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A N É Y A H
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"Aahh" I wince the moment I tried to move.

The aching pain between my thighs goes unnoticed. My belly tights whenever I try to sit up straight.

What the fuck did michael do to me.

Oh gosh!

My baby...

My hands involuntarily rest on my belly.

Whatever drug her used on me might set upon a miscarriage and I really don't want to lose another baby by the hands of this man.

My breathing gets raggedy and uneven.

'Breathe anéyah... just breathe' I tell myself trying not to panic and get an anxiety attack which would lead to an asthma attack.

At best I should try avoid going to any hospital or doctor for at least two weeks. If michael cum inside of me he would expect to bingo.

Him ago bingo yes but the bingo no fi him own.

One fancy jacket

My face turns pale.

I'm tainted by michael...

Just never thought this would happen to me again.

Dionnis would think this baby is Michael's and there would be no way for me to recover from the whole ordeal.

Bwoyy look how mi out do ocean's sea salt.

Watch ah' condition wah render pon mi.

Jesus piece.

I try to move again and bare the pain shooting through my lower abdomen.

Determined to make it to the bathroom. I step into the bath tub and sit down as the warm water flourishes around my frail body.

The natural ebbs and flows of the water gently lulling my stressful mind. I inhale deeply slowly pushing my head backwards further and further until the water covers my face leaving my nose and mouth exposed to the air that keeps my lungs moving.

Sometimes I often think to myself .

Maybe death is easier.

More peaceful

No more pain.

"Anéyah" a distant voice calls out my name.

It's michael... it has to be.

"Anéyah" the voice gets closer.

Why does it sounds like Dionnis' voice?

"Anéyah" he knocks on the door checking to see if I'm inside.

He bangs harder and harder against the door. The knob is locked. My mind keeps searching for peace and tranquility in the roughest vines crawling through the stable parts of my life.

The thoughts in my head grew louder than the knocking on the door.

Maybe I'm losing my mind.

Being cut off from society and everyone that I love is torture. So much that I'm slowing going crazy.

It goes quiet, he goes quiet. I sigh hopelessly before taking a deep breath and sink further to my death. The water covers up my nose and mouth, my eyes remain closed.

I should end it now...

Everyone will be safer once I'm gone.

I know I'm being selfish but I'm tired... I really am tired.

Strong firm hands grab hold of my arms; my eyes spontaneously springs open staring up at him. Our eyes made four.

He pulls my body full out of the tub. "Wah yar do?" He asks, anger coursing through his body. His complexion is chocolatey but I'm pretty sure there is a tinge of redness on his face.

"Let go of me" I glare at him.

"No... not until yuh calm down. I just got yuh mi cyaan lose yuh again" he shares. I roll my eyes and scoff.

"Yuh know sey yuh need plenty help doh? Mi tired and fed up ah' unuh! How yuh fi rape me eh?? Yuh performed necrophilia on me, I was asleep could barely move or open my eyes. What did yuh gave mi to drink?!!" I glare at him struggling against his hold on my arms.

I hate him so much .

I hate him!!

"Relax nuh" he coos without giving me an answer.

"No mi fed up and tired!! I cannot do this anymore with yuh" I spat angrily. "Lemme go!" I try again hoping he would let go this time.

The tears fall. They consumes me rapidly.

Michael wraps a towel around me to keep me warm. I begin to sob uncontrollably... I really cannot do this.

I want to die.

I want to join my daughter in the sky where there's no more worries or pain.

"Come, I'll take you back to the bedroom. I have breakfast already prepared and in bed waiting on you" michael informs me and I kiss my teeth.

"Keep it mi no wan nttn from yuh" I fold my hands across my chest and screw up my face when he sets me down on the bed.

"I hate yuh!!" I add feeling the hot tears on my cheeks.

Michael rush to his feet circling the room like a man who has the world on his shoulders. Now and again he runs his hands down his face as he mutters "jah jah".

Yeah man dat fi reach yuh.

"What time is it?" I ask feeling hopeless. Might as well I eat something the baby needs it and it's not like I can go anywhere.

Not even one clock him nuh 'ave pon de wall.

Ah' real prisoner me be eno; the only difference is I'm in a house. No steel bars hindering me from moving around, no bathroom restrictions and no lights out schedule.

He looks at his watch before saying "it's 11:24am. Yuh slept really longer than usual today".

"Hmm" I hum uninterested with his concerns.

I reach over for the toast bread and take a few bites until the bread is finished.

He finally stops circling the room as if he's relieved that I'm eating something.

"Thank yuh" he mutters, his face softens as he stands there staring at me.

"Mi nah eat because yuh tell me to do it, mi just hungry that's all" my voice holds great disdain and anger.

Michael sighs then leaves the room.

L E M A R
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My visions haven't came back since I woke up from the coma.

I know my mother is already pregnant but I'm uncertain who the father is.

Dionnis speaks to me over the phone, mostly over FaceTime.

He looks paler everyday I see him, he's missing sleep.

My mother is fine, Mj would never hurt her unless she betrays him. In others words have another baby that's not his.

She's smart, I'm not afraid for her that's why I'm not panicking like the others.

In my last vision she will come back to us but it won't be now, it will be some months and her belly will be showing already.

Dionnis will not take the news good and that's the only reason why I'm saying less when it comes to that topic. My mother.

Brady and cooper came to visit me as soon as my grandmother passed on the good news to their parents. And of course Brady had to run his mouth to Asia so she showed up as well with her cronies.

It's not that I don't rate her is just her lifestyle mi no rate on a whole.

I need a quiet girl. I'm not saying she's not quiet.

She just too popular breda.

Asia is smart, funny, down to earth but her popularity a guh be har downfall.

Some a dem gyal dey she a roll with nuh even rate har 'cause they forever a chat her business when she no around.

One of the main reasons why mi no wan be round her when her friends dem dey.

Dem a wolf inna sheep clothing.

She wants to know if we're an item (in a relationship) now ever since I slipped my finger inside her panty.

Honestly me no want her again from she tell har ediaat friend dem bout it. Almost the whole ah' 6 grade know bout wah we do.

Yuh know seh mi only do it to please Asia doh?

Every minute she ah' niggy niggy nig inna me ears like seh she ah' one bloodclarrtt q-tip fi we try it.

Only women me let push q-tips inna mi ears is me moda, my nana and my aunty, any other woman is a no no.

Asia only get what she got because man rate har.

Sure ah' one of her loose friends told her they tried it and das mek she did a pressure me.

Too inquisitive man.

Uncle kenrick bin tell mi seh woman gone be we downfall. You know me nahn 3 believe him 'cause mi moda no move dem wey dey.

But looking back at all the rumors and gossips that were floating around the school immediately one day after what we did. Nobody can tell me no Asia tell she hyena fren dem.

I solely believe in staying in a child's place until I'm old enough to understand what I am doing and take responsibility of my actions if anything goes south.

Big woman and man ting.

Mi nah pree the sex ting right now me good wid just the kissing.

If Asia no change her friends she gone be loose by 16 too.

Mi nah call no gyal whore 'cause me no wan no man call me aunty or my nana that worst my mother.

One day I asked Asia what she wanted to be when she grows up.

You know wah de dense gyal tell me??

Jah know.

She wants to be an instagram influencer and model just like her mother.

Way the ambition dey?

No likkle nurse or teacher she wan be but a damn influencer??!!

Yeah me had to leggo offa she like eggo's.

Too nuff man.

"Good morning sweet pea" my nana greets me as I reach downstairs. Tomorrow would be my first day back at school and mi no ready.

Her calling me sweet pea only makes me think about my mother. Her phone is disconnected, I've been trying to call her for days now.

"Good morning nana" I reply sounding just how I feel.

Nana sighs "she'll be home soon, Dionnis will find her" she tells me.

No he won't but I won't say that out loud.

"Why yuh wait up suh late though?" She questions and I shrug.

"Didn't feel like peopling yet if yuh get what I mean" she laughs out loud and shakes her head.

"Yuh know seh yuh too grown for your age" she says in amazement.

"So I've heard" I smirk and look down in my phone.

Nana rests my breakfast down on the table then ruffles my hair. "I'll be upstairs if yuh need me" she says.

"Okay" I reply and start eating my breakfast.

I want to go over to uncle antwaun's house today.  Briana should be having the baby next week and I want to keep her company before a screaming baby comes to spoil our peace and quiet.

Ever since briana got pregnant she no loud again.

I chuckle to myself.

D I O N N I S
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"How long him a sleep?" I hear my brother asking Fiftie. He just land this afternoon to join in on the search.

Initially he was apart of the plan but his wedding is two months and a week away. He needed to be there helping Lya with the final preparations but sometimes you cyaan tell another man wah fi do wid him life.

They're outside of my door.

I finally got to sleep. Anéyah's voicenote has been on replay all night. Who knew that hearing voice would be the piece to the puzzle.

It gave me hope and that's all I needed in that moment.

Now I'm up.

Surrounded by overbearing family members.

Loud knocking sounds coming from the door only aggregates me more.

Way do dem man yah.

Me no sleep in days and now mi finally get the little sleep them ah' come cut it short.

Chro !!

Dré turns the knob realizing the door is unlocked and use that as a way of me saying come inside.

He walks in and our eyes make four. Dré shudders when he sees the deadly expression on my face.

"Afternoon bro, Edmond tell me him have an update" he explains, trying to make a valid reason for entering my room without my consent.

"Ah" is all I say while sitting up in bed.

My phone pings from across the room. I turn to look at the light up screen then back to my brother.

They will keep us running around in circles. The only way we can get close to Mj is if he wants us to.

"Tell Edmond lowe dat issa next trap" I tell dré. He quirks a brow staring down at me.

I sigh feeling helpless.

Maybe we should stop searching until he drops his guard down. That's the only option I can come up with.

I'm never giving up on anéyah but to win this game we need to play the clown in the deck card until the king shows his hand.

"He will keep leading us into traps until he eliminates us. We should back down, give him what he wants until he lets his guard down" I share my thoughts. Dré and Fiftie stares at me like I grew another head.

"Think bout it" I prompt them to start critical thinking.

"Ahh... play his own game against him and when he least expect it is when we get him" fiftie shares his thoughts.

"Okay... even though this don't feel right I'll have to agree with yuh bro" Dré chimes in.

Once Mj is out of the picture anéyah can finally live a car free life.

My phone starts to ring again. I lean backwards and reach for it from the night stand nearby.

"Anéyah is calling me" I say to them in a weird shaky tone.

"Answer it" Fiftie states .

"Yea answer it" Dré adds.

I click answer then place it on speaker.

"Dionnis help!!" Anéyah practically screams out our ears. This is the sound of a frightened woman. Someone who's in danger.

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Sorry for the late update my grandfather passed away yesterday and I saw his body. Ever since my head has been all over the place.

Mj seems to be waking up the bee nest.

Enjoy 😉