I've been staring at my phone screen for an hour now and I feel like I'm gonna go crazy if I keep staring at it for any longer.

We haven't talked in two weeks and I miss talking to you.I texted you yesterday,but you haven't read my message.Taking a deep breath,I gather up the courage to text you.

Am I maybe being too clingy by texting you that?
Or am I annoying you?

I sigh as I wait for an hour,staring at the screen like an idiot,but you don't reply.I set my phone down and decide to do my homework for tomorrow.

It's been almost two hours and a half.I hear my phone buzz,but I decide to ignore it for now and finish my homework.

I really hope it's you,who has texted me and not someone else.Once I open my phone,I quickly read your texts.

I sigh as I read her response.After writing a response and sending it,I decide to write something else to send it to her.Something like..' Lisa what's really wrong?I'm worried for real.I'm here for you and I'll always be here for you so please tell me what's wrong and I'll try my best to help you.Just like you've helped me.You've helped me so much that I haven't been cutting for three months.Can you believe that?I'm proud of myself and I'm sure you'll be proud of me too.But,now it's my turn to be there for you.And you know why?Because I love you.'

I then sigh and shake my head,before erasing it all as I wait for her reply.

Little did you know,we both meant it differently...