"Hey...you won't leave me, right?"

I turned around and smiled at him then I pulled him into a hug.

"Never."

I stated as I tightened the hug then I noticed that he was sobbing so I loosen the hug to look at him.

"Hey...what's wrong?"

"You...you're going to leave."

"No. I told y-"

"You have to leave."

"What? No! I-"

I paused when he stopped sobbing and he looked at me, our eyes directed at each other.

He flashed a sad smile while pain can obviously be seen in his eyes.

"You have to leave me."

He stated and I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.

"I said I won't leave you! I can't leave you! I'd never leave you!"

"I know."

He said while he cupped my face, his thumbs caressing my cheeks.

"If you can't....I'll be the one who will leave."

He continued.

Lies.

His words were filled with regret and dishonest feelings. I know he's lying. He won't leave me.

His hands slowly slide down as well as his gaze. He took a deep breath and took a step backwards.

He sighed once more before looking at me with eyes full of guilt.

"Goodbye....I love you, Kookie."

I raised my arms to reach him but he just faded away. It was like the wind took him away.

"No....No!!...you can't! You can't leave me! Please come back! P-please."

I begun crying while looking around like an insane man, desperately looking for any trace he might have left. Anything that could possibly lead me to him....but nothing.

There was nothing.

I fell on my knees and looked at my shaking hands while tears seemed to endlessly flow from my eyes.

"I was just holding you awhile back...Why? Why did you have to leave? You were just here...Why?"

I put my hands on my chest and closed my eyes. Thinking of the feeling of his warmth that I don't want to forget. At least, let me treasure it, let me remember how warm he felt.

"Kookie"

I heard his voice and without thinking, I immediately raised my arms in hopes of reaching him.

And I did. With my eyes tightly shut, I tightly held him in my arms and I could feel his warmth, his figure, his breath.

Definitely, this is the place where I belong, in his comfort and this time, I won't let him go.

"Uhmm...Jungkook?"

I slowly opened my eyes and heat rushed in my face as I realized I am hugging someone....for real.

I slowly let go and backed away. This is fucking awkward and I wanted to just melt away when I saw how shocked he was.

Damn that dream! And hands down Jeon Fucking Jungkook! You're really amazing you jerk!

"S-sorry."

I said while averting my gaze and rubbing the back of my neck out of embarassment as I mentally cursed myself and my stupid body reflex.

"I guess I was having a dream...and...uhh..yeah."

"It's okay. You were sleeping peacefully so I didn't wake you up."

He smiled and stood up. Good thing he wasn't creeped out or that he didn't made a big deal out of this shit. But...

"Anyway, the dinner's ready. Let's eat?"

He continued and he was about to go but I held his wrist, stopping him. He turned around and I was met with his shocked and confused reaction.

I, too was shocked by my own actions but I needed to do this. I have to ask him or else...

"Jungkook? Why are you-"

"Taehyung."

I felt him tensed up by my serious tone and stare.

"Who are you?"

His eyes widen and he bit his lip. He looked really nervous and confused.

Do I look really scary? Or is he keeping secrets? I want to know.

"W-what do you mean?"

He asked and he laughed a little. Is it a laugh to cover his nervousness? I squinted my eyes and furrowed my brows showing him that I have a lot to ask.

"Why? Why does all of these happen everytime you're near me?"

"What-"

"I keep seeing things when you're around and this feeling...What is this? Why do I always have this strange feeling when I'm with you!? The dreams and images...it just kept bugging me! Why do you make me so confused?!"

I yelled at him and he winced in pain. I noticed that I was hurting him, gripping his thin wrist tightly.

My eyes widen as realization hit me and I immediately let go of his wrist which he retracts immediately and rubbed it with his other hand.

I know I shouldn't have come at him like that. I was just....frustrated.

"S-sorry I didn't mean to-"

"I-It's okay...uhmm...w-why?"

He asked before raising his head, looking at me and smiling weakly while I sighed, still trying to avoid his gaze.

"I uhmm...it's just that I've been having dreams about a certain guy that I don't know and....it got worse. Usually, he would show up in my dreams but now even when I'm not sleeping, images of him flashed in my mind...and...I thought that he...l-looked like...you."

For a moment there was silence. I think I shocked him too much. I took a glance at his dazed face and yes, I think he's thinking about it too much. I mean, who wouldn't get surprised and confused when someone suddenly straight forward tell you that you're showing up in his mind most of the time.

Goddammit Jungkook! Why did you have to sound like you're dreaming about him! Of course he'd freak out!

"Uhmm...Jungkook."

He finally broke the silence and I slowly turned my head to look at him. I was about to apologize but the words didn't come out when I was met with his sad smile and eyes looking blankly ahead. Why does he have a guilty and apologetic look on his face?

"I think it's because....because we're hanging out too much with each other this past few days that's why....maybe...uhmm...that's why you're confusing my face with the person in your dreams."

He continued, almost whispering the last part as he looked down while I tried to think about what he said.

He's right. I might've visualized his face in my dreams since we've been together almost everyday lately. I'm so stupid! I didn't think of that!

"Uhmm...You're right...Sorry."

I mumbled and I felt relieved when he smiled at me, making me feel less awkward.

"A-anyway, let's eat?"

He stated and I smiled back and nodded my head in response.

Maybe I'm thinking too much. Yeah. Why would he lie, right? And why would my friends lie? I think they will not do that. They have been my friends since high school. I doubt that they'll hide something from me.

So...yeah..I'm just thinking too much.

Or am I???

I still have doubts.

Wait....'kookie'?

Did he?

The key of my fate that I gave to the sky
It’s in my hands again
I swallow in a long sigh and burn up my soul
So I can have you

This damn love, because of you
I can’t quit even if I’m hurt
Even if I die, it’s only you
Without you, I have no blood or tears
I become a dangerous shadow
To me, that’s who you are
It's Definitely You|V & Jin