I am two beings.

I am the girl who is faithful to you

even when we're two continents apart,

who prides herself in a strong moral compass

to guide her through the trials of love and life

the girl who is envied by many and loved by all.

the girl whom you must have

because she is exactly as she is and nothing more.

Except I am also the girl who can

bring your worst fears to life.

I am the girl who would obliterate your heart

as I maneuver through the boys I promised to stay away from,

the girl whose soul bleeds as dark

as the night when we shared our first kiss

the girl who twists lies and truth

like the candy canes in her mouth.

I am a contradiction within myself,

a Jekyll and an a Hyde,

a cleaving, catastrophe of a person

who will not only reside into your dreams

but manifest in the form of your nightmares.