Hi guys,
I feel terrible for leaving y'all hanging, also for ignoring the "please update" that y'all have been sending me.
This Christmas just go me riled up on different emotions and honestly...

Let's just forget that and get on with the chapter.

🛇Includes some thoughts about suicide🛇

~Recap~

So much for having friends.

She did what she knew how to do best. She ran. She ran so fast, away from her problems. She called one of the drivers as she ran. She heard Ace shouting her name and pleading for her to listen to him but she kept on running with blurry and bloodshot eyes, tear stained face a broken heart and a lonely soul.

Third person POV

Violet got into the car not sparing the driver a glance, she looked out of the window. Every of his words coming back to her.

Get the hell out of my room. Out of my life. Out of my world. Never come near me. Never!

I fucking meant every word I just said! 

She sobbed quietly as she stared out of the window.

She asked herself a lot of questions but found no answers.

Why am I never good enough?
Why does everyone hate me?
Its been hours since Sage left, and now... I feel so empty.

I feel useless, unwanted, un-

"Need anything?" The driver in his mid twenties asked.

"Drop me at the bridge. I'll call you later." She said as she released a shaky breath.

"Sure." He said and started the car.

Violet was again left with her depressing thoughts.

The driver got to the bridge and bade Violet goodbye but she had already quietly walked to the bridge staring into space.

Violet's POV

Honestly, what I'm feeling right now is painful. It hurts so bad. I have grown to love Ace as a brother but what he just pulled back there was too much for me.

Fine, it seemed like he was going through a lot; which I still don't know, but then, I didn't do anything to deserve such harsh words.

I feel my heart clenching and unclenching as I stared at the moon. I quickly wrapped my hair into a bun and looked at the moon as I felt the cold air hitting my bare neck.

A tear escaped my eyes as I looked up. The hurt and the pain eating deep into my heart.

All I could hear was the crashing of waves and the sound of my breath.

Was I really that bad?

No one wants me in their lives.

No one!

I'm so useless

As these thoughts flowed into my head I broke down and sobbed until I felt a gentle touch that sent shivers down my spine.

"Hey." The voice said and I didn't bother looking up.

"I know you might not want to talk to me but I just want you to know that you're one smart girl.Admit it." The voice said and I nodded still not looking up.

Not wanting anyone to see my puffy red eyes, my tear stained face and my messy face.

"You've got a dope soul. Stop regretting being a caring person. Whoever experienced you, needed your light at that time. You stay kind and committed to your love. Don't you dare doubt your worth. Or the beauty of your truth. Just keep on shining as you do." The voice said and immediately my head shot up and guess who I saw?

No one.

No effing one!!!

Am I that worthless?

All the warmth I felt earlier was gone. I was filled with rage, hurt and pain as the tears ran down my face freely.

Maybe I deserve this. I am not important. I just place myself so high in people's lives. I prioritize people who don't give a damn about me or how I feel.

I wiped my tears angrily and climbed the rail. I steadied myself and as I was about to jump someone held my hand.

I whipped my head and saw my driver looking at me pitifully with his eyes sparkling with tears.

"Please. I beg of you... pl-please don't... don't do this." He said as tears flowed freely on his face. We both looked at each other as the endless tears flowed.

"Please... no matter how hurt you are.. there- there is someone out there - someone that loves you. That cares for you- that will do anything to see you smile.. so please I beg you." The said and by now he was a sobbing mess.

"Lana.. the love of my life. This is the exact place she jumped off too. All because I couldn't contain my anger." He said quietly as the tears fell off his face. He made no move to wipe his tears away.

"You're all the same!" I screamed shocking him.

"Don't say that." The said in a commanding and yet pleading tone.

"Someone loves you out-"

"As if." I scoffed and tugged my hand free from his and gave him an apologetic smile as I felt the breeze on my face as my body made contact with the water.

I saw myself going deep into the water. I felt as peace as the water enveloped me in utmost silence. My whole body was relaxed and suddenly my mind was at peace.

I felt relieved and finally closed my eyes as I let go of all the emotions.

Ace POV

I ran after Violet and screamed her name loudly but she ran very fast until she was out of sight.

I tugged at my head and cussed loudly only to turn round and see a disappointed Mike glaring at me.

"You fucked up. Big time!" Mike thundered.

"I know man. You're not making me feel any better." I said quietly.

"You're no meant to feel better. Not now, not ever." Mike said angrily as his eyes darted all over.

"Its just a little fight. She'll get over it." I said rasing my voice a little.

"She'll get over it? Are you hearing yourself? Its Violet we're talking about man! She hasn't told you?" He asked as I stared at him looking as confused as ever.

"Fuck! What the hell? She hasn't told you? And yet this? You have to apologise." Mike said sternly.

"The pain of seeing Qu-"

"It has nothing... absolutely nothing. To do with Vio. Do you get it?" He asked as his nose flared in anger.

"I get it . I was just so mad. Its really driving me crazy you know? I can't bear the pai-"

"Does she deserve what you said?" Mike asked looking at me.

"No."

"Does she deserve an apology?"

"Yes."

"Do you want her saying away from you?"

"No."

"Do you want to strain our friendship?"

"No."

"Most importantly, do you want anything to happen to her?"

"Nothing's going to happen to her. What do you mean by th-"

"Shut it. Will you?" He asked as he fished out his phone from his pocket and dialled Violet.

"Fuck! She isn't kicking her calls. She's mad at me now!" Mike said glowering at me.

"Maybe she's busy." I said trying to calm Mike down.

"Busy? She just left her like thirty minutes ago." Mike screamed.

"Actually, like an hour now." I said as my gaze lingered on the time.

If only I could reverse time then I could have restrained from talking that way to her.

I sighed,"Let me call her."

"Like she'd pick YOUR call." Mike said laying too much emphasis on the word your.

"Let me just try." I said and rung Violet.

She didn't pick. Wow! I really messed up.

"At least it isn't switched off." Mike said and huffed as he stomped to my room.

"I have a very bad feeling abou-"

🎵She took my heart and left me lonely
I've been broken, heart's contentious
I won't fix, I'd rather weep
I'm lost and I'm found, but
It's torture being in love
I love when you're around🎵

That was Mike's ringtone. I wanted to tease him about it but as soon as he saw the caller ID, he froze.

He looked at the phone for a while with unsure eyes before shaking his head negatively and picking the call.

I mouthed for him to put the person on speaker and he did.

"Mike, are you there?"

It was Mrs. Phoenix, but why was she calling?

"Yeah. I am. How are you doing?" He asked.

"I'm not fine at all. Get Ace, come to Raphael hospital." She said breathing heavily. I could tell she was running.

I looked at Mike as different emotions ran through my mind. Why was Mrs. Phoenix in the hospital?

"What's going on?" Mike asked.

"Violet committed suicide and we're about to loose her."

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