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ethan's pov

my lips attached to her neck, sucking harshly, my hands to pin her arms down above her head, i raised my head to look at her, us making direct eye contact for two seconds but it felt like minutes.

we both just smiled, followed up by laughing, "i love you."

"i love you too."

grayson jumped on top of me, "wake up! we gotta go!" he said while shaking my legs trying to get me to wake up.

so it was really just a dream.

but it felt so real.

grayson mocked me, "oh emma!"

i threw the pillow my head was just resting on at his face as hard as i could to get him to shut the hell up. no need to dig the knife.

"so me and hannah are like together." he started, sitting down on the bed and unlocking his phone.

i nodded, falling back into the comforter of the bed pretending like i was listening.

"what about you and emma? what's going on?" he asked, can he please just fuck off?

"literally nothing i think she's mad at me but then again when do i not disappoint her, you know? like what else am i supposed to do fuck. i slept with one girl and she acts like she didn't tell me it wasn't gonna happen between me and her!" i began ranting before realizing i was ranting.

"i don't think emmas mad at you i think she's hurt."

i rolled my eyes and groaned as loud as i possibly could just to be dramatic.

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emma's pov

today was the day we went to this weird tunnel at the beach, apparently there were a bunch of turtles in them.

we got off of the boat and into the now shallow water, all five of us.

"i think i saw one already over there!" hannah said while pouting towards the start of the tunnel.

her and grayson decide to race each other to it, hannah being faster since she weighs less considering we were in water.

ethan smiled at me, walking closer to me so i just sped up my walk, trying my absolute best not to make it noticeable.