteered to stay?

"Taehyungiieee~ Big thanks for staying with my boyfriend! And Babe please don't scare me like that again okay!?"

Jimin added and I giggled at his cuteness. I pecked his cheek and whispered an 'I love you' making him blush to the tip of his ears.

"Ehem ehem! We're still here!" Hoseok hyung sighed.

"Oh and Jungkook, I called your parents. I informed them what happened to avoid another hysterical moment. You know how protective they are over you. They might suddenly book a flight from America to go back here." Namjoon hyung stated.

"Thanks hyung!" I replied. I really don't want to see them now and it's a good thing they left me here instead of forcing me to go there and live with them. Well, I don't know why but when I told them that I really don't want to go to America, they just agreed without an intense debate but they did say that they'll decide after I finished university.

"Enough chit chat and let's eat! You must be hungry right? And I know hospital food tastes like crap so I brought this!"

Jin hyung raised the containers with the meals he cooked for all of us.

"Thank you omma!"

I exclaimed and we all chuckled. I'm really starving as my eyes followed the food being prepared in front of me.

"Sorry hyungs, I'll pass." We all looked at the owner of the voice.

"Eeehhh??? But I made this for all of-"

"You must be tired right?"

Namjoon hyung said while giving Jin hyung a 'look', saying that he should just let him be.

"I'll take him home."

Suddenly, Yoongi hyung volunteered to take him home. I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't shocked.

Yoongi hyung is a cold hearted guy. He's the most savage guy I've ever met...well, he also had a soft side when it comes to us but he would never openly show it. He would also care less about us since for him, we're all grown ups and a man to be exact.

Hyung would always just let us be and he would never let himself be bothered by our personal issues. He's actually a cool person who honestly just loves to sleep and rest for the rest of his life. He doesn't like wasting his energy on anything and anyone that doesn't give him benefit.

Except him.

"T-thanks hyung."

He shyly replied and Yoongi hyung smiled at him.

"Then, we'll go now. Have a good rest Jungkook, though you already had enough."

"Good bye everyone. P-please t-take care of yourself J-Jungkook."

He said, softly mumbling the last part while he waved goodbye before he naturally held onto Yoongi hyung's arm as they left the room.

He's always shy and nervous around me but he looked so comfortable with the others...especially with Yoongi hyung.

Is there something going on between them?

For some reason, I felt my blood boiling at the that thought.

I hate it. I hate this feeling.

~•~•~••~•~•~

"Thanks hyung."

"You're really an idiot."

"S-sorry."

"Whatever. Just let me sleep."

Taehyung nodded his head and smiled at his grumpy but adorable hyung.

After Yoongi drove Taehyung home, Yoongi said that he's too tired to go home and so, they decided to just have a sleep over and that's the story why the two guys ended up in one room, on one bed and cuddling. Well, they used to do that when they were young and it seems like for others, like them, no matter how much time had passed, nothing will change.

Soon, Taehyung felt his eyelids getting heavier while feeling the comfortable warmth of his hyung. Slowly, he drifted off to dream land.

"Tae, I hope you'll be more honest with your feelings. Tell me that it hurts, that you're jealous, that you want him, that you still love him. Tell me everything. I'm here and I won't leave you again. I promise."

Caught in a lie
Find the me that was innocent
I can't free myself from this lie
Give me back my laughter

Caught in a lie
Take me out of his hell
I can't free myself from this pain
Save the me who's being punished
Lie|BTS Jimin

Okay. BigHit is killin' ARMYs!
I Love the group, the CEO and the staffs, the whole company!
Their unique way of promoting is totally taking the whole music industry into a differently level!
❤❤❤
Also, I found a thread of theory about the movie "Inception" in connection with the whole HYYH series and this new era.
This ones really clear with on point explanation!
https://twitter.com/armylucious/status/896396337221992448