I can't even talk to you.Apparently your phone is broken.

I just miss talking to you.I miss it so much.Even if it's a small conversation such as:'hi how are you doing?'.

You're the one that makes me smile,that makes me happy,that makes my worries go away.

School sucks.Life sucks.

Eunha and Jennie keep getting closer and closer and I feel like a fucking third wheel.They're always together and I'm right behind them.

During classes they're always talking to each-other and when I've tried to talk to Jennie,she wouldn't listen most of the time and just get back to talking with Eunha.

I get it,okay?

My sister even told me that it'll pass,because it's that excitement when you get to know someone new and you hang out with them and all.She said that Jennie will soon get back to hanging out with me.

But when is that?

I don't blame Jennie though.She's been through a lot with friendships and all and it's nice to see she's getting along with someone and that they won't fight or anything.

I don't even know what I feel.Is it jealousy?Is it anger?Do I feel hurt?

It's only the second week of school and it sucks.It seems as if everyone hates me,because they keep laughing at me or making fun of me.

I hate it.I want it to end.I wish I would just disappear or something...

Why does life suck so much? Is it even worth it...living?