a/n: hey! i just wanted to say sorry for the slow updates lol, i'll try harder. and also, in the story i'm making hannah & emma older, just because i wouldn't feel right with their current storyline if she was seventeen and ethan's eighteen. so in the story ethan and grayson are nineteen and hannah and emma are eighteen, i do know that earlier in the story she's underage and can't get a tattoo and the whole hospital thing but i just decided to change it so please no negative comments,
thank you.

graysons pov

i heard something fall in ethan's room so i decided to go check up on him incase he like dead.

i knocked on the door but there was no response, was ethan even in there?

i opened it, revealing ethan climbing on top of emma, so i closed the door based on instinct.

sliding down the wooden door of his bedroom i started realizing what was going on. were they hooking up? she said she didn't remember him!

i threw my head into my hands, before realizing i had a reason to stop them, it's emma!

i opened the door and walked into the room, their heads shooting back at me, "grayson what the hell? get out!" ethan yelled, i looked to emma who was looking around the room, as if she were confused on how the fuck she got there. she got out of his bed and walked closer to where i was standing.

"grayson i'm sorry i don't know what i was doing." she explained, seeming genuinely sorry. did she forget what we just told her?

she tried to hug me,

and i let her.

ethan sat back on the bed, his eyes watering, i haven't seen him cry in awhile, but soon after clenching his jaw, his fists as well.

he stormed out of his own room, leaving me and emma there.

"emma stop."

"what?"

"you are in love with ethan!" i tell her, pulling her off of me and placing my hands on each of her shoulders.

"but i'm not, it's you!"

"you might believe that now but you and ethan are meant for each other i promise!"

wait.. so if she almost got with ethan while she thought she was with me, could she have almost got with me if her memory wasn't lost?

i left her in the room, i couldn't look at her without being confused.

i walked into my room, totally forgetting hannah was in there. "oh hey."

her face lit up as she saw me, "hey gray." i sat down on the edge of the bed since i knew personally i wanted to talk about what happened and she probably would too.

"so i'm sorry i shouldn't of taken advantage of you like that." her eyebrows furrowed as the words escaped my lips.

"do you think it was a mistake?" she seemed offended by my words, well of course it was. i didn't even know her boyfriend broke up with her at that point and i still did it.

it was my fault and i'm willing to take responsibility for it. 100%.

i nod, she looks like she understands. "sorry i reacted like that it's just, jacob likes this new girl and i've just been feeling a whole lot of fucking rejection lately, i just thought.."

i didn't want her to finish the sentence, because whatever she wanted i knew i couldn't give to her.

"hannah, you just got over someone, i'm not over someone. if you say what i think you're gonna say it literally can't happen, not right now."

"emma and ethan are like kind of dating and she just got over someone too."

"but i just know personally i wouldn't feel right, i'm sorry."

she rolled her eyes to the back of her head, moving her brown hair out of the way of her pale face, she looked sick
i placed the back of my hand against her forehead, it was burning up.

"hey, are you feeling okay?" i asked, genuinely concerned for her health, she just nodded and fell back into my pillows.

i sigh before pushing myself off the bed, deciding its best to give her some room.

as soon as i got to move the doorknob i hear her weak voice call out my name from the bed, if it weren't so quiet in the rest of the house there would be no chance in hell i could hear her.

i turned my head, "yes?"

"i don't know if this is wrong but, can you lay with me?"

"of course."

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ethan's pov

from: dad👨‍👦
idk how she could forget about you man

to: dad👨‍👦
i just don't know what to do anymore, should i give up? i cant force her to heal or anything like that.

from: dad👨‍👦
just make her fall back inlove with you!

to: dad👨‍👦
yeah great idea because i could totally do that while she likes grayson instead of me.

from: dad👨‍👦
look son, i haven't been in your shoes so i don't know what to tell you but just try to calm down, i meant calm down, don't have one of ur little outbursts actually talk to the girl, she's probably confused out of her damn mind, think of yourself in her shoes, suck it up.

to: dad👨‍👦
thanks for the greatest pep talk ever dad!!!

from: dad👨‍👦
no problem, by the way, you missed a tuesday.

to: dad👨‍👦
i think the fans understand why.

from: dad👨‍👦
they've been with you through ur worst and best, least u could do is tell them why you aren't uploading, not everyone checks the headlines for news about your girlfriend.

to: dad👨‍👦
didn't think about it that way, and she's not even my girlfriend.

from: dad👨‍👦
who's fault is that?

to: dad👨‍👦
aren't you supposed to be comforting me rn??

from: dad👨‍👦
do you want me to baby you? you a grown ass man! get the girl you want and make videos. simple.

to: dad👨‍👦
says you!

from: dad👨‍👦
goodnight i love you.

to: dad👨‍👦
love u too.

i turned off my phone, sliding the side door open and walking back into my house, bryant left and apparently aaron was in the guest room?

i walked into it and saw him on his blowup mattress watching something on his phone, his hand under the blanket, did i just catch this dude jacking off?

"that better not be one of emma's videos you're beating your meat to." i say, a laugh escaping my lips as he jumps up, turning his phone off in a defense. bitch i already caught youuuu.

"ethan dude we are never bringing this up ever again."

"why are you here? wanna steal emma? too fucking late grayson did."

i go to close the door and walk out before he stops me, "i never liked emma dude, why would i?"

okay um should i be offended or relieved?

"so why did you try to take her from me? you were oh so horny?"

"no it's just something me and grayson thought of to push you guys together, and it fucking worked until that stupid accident."

"how do you even know about the stuff going on?"

"the walls aren't soundproof."

i rolled my eyes and left the guest room, walking back to my room which i knew emma was in.

fun.

"i'm tired emma, can we just save the headache."

"i'm sorry, i didn't mean for this to happen."

"i get it, i just want some sleep, alright?"

"where am i gonna sleep?"

i didn't even think of that, if she doesn't think she's with me why would she feel comfortable sleeping in a bed with me? and hannah was sleeping in gray's bed so i couldn't send her in there, even though i probably wouldn't anyway.

"in my bed with me."

she raised her eyebrows.

fuck u!

"i won't touch you alright?"

"okay."

i walk into my bathroom to brush my teeth, but something in the mirror in front of where i was standing, emma was taking off her hoodie but her shirt slipped up with it, i try my hardest to willfully look away, but i couldn't.

well i guess i could.

i stopped looking and spit the rest of the toothpaste that was in my mouth into the sink and turn off the bathroom light, walking into my own room seeing emma sitting on one side of the bed pulling her hair out of her scrunchy and laying down on my pillow.

how the hell am i going to control myself?

oh yeah, i fucking can't.

i pulled off my shirt and got into my bed like usual, kind of forgetting she was in the room with me.

i laid on my bed getting under the covers, she did too. there was nothing weird about it, it was just like a regular sleepover, but with the girl i'm head over heels for.

i tried my best to just close my eyes and fall asleep but i couldn't, knowing she was right there. i turned in my bed, facing her non intentionally, just trying my best to get comfortable and hopefully fall asleep.

it felt as if it were hours and i still couldn't sleep. emma's back was all i could see, her back moving up and down slowly, well it's a good sign at least she's breathing.

she started to move in her sleep, getting closer to me as she did, finally turning completely, but still dead asleep.

i laughed to myself, her eyes scrunched up. i adored her.

her leg moved up against the mattress, like she was curling up to get comfortable.

her fucking knee, on my fucking dick.

lol fun.

she started waking up, her eyes on me, jumping a little obviously scared.

i smiled, "nightmare?" she nodded, rubbing her forehead softly.

we were just looking at each other for what felt like minutes, but in reality was only a couple of seconds.

"emma i didn't tell you this before you got in your accident, but i'm in love with you, and you don't have to say it back i just needed you to hear that."

she smiled, it was a pity smile. she felt bad for me.

"we got so caught up in the moment earlier, it kinda just felt natural." she confessed, itching closer to me.

"i know you think it now, but i need you to try and remember me, please."

"i'm trying, i keep getting these daydreams, i think they're memories but honestly i can't tell." she says, her voice sounding raspy from just waking up.

"what're they about?"

"you."

i nod, memories.

"emma i really just wanna kiss you right now."

"what's stopping you?"

"i know you don't want me to, and i don't wanna make you feel uncomfortable."

she rolled her eyes before her hand softly slapped against my jaw and pulled me onto her, kissing me.

our lips moved together slowly, letting me climb on top of her, holding myself up with one hand that rested on the side of her.

her lips were soft, sucking around my bottom one, the way her hands cupping my jaw made it just feel comfortable.

i pulled away and almost immediately travelled down to her neck, her hands moving off of my jaw and on my back.

i've waited too long for this.

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omg hey don't get mad at me lol since i haven't really uploaded that much i made this chapter a thousand more words than usual lol.

lol so 80 votes and 100 comments for chapter 27.