"dude you literally told me you didn't like her!" i shouted, grayson wasn't answering me, it felt like i was the only one who cared about this, if he was in love with her what the hell was i gonna do?

i wouldn't do that to my brother ever.

i did feel jealous but at the same time i just felt bad for him, it wasn't his fault. he couldn't control his emotions i guess.

"things change."

that fucking fast? i don't think so.

"you lied to me? didn't you? you knew i liked her so you backed off."

he didn't respond, instead just left the car and walked into the hospital.

okay.

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ellie's pov

i woke up to a doctor tapping my arm, "ellie sweetie?"

i opened my eyes to see emma's mom, i guess i just thought it was a doctor because i literally have seen no one else besides a doctor except hannah and ethan.

"hi."

"do you know which room emma's in?"

"she's not awake."

"what do you mean dear?"

"i don't know, you have to ask the doctors."

i was still very sleepy, and literally just wanted to go back to sleep. not in any fucking mood for chit chat. it sounded harsh but it literally felt like there were a bunch of needles stabbing into my brain by just opening my eyes.

"okay."

she left my room and walked off somewhere. i fell back asleep.
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emma's pov

he smiled at me, bringing me in for a kiss. our lips separated and my head rested on his shoulder, looking at the beautiful view of the city in front of us.

everything just felt perfect.

i realized i wasn't seeing it from my own eyes, it was like i was watching a fricking movie. of myself. how dope is that lowkey though?

was i dreaming? i don't remember falling asleep.

the man turned, grabbing his soda from behind him.

it did look like ethan but something was off.

but i got distracted by myself fucking realizing what the hell was happening.

how did i know i was dreaming? was this a lucid dream? what was going on?

"emma? it's ethan." i heard, but no one in my dream was talking.

"please wake up, i miss you."

what? how could i hear him? was i snapping out of my dream?

"please."

i don't know why, but i couldn't shake myself enough to wake up.

but then everything hit me at once.

the bang i heard.

the windows of the car shattering in my direction, everything just shaking.

shaking.

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ethan's pov

since emma's parents were here, i was finally allowed to see her.

i missed her so much.

i sat beside her bed, pulling up a chair. i held her hand, and began to talk to her.

"emma? it's ethan."

"please wake up, i miss you."

"please."

still no response. i looked down to the floor, before a machine started beeping loudly, i backed up in my chair, standing up.

what the hell was happening?

three doctors rushed in the room, emma was shaking.

did i do that? did i do something to her?

what the fuck?

i couldn't even think straight, i was just in fear. what was happening.

someone pulled me out, apparently i was out of it.

i looked to the person, it was grayson.

"ethan move."

as soon as i was pulled past the curtains, i was back in my body. i looked into the room at emma, shaking in her bed, one doctor holding her down, one doctor shooting something into her arm, one doctor doing something else with a clipboard.

were they even helping her? what was even happening to her? what were they doing? was she going to be okay?

i saw her mom and dad run into emma's room, pushing past me to get in.

her parents?

was this serious? was she having a seizure? did i do this to her?

grayson was holding onto my arms, looking in the same direction i was, a tear rolling down his face.

he really was just saying strong for me, he was just affected by this as i was.

i was selfish.

i was a bad brother.

-

we were kicked out and hannah was released from their care.

she didn't have anywhere to go and wasn't clear to fly home so we let her stay with us.

grayson gave up his bed and slept on the couch, why is he so nice?

i walked into grayson's room, hannah was laying on the bed just thinking about god knows what.

"hey."

she blinked a couple times before looking at me and smiling, "sup grant."

"how the hell do you know my middle name?"

"anyways.." she laughed.

i sat down on the end of the bed, she sat up, pulling the covers off of her.

"where's grayson?" she asked, does she like him? no she has a boyfriend.

but could she like him?

i don't like cheaters.

i don't accept them.

what the hell is the point of being in a relationship if you are just going to cheat on the other person, you're literally just injuring them mentally for no reason. break up with them instead of leading them on.

meredith.

but we won't talk about her.

nope.

we won't..

but ok.

she cheated on me a year ago, but it's all good. i have emma now.

and emma is literally the girl of my dreams.

and apparently grayson's dreams too.

and that fucking sucks.

"in the kitchen, want me to get him for you? as long as you don't go smooching him or anything.."

"what kind of person do you think i am?" she asked, obviously offended.

i was just joking damn.

"i'll go get him."

i left the room and walked into the kitchen, grayson was pulling something out of the fridge.

"hannah wants you. i mean asked for you."

i guess that wasn't the best choice of words.

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lol ok i'm tired it's like 5 am team no sleep ✌🏼